Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

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Not in a pleasant mood. Lots of people are ignoring me lately.
I had five days off work in a row and didn't get to do anything with it.

I hate feeling isolated.

I'm too old for this crap.
And I'm too young too.


mad , blackeyed , frown , and puke all at once.
ninedayjane:
I didn't realize that you had five days off of work. Guess i'm dumb.

I didn't ignore you, I'm just in recovery.


kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss

Friday Jan 14, 2005

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Had dinner tonight with the two girls who used to live downstairs. It kinda pissed me off though. I did all the cooking because my roommates can't cook for shit. Anyways, I went all out. Baked bread, made chicken alfredo from scratch (it's one of my specialties) and asparagus, and made stuffed mushrooms cooked in white wine, where I made the stuffing from scratch... and...
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akasnuggles:
wow...yr, like, super tolerant of people.
is that in yr nature or is it, like, a learned response?

where'd you learn to cook?

Monday Jan 10, 2005

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An official Appalachian Trail update.

Item: I have an official tentative date to start: March 7. It's a Monday. I might start a little later since my friend Kirsten (a cagey trail veteran) is going to be my guide for the first couple weeks and I need to coordinate with her schedule.

Item: I've decided to probably go off my meds when I take to...
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akasnuggles:
painted anything yet? seen any music yet?
venice:
I completely agree about the newer book versus older book smell. A lot of new books just smell disgusting, and it makes me sad. But there are also some new ones that smell really sweet, and I love those. I'm sure you're right about the paper-making process.

I think my mother would have been happy if I had been having sex. She always let my boyfriends sleep over and would encourage me to kiss them. One memorable occassion, we were eating ice cream, and he had some around his mouth and I noted it, and my mother said "why don't you kiss it off?" I was appalled. Mothers don't say things like that. Plus, most of the drinking I did before I was 21 was done with my parents at my house. If I refused wine at dinner they would get all confused and pushy. It was kind of funny.

Anyway, yeah, I am kind of picky about my friends, but it's only because I don't want to have a huge list of people I don't talk to or don't really like or can't remember. But you're also right that we've talked, and I think you seem like a cool guy, so if you ask I'll accept you. smile

Saturday Jan 08, 2005

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So I made a New Year's resolution: No more drinking.

See, I'm on these antidepressants, and the label says, "do not drink alcohol while on this medication". But my doctor was like, "well, it affects everyone differently. Try it and see how you feel. It will probably just make you get drunk faster." And I tried it and got drunk at the same rate. So...
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Wednesday Jan 05, 2005

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Ninedayjane is cool.

That is all.
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akasnuggles:
"I'm in a longer dry spell than the Kalahari" lol BRILLIANT!

"What now?" a revolution sounds fun, but costly. and i dont wanna miss the daily show tonight...and i still havent beat GTASA yet...so i kinda wanna do that.
and i wanna shoot a film, dont wanna fuck that up...again.
so, "What now?" nothing really. but i'm free in march if ya wanna start the revolution then? i mean...like...when you get back from the trail and all.
i tell ya what, you have yr people contact my ppl and we'll schedule the end of the world then! wink
shayne:
that is not all.... the Postal Service is still going strong... smile smile smile smile

Monday Jan 03, 2005

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I can't wait to be on the trail.

I can't wait to be away from TV.
I can't wait to be away from traffic.
I can't wait to have done something substantial at the end of the day.
I can't wait to stop caring whether my boss likes the color of my shirt.
I can't wait to sleep when I am tired and wake when...
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akasnuggles:
when do you go on the trail?

lol thanks for putting me in "my place," btw. i didnt even notice that i was being high and mighty, honestly.

Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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Here's my official Holiday update.

Christmas this year: It wasn't bad. But along with the fact that I didn't get any days off (damned bank...), the new additions to the family made Christmas awkward. I mean, my Mom just got married this past August and I don't know any of his family, so suddenly my Christmas went from being me, my Mom, and my big...
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shayne:
awwwww. I am so happy to find out that it was YOU who got me the postal service! I am seriously so excited about it. I've probably listened to it 40 times in 4 days! Thank you so much. The noteless package had me curious as well as happy... you couldn't have planned it better!

Glad to hear that your holiday visits went well. Sounds as though you had some very thoughful presents. you're getting closer to your departure... so that should give you lots to think about and get psyched up for in the new year!

Thank you so much! and Happy New year!!!!

Tuesday Dec 28, 2004

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One of us is a cigar stand
And one of us is a lovely blue incandescent guillotine.
The edge of creation is blurred and blushed,
Not a lot of room to grow inside this lovely terrarium.
People of the bay, it is excruciatingly gray.
Face the front when he comes for you, and
Type slowly

Cherish your memorized weakness
Fashioned from a manifesto.
Lady, I...
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akasnuggles:
oooooooh! if there's one thing i like more than poetry, it's italic (italyc) poetry!
is that original?
solaris:
of course i enjoy and appreciate those lyrics smile

i will let you know about that circus thing. i don't really like clowns, or bearded ladies though, so maybe we can find a circus without those things.

Tuesday Dec 21, 2004

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Mark your calendars, folks. For once, I've made a decision to do something cool and, two weeks later, haven't wussed out and changed my mind.

Yes, the Appalachian Trail plans are still on. I told my whole family about it and they're all really supportive. My mom wants me to get a dog for the trail, I guess so he can do the Lassie thing...
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akasnuggles:
"For once, I've made a decision to do something cool and, two weeks later, haven't wussed out and changed my mind." well, you know what GI Joe said, "Knowing is half the battle!"
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i know that prolly doesnt help...but...it's a cool quote. use it as a mantra or something, chanting it whilst eating your Frosted Mini Wheats.
solaris:
boo urns to christmas. it should really just die this year.

Wednesday Dec 08, 2004

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*****HUGE FUCKING UPDATE!******
(sorry to mislead, this isn't an update about fucking. But it is huge)

I'm hiking the Appalacian Trail!
No, not now, stupid. It's too cold. But in March I'll start. It's one of those things I've been tossing around and vaguely talking about, but not really taking seriously. But I met my dad for dinner tonight and we talked about it, and...
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shayne:
hope your holiday is shaping up nicely. xo
leiru13:
Wow, that is a pretty serious enterprise. But I hear that you get some really amazing views.

Sunday Dec 05, 2004

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Hung out Friday with ninedayjane and robin and their friends sid and... damn, I'm bad with names. Fun was had by all. Robin makes good fondue. They even drove me home, which was cool because walking 10 miles home in December in Boston sucks. I felt like a big dork though, because I'm not cool, and plus I'm really shy and can never make myself...
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evanx:
See, awesome. Just like she said! smile
evanx:
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