rondel

focus on the happy. that's you matthew.

Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers,
And laid entwined together on a bed of clover,
And left there to sleep,
Left there to dream of their happiness.

She reminds me of the one in school when I was cut and she was dressed in white.

sometimes you find out something, and it makes you see someone in a completely different way. i still love you i'm just so very hurt.

happy birthday to me?

Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when i was
So strange and likable

I just want back into your head



i love this song.

While you were sitting in the backseat smoking a cigarette you thought was gonna be your last, I was falling deep, deeply in love with you, and I never told you til just now.

Home is wherever i'm with you.

COMIC CON !!
I wish you were here with me I know you'd love this.

fuck me right.

I haven't been in the hospital in a really long time.
I am so happy to be going almost a year now without another surgery.
The doctor said my body is finally used to the medication for the anuerysm.

Sometimes life gets hard and I want to throw it all down and say screw everything.. but actually i'm so happy to still be here.

to die by your side is such a heavenly way to die.

listening to the smiths all night and i plan to carry it on today.

i have work till ten but hey thats 7pm in cali i think and 8 in utah. just sayin......

my blogs are pretty much just me rambling , im not sure if i should be flattered that you guys...
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It's four am. I'm watching mushy movies like 500 days of summer. Oh boy.

I got a promotion at work.

I am feeling a lot better about my self recently.

This new computer is incredible.

Is there seriously truth in finding someone incredible in chat. I'm beginning to think it's completely true. If you think this might be a script about you.. it is.