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The Last Hours of September 18, 2005

i sit down at the computer to check the messages i've gotten since i've been away. there is one there from my brother, tassilo, saying call or im me asap. so i respond.

the gist of his issue--ma is talking suicide and won't listen to anything anymore. i was angry.

did he call our younger brother? he tried,...
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spott:
There is more than one type of Love in this world. There is Lust and Passion which often become labled as love. There is the love siblings share ... and love a mother or father feels for their own children. There is the love their children have for their parents. There is the love you have for people you do not know. Love for people you would mourn, but do not truely like in life. There is love for a friend and love for a soulmate. Love for pets, life, beauty, justice. You - dear Fae - have shown the greatest of these. Your love is powerful and honest ... and you bear the burden of your love with grace. It is well known what pains do come with the deepest of love ~

I admire you. I respect you. I love you.

And I am grateful, above all things, that I have you love. Your love - which you've just proved - is genuine. strong. boundless.

♥ - Spotty
zenfinite:
I don't say this often, dear, so you may want to archive this or something.

You're 100% a better person than me.

You did good lass. You did good.


Zen
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i'm gonna go through this a little... mechanically... simply because as beautiful a wedding as it was, as great a party as it was, neither weddings nor parties are my thing, especially ones that involve all sides of my family, and instead of having a "great time" like everyone thinks i should have, i had "good moments" like dancing boogie woogie bugle boy with my...
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this makes me sad. once somebody asked me if i could meet any SG, who would it be and why. i said Voltaire, because she seems like the most realistic, down-to-earth person, and i think if she speaks anything like she writes, i could listen to her speak for hours. i hear she's on myspace, though. smile

today i did a split at work so i...
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murder_tramp:
I hope the wedding is a good one and that you have a good time as well. It sucks about some of the girls that have recently been archived. frown

love kiss ~Trampy
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my

job

is

evil


mrrf i hurt. and in less than 12 hours, i have to be back for an 11 hour shift... blackeyed
murder_tramp:
Aw sweetie. frown

love kiss ~Trampy
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we saw the brothers grimm and the cave last night... we actually saw both movies. it was mildly unfortunate that we weren't too busy steaming up the windows, but i suppose the movies weren't too bad.

the brothers grimm was as many faery tales and references packed into one story as the creators could possibly combine without thoroughly confusing the viewer. it had a simple,...
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murder_tramp:
So I guess this is the place to go for movie reviews. wink

Tea indeed... I'm a go do that too. biggrin

love kiss ~Trampy
murder_tramp:
I had some pics taken to build my model portfolio up some more. We were going for some cyber vamp type look or something. It is at UB's north campus where they have those things that resemble ruins... some pillars on concrtet slabs... I don't know what the deal is. confused

I'm going to be posting some more shots from the shoot later when they are all copyrighted.

I have another one today too with a different photographer... but if all goes well you won't be seeing any of those till I am posting in pink! eeek biggrin

love kiss ~Trampy
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i was pretty trashed when i posted last night.

kiss

now i'm just out of the shower, and i've got water on to start cooking my lunch.

tonight spott & i are doing drive-in. much fun wink

and as the good woman says... " Days off work are just better with no underwear ..."

spott:
love love
eeek
love love
blush
kiss

ooo aaa
abyssia:
i hope you managed to eat some food. i've been licking ginger off my pinkie all day - with a beer chaser. every day is better with no underwear.... i'm thinking of trying out bloomers. confused i hope you two had a grand time out. kiss for you both!
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i called today. that girl... i open my mouth, words come out, and she understands. even about how i eat. it is... unusual. impossible. but apparently completely real.

hope lives for the weekend before hallowe'en. much fun!

and i am always in her thoughts... which makes me feel... not so weird. not so unusual. not quite so outside anything calling itself society. but still unusual...
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grumpyoldbastard:
coffee is a myth. the best thing is exersize. hmm they say sex works well too. have fun trying both. oh sorry sex is exersize.


the mad ARRR!!!
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ok so i'll start with friday. i worked 9am-8:30pm, came home, packed, and left with spotty for a party in perinton. in case you don't know where that is, it is just east of rochester, ny. so there's a good 1.5 hour drive. we got to the party 11ish. it was getting good biggrin . there was a hot tattooed girl there--i'm talkin SG worthy, definitely....
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abyssia:
Wow, what a whirlwind! That was all great fun to read (save the naproxen/cyclobenzaprine part - I use them too) Your boss.... Tee hee! Did I ever tell you that Brian used to manage a CopyMax? He started his illustrious career at a Kinkos, but grew disillusioned and moved onto CopyMax just as OfficeMax was creating the new entity. It had been nothing but a tiny area in the back of the store with homemade rubber stamps and the like before. I used to bake those at Things Remembered. Nothing like the smell of baking rubber. Mmm mmm good. Gods, I get tangential! And I use words in odd ways. Im not sure whether to be shocked, dazed, amazed or comforted to know there is another man out there who is remaining a virgin until his wedding night. My brother did that. Seems very very wrong to me. Unnatural. But I do enjoy your descriptions of people and events.... And now I know what the ring of fire is all about. Very educational as well! Ok, now Im going to go back to bed. I was just going to stay up long enough to write thank you notes for birthday gifts received. I can't find the addresses to send them to! Phooey. What I get when I try to be polite!!! ;o)

Autumn draws near, can you smell it?
abyssia:
you didn't call. i didn't know you were going to call - cable modem was out - but you didn't call. maybe too much talking about the work and such. sorry. i'll go away now.
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i have too much work to do today to be this tired.

first things first... getting my computer back from froggie. i hope he has it done. then i have to go to work and hope somebody can let me in to get the info for an order i need to finish and email it to myself, hence the need for my computer (publisher is...
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murder_tramp:
Work on a day off! UGH!

love kiss ~Trampy
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nobody likes me everybody hates me guess i'll go eat... um... i dunno. not worms.

i feel like i live at work. i still have one more 9-8 shift tomorrow. then saturday we go to canandaigua for ring of fire! biggrin surprisingly, the thought of getting the hell out of dodge for a whole day with my girl is really keeping me pushing through this week....
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murder_tramp:
Pfffffffft... you can eat the worms when you are dead... that shouldn't be for a long time... so nah! tongue

love kiss ~Trampy
abyssia:
i just warmed up my livejournal since you have one - i have a deadjournal... thing is, i just put the same thing there as i put here. maybe for the LJ i'll post something different. i didn't today - just added you and made sure it was still there... i paid for DJ, but not for LJ so it's pretty lame. eh, whatever. just so i can read your thoughts. blush (i know it's a blush, but it sometimes looks a little maniacal to me as well!)

have copious amounts of fun tomorrow! make pan proud.
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the ring two:

exactly like the first one, including killing off the nice guy. the major difference was that they should have called a priest as soon as the kid went cold. and you could read rachel's mind looping on "i should have done this" and "i shouldn't have done that." all in all, it was fairly creepy, especially when the samara climbed up the...
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