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I had been feeling a bit overwhelmed lately after filling out my financial aid and realizing how much money I'm probably going to be taking out in debt... not that I didn't know before, but just asking permission to have it is a bit of a different story, you knows? It was definitely a "oh dears" moment.

Then I found this quote:
"And the trouble...
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This weekend has turned out to be one of the funnest ones I've had in a long while.

Went to a kick ass birthday party this Friday where I got to talk zombie talk with kissofthegecko and basically make him totally jealous I'm going to get to meet all the people he admires most. It was fun hanging out with J-Bob and crew outside of...
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Wow, that blog worked faster than expected!! Go say a big hello to kissofthegecko if you get the chance. He's from Fargo as well and damned good people.

I've got my flights booked for Pittsburgh now so I can go visit the school and find an apartment. April 16th - 20th. Woohoo! I've had too many reasons to go to the bar lately. Going away...
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I'm not updating my blog again until Will friends me. Cause damn it, he's awesome and needs to get off his ass and finish his profile. It doesn't have to be perfect!!!

And I just got the phone call!!! I'm accepted!!! That's right boys in girls this little girly is packing up her backs and moving her ass to fucking Pennsylvania to go learn how to make zombies heads explode for a living!!!

They called me to tell me how amazing I did on the test and to let me know I'm in!!

All yesterday I kept...
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This up and down stuff is bull shit. Why can't I just stay happy and strong right now?

Things that make me feel like utter shit:
- People who say "you're going to be fine/ok/etc"

Things that make me feel better:
- my parents talking about going to the casino while I'm at the doctor wondering if I'll take a cab home
- Nathan calling...
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I was going to try be on more, but in light of recent events I fear that I'll be going all but anon for a bit. I'm sorry, but please respect this and leave me be for a bit. Unless I contact you first, I just really don't feel like answering questions right now. My focus needs to be on giving myself strength so I...
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I've got the worst case of winter blues that I've ever had in my entire life. I don't know what's wrong with me as of late, but I've not felt like my normal cheery self at all. I think that working all that overtime and removing my social life so completely hurt me more than I'd like to admit... but I think it's more cause...
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Vblog about School... and stuff



Enjoy.


EDIT: Oh by the way I picked up 21 hours of over time this weekend!! I work 11 am - 1:30 am Saturday, but I do get an hour and a half lunch. This in the middle of 10 days in a row I work.... Please send me happy thoughts this weekend. I needs to save money to move.

Obligatory 2007 Recap/2008 Resolution Video Blog



oh and for those of you who missed the last blog and don't want to watch this one: I finished the rough draft of my novel!!!

Love,
Rizzy

oh and p.s. Thank you Bryan for refinding this video for me.



I've got a total boner for the blond in pig tails with the red lips. Yum!!


EDIT: out of...
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