Monday Nov 01, 2004

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Yup. Went to the orthodontist this morining. They put these fun springs in my mouth, and I'm the worst fucking pain EVER. But I was promised just one or two more months.

Anyway, I watched Saw last night. I didn't think I would like it, but I fuckin' loved it.
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drnecessitor:
Ow...sorry. blackeyed
jsinxxx:
i want to go see that movie so its nice to hear it good...it was cool talking to you lastnight message me anytime you want kiss biggrin

Saturday Oct 30, 2004

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Work flew by today. Tonight's the halloween thing - I'm excited.
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jsinxxx:
happy halloween sexy kiss love skull
dirtlits:
Nice job on the Uma ... too bad it go a wee bit chilling on the roof!

Friday Oct 29, 2004

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Wow. It's about Time! My computer broke, I know, excuses, excuses. But I'm back!
A lot of amazing things have been happening, and some shitty things, but that goes with out saying..
-First off, psycho boy called for his last time. I changed my number. So take that,
Aaron.
-I chopped my hair. Yup, a lot of it is gone..Now I just have to figure...
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drnecessitor:
Dude, that is all kinds of good news. Welcome back!
spooky520:
glad your back and your ok smile

Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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I'm so depressed right now. I feel alone. More alone than I have ever felt before. I wish I could just run away. Just leave. Not tell anyone where I was going, get on a bus, or a plane, or in my car...and just..disapear. My heart could just cave in.
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fixate:
Depression is an all consuming monster that has slowly creeped into my world as well. I don't know why, and I certainly don't know how.

"This, too, will come to pass" - the only thing that is always true.

Yeah, it doesn't really help me a whole lot, either, but it's nice to keep in mind.

"Don't let the world bring you down. Not everyone here is that fucked up and cold." - Incubus

In hopes that you feel better
Fixate
minibeanie:
You can come over here and I will try my damnedist to cheer you up...... kiss

Wednesday Oct 20, 2004

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I feel really depressed today. Psycho boy is calling again. Hopefull it was just a one day thing. It's been overcast for the past few days. By now I should be use to it, but it's not helping my mood. One good thing is, I'm looking forward to going to work. It's not to bad really...it's just somethings I hate. Working in retail is like...
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zenfish:
ja. plus i think i'd look better.

and would most likely just confused people, rather then go for cheap laughs.
drnecessitor:
Why aren't you just hanging up on this guy? What's going on here? confused

Tuesday Oct 19, 2004

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I hate retail. With a burning passion. They have me working close to forty hours a week, now. That leaves me with almost enough time to sleep. Yea, where I work, the have the flexablity of a brick, but they decided to be nice and let me work tommrow, so I could have Thursday off. Thanks guys. That's sweet...Now, can I have my life back?
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thejeff:
That sucks. Get an office job where you can work flextime. Yay for Thursday at least.
jerahmy3:
Well if i were a job and your worked on me i know that i would want you to work all the time ^_~

hehe...wish we could have talked more last night but i was like dead frown

Tuesday Oct 19, 2004

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It was brought to my attention yesterday by Pyrate, that I had spelled Van Gough wrong. I know I did. There is a story behind it, so I thought I would tell you all so you wouldn't be like - Wow, this chick says she's an artist and she can't even spell Van Gough- In High School, I was an Art Aid my Jounior...
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zenfish:
snowing here, kinda.

odd story. tongue wink
dirtlits:
Seems that more art teachers are a little odd now a days.

Monday Oct 18, 2004

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I'm painting. I have insperation. Do you know how good that feels?
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bazola:
smile What are you painting?
spooky520:
It's really nice to have insperation, I used to do alot of bead work, jewelly, dream catchers and deer antler and bone carving. Haven't done it in awhile, need to start again as it calms me.

Like to learn how to paint, I think it would be great.

Saturday Oct 16, 2004

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So....Today was an interesting day. I worked from 8:30 until 4:00..folding clothes, working the register, and trying my best to refrain from killing some screamy kids. Then after that I had to go buy a skirt for this really bad Thing I had to go to...and then saw a really bad movie...and at some really bad hamburgers at White Castle.....but it was still fun.

They...
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jerahmy3:
why do people shope so much that day???
dirtlits:
Man! Ugh ... I was hanging with Melly and Shawnapt2 a few weeks ago and had a horrible experience with White Castles ... puke

... sounds like most of that day was just ... well ... bad.

Thursday Oct 14, 2004

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Yup, yup, yup. If I eat one more piece of rotten, vial, psueo-meat from McDonalds...I will have no choice but to kill someone. I'm serious this time...one more.. puke puke puke

So, I may be funking up "The Guys" evening tommorw. I ran into one of the guys that work down at the Haunted House, and he said that if I didn't come back and work in the...
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dirtlits:
Man .. just watch Super Size Me ... that will help too! ... and ... it didn't rain all day ... and it even looks nice out right now!

Ya just need to get out and have some fun this weekend .. Team American starts tonight and should be good stuff!
machiavel:
If I was 18 years younger......but then again my profile pic is me at 20...you can see why I was mostly dateless smile

Wednesday Oct 13, 2004

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Another rainy day. The "guy" called me again, today. I had to listen to a two hour rant about how I was a bad person, and everyone hates me. frown frown frown I know I shouldn't listen to his words, but they do cut a little, even if you try and ignore them.
I rented The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, today. I got about half way...
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dirtlits:
... ps ... when is it going to stop raining ... I want to know too!
spooky520:
I agree that the rain is nice to listen to, but its too cold. frown

You shouldn't have to listen to some stupid prick on the phone. Call the phone company and see if you can get his number blocked so he cant call. As a last resort you could always change and unlist you number. I hate telling people that because it is not their fault that there are assholes in the world making life miserable for others. I'm sorry you have to put up with it.

Tuesday Oct 12, 2004

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It's raining cats and dogs, which is a good thing, because it hasn't rained in what seems like, and possible could be, weeks. I love it when it rains. The sound it makes on the roof when the house is silent, and the sweet smell.
The one thing I don't like when it rains is that fact that my hair gets super wavy, instead of...
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minibeanie:
in the Northwest I swear it rains 3/4 of the year.....Uuuggghhhh....but it is pretty green...other than that...I hate it.....and the only reason I have been going to the gym so much these days is cause I have no job and Im so bored to death....go figure.... biggrin
dirtlits:
I hear ya, screw all this rain! How is a guy supposed to skate in this I ask you!?? ... Time to go inside and download high speed internet porn I suppose ... or ... I could write some music!
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