reverendbenzo

Wow I'm pretty high right now. I haven't smoked weed in over a year. Gibbo, Pogo_The_Monkey and I hung out at the mall today. I now officially owe Pogo 37 lunches and 3 trips to the movies. I took in the camera and got some pretty cool pictures. We got kicked out of the locally overpriced FYE for taking pictures. I tried to take one...
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I have never felt as invisible in my life as I have the last couple of weeks. Like a ghost. An aimless spirit drifting, coasting right above everyone's field of vision. I have felt this before yet to a lesser degree. I remember when my family and I moved from my hometown the year I was to start high school. The first day was less...
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I pulled my groin at work today. Which is weird because I work at a video store. It wasn't actually work related though. This song came on the radio and I got so into it that I did this rock n roll spin kick and totally pull something in my balls. It's much better now thanks. Sometimes I rock a little too hard ya know?...
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News from home travels slow towards me. I refuse to have a phone and my dad is terrfied of computers, so we have to rely on The Pony Express. I'm always the last one to find things out anyway so I guess it fits. My sister came through her cancer treatment with positive results all around and will be going home very soon. Luke (my...
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I had the universe figured out last night but now I forgot it.


I shaved my goatee off today. I keep grabbing at it but there's nothing there now. I am going to grow it back with a quickness. Luckily my facial hair grows quickly and evenly. Being part Scottish kicks ass sometimes.

I actually watched Passion of the Christ last night. I only got...
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I do NOT get Anne. Anne is a "lady" in her mid 40's I work with. Wait, you're not supposed to end a sentence with a preposition. She is a "lady" with whom I work. There that's better. Any fucking way, she doesn't (can't maybe) check out any customers, she doesn't like to check in any movies, she doesn't know how (although I've shown her...
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I had some really weird dreams last night. The only one I really remember was I was on the beach and I found out my sister had been kidnapped. So, suddenly, every member of my family is there (well some aren't really my family but they are in the dream, you know how it goes). We all go looking for her. Halfway through the dream,...
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You know what I've been getting in the mail almost everyday for the last two weeks? No it's not love letters from adoring fans but thanks for asking.
Fucking menus! I've been getting menus from restraunts from some smart ass. I got another one today! He's broke and hungry, been living off of rice and popcorn, let's send him a menu. Yeah haha I get...
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I worry way to much what people think about me and what I say and what I do. Over the last few months and without any real warning to myself, I've been slowly but surely shrugging off that type of mentality. It feels great too. Quite liberating. Of course it won't make me any new friends but that's okay.

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Holy poo poo! I have...
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I hate my job sometimes. It can be very boring and monotonous. Sometimes I get really bored so I'll turn up the radio as loud as it can go (which isn't very loud in my opinion) and do my funky little DrGonzo dance ala Pete Townshend while screaming "WOOOO! YEEEEEAH, BABY!!". I always get weird looks.

Tonight at work I closed the store at midnight,...
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God I am in so much pain right now. My left kidney is hurting so bad. I think maybe I've drank too many sodas today. I used to never touch that crap and now I drink like 10 a day. The copious amounts of Jack Daniels probably doesn't help either. I get so mad of myself. I used to be in such great shape. I...
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Here's my latest in drunken poetry(?):

It never wastes a breath
It knows what it wants
I pay attention as always
It says the same thing everytime
I always listen
I always knows what it is going to say
Always predicatble
Always the same ending
Maybe it will be different this time
It never is
I always listen

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falling
sleeping
can't move
if I...
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