POSITIVE ATTITUDE!
I figured I could just start focusing on myself. Not us. If he wants to get involved than so be it, but for now, I can probably do better without him. I refuse to let ignorance win.
I know it's not his faut we are stuck in a house that he can find pleasure easier than I can. So why not find things... Read More
So once my car is fixed I think I'll be okay. Being stuck in this house relying on other people for rides and them needing to know where I am 24/7 makes me feel like a child again. I used to have my own house. I used to do things and have friends. I used to be good enough for my "lover". And now. I... Read More
That last picture is so cool and bizarre at the same time.
I know I've said it before and I know there's not much you can do without a good job and a car but, He's not worthy of you.
I went through exactly what you are going through for 3 years with my ex-husband. Wondering how I would pay the rent and get to work with out him but, needing him to give a shit about me more and his video games less. Being ignored and treated like I was some kind of freak for needing attention like I did.
I left. I tried the kick in the balls talks over and over. I threatened to leave him. Nothing worked. So, I left.
You will get it figured out eventually. Only you know what's right for you but, sometimes it helps to know somebody went through the same thing and got out just fine.
Wow, that's all I can say. Just Wow. you know why? Because that's all I've been doing. Besides work and the occasional check up on the online interactions that I used to be so fond of. I am a level 30 already. And I've been playing for like a week. It would really hep if everyone else in my life wasn't so involved with this... Read More
I loved all the hair colors. I am addicted to hair dye or dyeing my hair in general. In fact, I have not seen my natural color in years! I love color. I am purple right now! Not the shade I want, but it is alright for now.