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Okay, so, I gotta say it, I'm super tired of being lonely. And I'm very, very lonely. All my best friends out here are with their perfect mate, and it's great, and I really, swear-to-gods am happy for them, but I still get the glass-shard guts when I"m sitting around stewing in third-wheel oil while they cuddle and...
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Okay, so, I gotta say it, I'm super tired of being lonely. And I'm very, very lonely. All my best friends out here are with their perfect mate, and it's great, and I really, swear-to-gods am happy for them, but I still get the glass-shard guts when I"m sitting around stewing in third-wheel oil while they cuddle and...
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Okay, whoosh, deep breath. Feeling better. Got some applications, and, thanks to Cedar, (thank you very much dear) got some leads on possible work. Also signed up to take the CBEST, which, in the future, may mean I can substitute teach, which'll be nice, as a decent sub makes much better scratch than my security job. We'll see, we'll see...
m0ngrel:
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Godsdammit, seriously, this is re-fucking-diculous.
I have so little money in the bank, and what's there is gone in seconds, a job that pays 13$ an hour and only gets me work a maximum of three nights a week, some considerable debt, and now I find out I can't even substitute teach for at least two and a half months?
I'm lonely, bored, broke, depressed,...
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I have so little money in the bank, and what's there is gone in seconds, a job that pays 13$ an hour and only gets me work a maximum of three nights a week, some considerable debt, and now I find out I can't even substitute teach for at least two and a half months?
I'm lonely, bored, broke, depressed,...
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m0ngrel:
whenever i'm broke i like to spend time at Borders or Barns n Noble reading books
maybe get a small reg coffee, stumble through the isles keeping to m'self
maybe sit and write lists for a while
lots of people doing the same thing... makes it a lil less like i'm alone
then to save money on food
get fixins for a giant pot of chili and then bag it up into individual servings and freeze em for lunches
(i got a really good 'cheap' recipe too
maybe get a small reg coffee, stumble through the isles keeping to m'self
maybe sit and write lists for a while
lots of people doing the same thing... makes it a lil less like i'm alone
then to save money on food
get fixins for a giant pot of chili and then bag it up into individual servings and freeze em for lunches
(i got a really good 'cheap' recipe too
chin up
i've been there/here before
often times a full warm belly and a good book is a great way to chase off the blues
Wow, well, had most of the week off from work. I would say this was fun, but I still need to be making money, so I really need to find some other places that need security. My manager has been pretty slow getting me the numbers he mentioned, so I've gotta start hunting some of them down myself. Maybe tonight I can get him to...
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thisbe:
Yeah... nothing like a $150 paycheck to motivate a job hunt. 
cedar:
I will pray that you DO achieve this said state of "mostly red meat". I think it might be some key to the Universe we haven't explored yet.
Had a bat mitzvah at the club last night. Most of the kids were actually pretty cool, but there was this one lil' fucker who gave me nonstop trouble, and capped the night off by going into the men's room, biting off the tip of a glow necklace, and slinging the phosphorescent shit all over the place. I coulda killed the little prick.
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m0ngrel:
LOL
just keep the kids safe and it will all be ok, lol
wear a yamika
just keep the kids safe and it will all be ok, lol
wear a yamika
Bald again! And employed, as well! I think the new look goes well with my job in security. I'll post pictures as soon as I take some.
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octegon:
Remind me to give you your membership card. Dues are $20.
deunan:
I've never been bald. I'm jealous. 
I really need to get back to writing. It's kinda sad to admit, because I'm fairly sure it goes against a lot of what the movie is about, but watching Sideways makes me want to drink more wine and write again. Luckily, I've been getting back on the writing, but I still can't afford to drink the good shit. Luckily it looks like that should...
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cyberiouse:
I'm FINALLy getting back to writting my friend is helpingme out alot cause if i try to do it just myself i get frustrated and never finish
hotcurry:
I just hope to get back to PAID writing. 
Ahhh, the cool, smooth satisfaction of... well, hell, to be honest, just of being satisfied. I try to find satisfaction in as much of my life as possible, while still maintaining a desire to change and affect things in general.
So, I'm satisfied. Feelin' grand. Happy days, all.
So, I'm satisfied. Feelin' grand. Happy days, all.
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thisbe:
Aw, good for you.
cyberiouse:
yeah well im annoyed and bored with life.. but congrats anyways im happy someone is happy
Happy New year everybody! Except those of you that don't celebrate new year after tonight, in which case, happy ordinary day!
jormagund:
Meh, I gotta work.
But then again I have a week off soon.
Although it will largely be spent recovering from the removal of my wisdom teeth.
Why this wasn't done when I was 21 and in the Marines is beyond me. Very expensive when you have to pay cash.
But then again I have a week off soon.
Although it will largely be spent recovering from the removal of my wisdom teeth.
Why this wasn't done when I was 21 and in the Marines is beyond me. Very expensive when you have to pay cash.
m0ngrel:
Happy New Year!!!!
Ahhh, Christmas Eve, a day spent surrounded by... um, well, so far I have spent the day by the fireside, albeit and unlit fireside, reading a wonderful holiday tale called The Road, by Cormac McCarthy, about a father and a son who go on a trip across America to find Santa! They sleep outdoors, meet new people, spend time in the homes of many...
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cyberiouse:
hey have fun drinking and hanging out. merry christmas
koleeta:
Merry Christmas to you, good sir.
There was a hawk sitting on top of my car today when I came outside. We looked at each other for a moment before it flew off. I thought that was pretty cool.
I have several parking tickets that I have to pay off. Blech. This is severely suck.
I have several parking tickets that I have to pay off. Blech. This is severely suck.
m0ngrel:
the hawk sounds very auspicious
parking tickets is my main reason for staying away from Venice
i can't seem to go there without getting a ticket
nowhere else though... ever. odd.
parking tickets is my main reason for staying away from Venice
i can't seem to go there without getting a ticket
nowhere else though... ever. odd.
Naked women certainly are wonderful.
cedar:
yes, yes they really are.