last night i was watching a movie and drinking beer with some friends. and as i was ashing my cigarette in a glass sitting on the edge of the bed i had this thought and entered it as fast as i could catch it into the notepad on my phone...i wonder how i get these things sometimes...from a fucking glass of cigarette butts....
no matter...
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UPDATE!!!! ....once again my babies make a fucking righteous comeback in the 4th quarter, with 26 seconds to go, PITTSBURGH STEELERS SCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! FTW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!! (good thing too, because i called off work to watch the game 
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ahhh so i just got my computer and my phone back after leaving them at a friend's house on thursday...
why would i do such a thing...
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ahhh so i just got my computer and my phone back after leaving them at a friend's house on thursday...
why would i do such a thing...
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micamars:
Yea, you gotta be happy about the steelers, lol. My hometown team blows ass, the Chiefs. Hope the rest of your weekend was good for recovery, lol. Later.
kilcher:
Your boys pulled it out again today!! Too bad mine fucked it all up. 
You're always in the craziness. Love it.
You're always in the craziness. Love it.
its warm out today <3
i just ate cold pizza for breakfast. best way to start the day
i have to leave for work in a few minutes. ugh.
the money there sucks and i just had to pay some bills so, i only bought a one way ticket to pittsburgh. i'm sure i'll make enough to buy the other half in like, a day,...
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i just ate cold pizza for breakfast. best way to start the day
i have to leave for work in a few minutes. ugh.
the money there sucks and i just had to pay some bills so, i only bought a one way ticket to pittsburgh. i'm sure i'll make enough to buy the other half in like, a day,...
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btb4:
BTW, cold pizza is the best. Until it drove everyone too crazy I'd always put a pizza straight in the fridge before eating it.
The new set if fucking AWESOME. Very very cool - gratz.
The new set if fucking AWESOME. Very very cool - gratz.
matty231985:
Not to be a creep but you're gorgeous. Also I Ioved all your sets. Very nice work.
yeah serving is lame. i have an interview in the morning as a receptionist at a massage therapy place. hahaha i suck at jobs.
i think i just find it incredibly hard to settle when i know i don't want to be here, and am only staying here for certain legal obligations, immediatly after which cease, i will be scurrying up north.
it flurried last...
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i think i just find it incredibly hard to settle when i know i don't want to be here, and am only staying here for certain legal obligations, immediatly after which cease, i will be scurrying up north.
it flurried last...
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btb4:
"Candy Mountain, Charley! Candy Mountain!"
OK, so you gotta upload pics (video?) of you attacking a plate a chocolate chip cookies. It's what I'm asking Santa for....
OK, so you gotta upload pics (video?) of you attacking a plate a chocolate chip cookies. It's what I'm asking Santa for....
scottsmallin:
Charlie rules.. who shot your upcoming set?? woooo weeee. Good luck!!1
first shift at the new job tonight off of training.
friday night....yeah....great time to start.
i don't know if i'm going to like this. i really hate waiting tables. really, i do. despite the potential to make alot of money i don't like plastering on a smile and bowing to every beckon and call of my customers to squeeze a few bucks out of them....
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friday night....yeah....great time to start.
i don't know if i'm going to like this. i really hate waiting tables. really, i do. despite the potential to make alot of money i don't like plastering on a smile and bowing to every beckon and call of my customers to squeeze a few bucks out of them....
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user573925:
If you can make it through the serving part for abit you can move to bartender which is way more fun and keep you much more busy.
Then I'll have to teach all about fine rums!
Then I'll have to teach all about fine rums!
mildots:
Hope the job was ok.
damn not being able to drive.
killwhitneydead is playing tonight at the canal club.
and of course, I CAN'T FIND A RIDE.
everyone is either 1. working 2. unable to drive because of a dui or 3. not a fan of metal
sigh.
at least its tuesday and i can go to steal the glass night at capital ale and drink some beer. but still....
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killwhitneydead is playing tonight at the canal club.
and of course, I CAN'T FIND A RIDE.
everyone is either 1. working 2. unable to drive because of a dui or 3. not a fan of metal
sigh.
at least its tuesday and i can go to steal the glass night at capital ale and drink some beer. but still....
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shelterfromcold:
At this point the bags under my eyes have turned into Raccoon eyes, it's getting ridiculous. I'd take pills to try and sleep, but I'm not a big fan of them. And I think my mom and I have actually found a way and done all the necessary requirements. So for now, it's the waiting game.
