A slur of words for you. I am supposed to be unapologetic and perhaps hard pressed for time while trying to be poetic. The thing is I gotta work on my monologue for theatre class. Which is great! The class is fun, my English class isn't... all that fun though. We did see Hitchcock's Psycho the last two class sessions. I suppose that...
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Cool. I have been going to school lately. Getting that English study up, but not much learning. So what do I have to do to learn some more? I don't know man, I've been meaning to learn more about creative writing. Writing is easy, but some shit isn't connected and too ensnaring.

Speaking of reading, I started Fahrenheit 451, really engaging, super...
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Before I get into it - my last blog was about asking a girl out right?

So what happened was she decided "I lost the note" that I left her (seeing as I don't have her number). I tried to to ask her in person but she was too busy. So when I did finally get to see her, I didn't bring it up...
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So there's this neat person I go to get seen for my physical recovery, and I have yet to ask her simply if she'd like to hang out and watch a movie sometime (my treat).

I just dont seem to have the nerve; because, I know she's older by maybe close to ten years? idk, and I can tell she kinda wants...
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reno1:
*nods* ^_^ ty, yes i get you. I'll do my best! I got this! :)
freyahz:
Just ask 😘

So... a few people got fired from work because of some ticket thing, and now I have to somewhat pick up the slack from all the new people moving up (to an extent). It's a bit nice though, because lately there's been people calling out and quitting... so that's... nice. I get more hours, but also I have to cook my meals...
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I have to work in 8 hours about and i just got home from closing.

It's a part time job so it's not too bad. A short shift. I'll be closing again in a few days.

I still have some insomnia, with my body not letting sleep when I want so easily.

However, I'm finally in school! ^_^ It's one...
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Sooo yeah, my pen pal helped me snap out of my fear of regret or... I guess losing my friend in the most dumbest way possible i think?

I was pretty frighten by this ... whole situation. Anxieties just kept dwelling and dwelling inside of me for so long I got used to feeling that way. So it was much easier to go right back into...
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I had a dream I had an adroid daughter ...
It was odd, she was supposed to be a companion but it turned out we didn't have the materials to create something like that in some weird lab. Idk who the other person was but, somehow I ended up with a daughter instead, and ended up feeling responsible for this new being. So in the...
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Hello there SG world. (Here's the part where my anxieties start trying to take over)

Ehem. I don't remember the last blog I did; I wont bother, but I will go over what's been going on. Another one of those, just gotta write down my feelings and things so i can sleep I guess.

And so... I had some overwhelming anxieties happen...
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I'm having way too many thoughts going on in my head. Instead it's like being kicked out of your own party.

Is there an insomnia group? There's only so much i can do by myself.

Hmm, after thinking about it, I could watch some anime; that always cheers me up. Maybe that's where im going wrong.

Although with all the paranoia...
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azazel:
I used to be insomniac till I discover weed
reno1:
Yeah. Weed would be nice. And yeah having insomnia happen a few days in a row sounds pretty bad x.x I think I got about 3 hours of sleep last night. The other day was two hours. and both days the insomnia kicked in I had to work. There wasn't anything I could do so I just got up and played video games until I got sleepy.
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I'm a light sleeper right? However last night I had some really interesting dreams that started off with a nightmare of working at the movies and serving snacks to every rude customer as they jumped over to get their own snacks.

@.@ it was crazy

But then these other interesting dreams came and went. Something about a 70's show interpretation and this not so...
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Man... what the hell would I do if the end of the world happened?

I had hoped there would be a brothel nearby but it would seem the nearest one would be too far away before everyone had already ransacked it.

I had a dream one time about the moon falling towards Earth. It was crazy. Very much like in The Legend of Zelda: Majora...
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