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zombie_nirbhao:
it's true!
leilani:
hey!!! u stayed with roz?? thats cool shes an awesome lady! nice to meet u btw! xxx
Why I'm easily cheated by somebody. 
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snarky:
kisssssses.
snarky:
:] Like I always say, I am always here for you :]
I'm here.
Think of me, and help me.
Before I was killed.
PLEASE HELP ME, PLEASE.
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trauma:
o lord no....
dalila:
dear i can't do pretty muchanything from here! my thoughts are with you, but really, you should get some help....
I don't want to be cheated by anyone anymore.
I just want to be happy, and be loved by somebody who loves me.
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How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
I needed the shelter of someones arms
And there you were
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs,
And there you...
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I just want to be happy, and be loved by somebody who loves me.
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How sweet it is to be loved by you
How sweet it is to be loved by you
I needed the shelter of someones arms
And there you were
I needed someone to understand my ups and downs,
And there you...
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37921dec:
I'm sure you'll find someone. Try to think positive!
revanche:
I don't know if I can.
Adjustment disorder.
That's what my doctor told the name of problem that I have now.
Yea, he said I was getting worse. I knew it.
I've seen him once or twice in a month, for about 4years, since I was punched in the middle of the forehead by unknown crazy guy in the city bus. Of course, he was arrested immediately, and sent back...
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That's what my doctor told the name of problem that I have now.
Yea, he said I was getting worse. I knew it.
I've seen him once or twice in a month, for about 4years, since I was punched in the middle of the forehead by unknown crazy guy in the city bus. Of course, he was arrested immediately, and sent back...
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gesomina:
Girleeee feel better!! DONT hurt yourself help yourself! You have so much to live for you just need to fugure out what it is...Depression sucks 
It makes it sooo hard to find anything positive, but trust me its out there, just be strong!! Good luck, and give yourself lots of love! 
It makes it sooo hard to find anything positive, but trust me its out there, just be strong!! Good luck, and give yourself lots of love! 
blackcatbone:
Thanks, Rokko. Gotta stop hurting yourself, hon. Glad you're getting help, though.
As long as I'm here in Japan, I can't stop hurting myself.
I can't eat ( but I puke 4-5times in an hour, even I'm hungry), go out from my room, stop thinking about comitt the suicide, or doing anything at all.
I tried to make myself up, so I post a lot yesterday, but I'm feeling so sad, alone, and insane.
I want to...
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I can't eat ( but I puke 4-5times in an hour, even I'm hungry), go out from my room, stop thinking about comitt the suicide, or doing anything at all.
I tried to make myself up, so I post a lot yesterday, but I'm feeling so sad, alone, and insane.
I want to...
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nikhita:
thankyouuuuuu <3
and im sad that you're feeling al alone =( can you not move abroad to study or something?
do you have anyone to talk to honey? because being alone and feeling like that is one of the worst feelings
and im sad that you're feeling al alone =( can you not move abroad to study or something?
do you have anyone to talk to honey?
because being alone and feeling like that is one of the worst feelings 
adair:
Sometimes you need to just get away. If that is what it takes for you to be happy, than leap and do it. Do you have a friend you could move in with potentially somewhere other than where you are?
If you ever get so upset you think you are going to harm yourself again- please go to the hospital and get some help.
Take care sweetheart!
If you ever get so upset you think you are going to harm yourself again- please go to the hospital and get some help.
Take care sweetheart!
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misskoneko:
and OMG I WANT THAT MP3 PLAYER!!!!!!!!
and OMG I WANT THAT MP3 PLAYER!!!!!!!!
revanche:
Well, I was going to write you something in Japanese but my computer keeps fucking it up.You are most definitely not alone. If you ever want someone to talk to, feel free to message me!
I did it again.
I cut my wrist yesterday, but it wasn't too deep cut, so I could not make it.
Yea, I'm still alive. Unfortunatelly.
I'm thinking a lot about moving back to my parents house, but I really hate living with them.
I'm old enough to live myself, and I always have a fight with my mom ( I know she loves me...
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I cut my wrist yesterday, but it wasn't too deep cut, so I could not make it.
Yea, I'm still alive. Unfortunatelly.
I'm thinking a lot about moving back to my parents house, but I really hate living with them.
I'm old enough to live myself, and I always have a fight with my mom ( I know she loves me...
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apelincoln:
If you keep cutting.... I won't talk to you anymore.
Yesh. That's a threat.
Ghehehe. For real tho,
get some help, either professionally or from friends
and family, lady. Cus this is NOT a good thing.
*huggles*
Yesh. That's a threat.
Ghehehe. For real tho,
get some help, either professionally or from friends
and family, lady. Cus this is NOT a good thing.
*huggles*
misskoneko:
Oh hun
Please talk to someone!!
Please talk to someone!!
I have tried to kill myself many times before, and I'm thinking a lot about it since I came back in Japan.
I know many friends here on this site want to visit Japan, and I look forward to seeing all of you, of course, but I am afraid of myself, cos sometimes I cut my wrist with not knowing what I'm doing.
I've got...
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I know many friends here on this site want to visit Japan, and I look forward to seeing all of you, of course, but I am afraid of myself, cos sometimes I cut my wrist with not knowing what I'm doing.
I've got...
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limbofish:
Don't even think about it honey. We all don't want to miss you funny girl around here.
Life is to great to make it shorter than it actually is.
if you hate Japan leave Japan but not your life.
Europe is waiting for you with open arms....
Life is to great to make it shorter than it actually is.
if you hate Japan leave Japan but not your life.
Europe is waiting for you with open arms....
nephilim777:
Amazing pics...
aaww......
I didn't know that The POLICE was here in Japan for their show about a few weeks ago. I missed their show. Grrrr........ My friend told me about their show, and it was actually great.
Also I just know that Cheap Trick is coming to Japan, and playing at BUDOKAN AGAIN in April. I will not miss it! Their album "@BUDOKAN" is a one...
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I didn't know that The POLICE was here in Japan for their show about a few weeks ago.
I missed their show. Grrrr........ My friend told me about their show, and it was actually great.
Also I just know that Cheap Trick is coming to Japan, and playing at BUDOKAN AGAIN in April. I will not miss it! Their album "@BUDOKAN" is a one...
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twiisted:
I am coming to japan this year... Iv ALWAYS wanted to come there... Go to hang out in the Harajuku area & go shopping. U guys have the cutest fashions
vanessa:
Aishiteru!
Can I come visit you in Nippon?
I'm also learning Japanese right now and I need someone to practice with. Can I practice with you?
It will have to be in romaji because I haven't gotten to the part where we learn to read kanji and hiragana, but that's ok right??
Can I come visit you in Nippon?
I'm also learning Japanese right now and I need someone to practice with. Can I practice with you?
It will have to be in romaji because I haven't gotten to the part where we learn to read kanji and hiragana, but that's ok right??
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kip:
haha, i love your collections
so sorry we didnt get to meet up! maybe i should come to japan?
so sorry we didnt get to meet up! maybe i should come to japan?
katalina:
AH HA, you're a collector. I'm more of a pack rat.
I'll be leaving Rhenen, and staying at the hotel in AMS today.
I'll be leaving for Japan tomorrow evening, and I still don't want to go back.
I'll be leaving for Japan tomorrow evening, and I still don't want to go back.
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curioustomcat:
..and I could also not find you online on ym I hope you are not too depressed...
I hope you are not too depressed...
1234people1234:
hope you had a save trip home!