That's what I hate about not having a car, not being able to go to shows. Especially since my friends don't listen to the majority of the music I listen to. I missed out on so many shows that way. Which is why I'm glad 9:30 Club is only two metro rides away!
Fake happiness is the best! It's my current myspace pic, haha
Only Bailey's? We usually have Vodka, Tequila and SoCo... now that REALLY puts a smile on my face, haha
That's what I hate about not having a car, not being able to go to shows. Especially since my friends don't listen to the majority of the music I listen to. I missed out on so many shows that way. Which is why I'm glad 9:30 Club is only two metro rides away!
Fake happiness is the best! It's my current myspace pic, haha
Only Bailey's? We usually have Vodka, Tequila and SoCo... now that REALLY puts a smile on my face, haha
bedwelld:
Well I'm back in town and jobless so let me know next time you need a ride.
it started out pretty mundane. two guys a girl and a dominatrix. sipping a pot of coffee. little leather, latex, and some suspension bondage later i was sitting atop a pile of strap-ons and ball gags casually munching on a slice of delicious eggplant parmesan pizza observing as my friend, a man, in vinyl, thigh-high, fetish boots and minnie mouse skirt is lying on his...
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ladyr:
gracias por tu comentario en mi set
besos
ladyR 
besos
ladyR
btb4:
LOL - good times!
When I was younger and lived in the city I used to think that a documentary could be made - and get me burned alive in my hometown - of just following me around as I wandered about and ran into various "experiences". I WORRy about those who DON'T experience some of that in life...ya know?
When I was younger and lived in the city I used to think that a documentary could be made - and get me burned alive in my hometown - of just following me around as I wandered about and ran into various "experiences". I WORRy about those who DON'T experience some of that in life...ya know?
ah, yes. the holidays. the time of year when i usually return to my hometown for as few days as possible and smile at the fact that i am leaving and everyone else must stay and return to their mundane lives shortly thereafter.
alas, the year has come when i am the one already here. which made me completely forget that tis the season for...
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elviss:
sexy girl in real lifeeeee ohhhhh yeeeah <3 love the hair im fucking jealous i just ripped out all of my extensions now i have short hair =( epic fail. Anyways I love your past it sounds so much like mine [fuckthatbullshit] so i feel for you and gotta love those family oriented holidays when the thought runs through your mind of just being open and like "hey bythewayimnakedontheinternet..." oops. but i think its in the best judgment to keep our pretty little mouths shut. move to chicago, lets be best friends so i can stop creepin on u on this site. lmao!
bowiee:
Your on your way to being complete. anything i can do to help..
well...yesterday was pretty fuckin wild. started drinking at 1:30 p.m. stopped around 7 a.m. this morning....
there was an attempt at photographer/model meet and greet in petersburg in the morning. brandon and i immediatley sensed all sorts of lame and started hitting the sauce upon arrival. people were actually shooting, sort of...it was kind of unorganized so i really just intended to booze and meet...
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there was an attempt at photographer/model meet and greet in petersburg in the morning. brandon and i immediatley sensed all sorts of lame and started hitting the sauce upon arrival. people were actually shooting, sort of...it was kind of unorganized so i really just intended to booze and meet...
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heroine:
I can't wait to shoot you! My mom has been sick so I've been taking her back and forth to the doctor lately, I wish you could get here to me, I could do it real soon if so! If not I'm gonna have to try and plan it.
We're gonna work it out and I shall shoot you very soon!
So ya saw Balita's set? What did you think of it?
We're gonna work it out and I shall shoot you very soon!
So ya saw Balita's set? What did you think of it?
btb4:
it tasted like razorblades and horseshit had a fucking lovechild and liquified it.
Bwaaaahahahahahaha sweetheart you have an amazing way with words! 
I FINALLY GOT A JOB!!!!!!!!!
its never taken me this long. i feel so relieved.
i was refusing to apply at any restaurants in chester because i kind of despise my hometown but i sucked it up and walked into ocharley's today because they are always slammed (and have quite a nice bar for potential after work drink sessions)...and who is at the host stand?...
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its never taken me this long. i feel so relieved.
i was refusing to apply at any restaurants in chester because i kind of despise my hometown but i sucked it up and walked into ocharley's today because they are always slammed (and have quite a nice bar for potential after work drink sessions)...and who is at the host stand?...
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bbqchef:
congrats on the new job!!!
kilcher:
Welcome.
Half is failure.
Half is medicority.
Parsing mediocrity is the essence of our happiness? I'll sit that dance out, thank you.
Ayway what brand do you smoke? I was a Lucky Strikes man myself.