Flame on, motherfuckers.
All these things, just boiling up underneath me, what if, just what if, oh what if, I were to really make a difference, to make things better, to help the people I know and see every day?
What if everything that I really and honestly believe might just be that important after all? That maybe these people that I know and don't are just the...
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What if everything that I really and honestly believe might just be that important after all? That maybe these people that I know and don't are just the...
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Oh my gods...
what if, given a little time, I were to fall in love with the idea of a person?
I guess I get bored, being satisfied with being single. It's been refreshing, but... there's so much to long for, in such a gorgeous world
what if, given a little time, I were to fall in love with the idea of a person?
I guess I get bored, being satisfied with being single. It's been refreshing, but... there's so much to long for, in such a gorgeous world
What I want, tonight, is to talk to someone, specific, who lives several hundred miles away. It's tricky, since they are both so far away, and unavailable, and, as far as I know, have little or nothing to say to me(thought I somehow doubt it, as it's never been the case in the past.)
If it means anything, and can be felt, across the distance,...
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If it means anything, and can be felt, across the distance,...
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Make it a point to burn all the bridges
make it a point to sour all the notes
make it a point to turn all the witches
to good little christians
that sink and don't float
Make it a point to kill off the dangers
make it a point to wreck all the lives
of those that would honestly
put faith in strangers
and give...
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make it a point to sour all the notes
make it a point to turn all the witches
to good little christians
that sink and don't float
Make it a point to kill off the dangers
make it a point to wreck all the lives
of those that would honestly
put faith in strangers
and give...
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Symbols can be such a powerful thing. I have a strong tendency to recognize them all around, in my life, in ways that most people would probably say are excessive, but they matter a great deal to me. To me, symbols seem to be the underlying themes, the continuity of all our lives, the things that tie together the elements of life that we can't...
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I guess it's hard for me, at this point, being unable to distinguish between something that makes a difference in the real world and some silly chemical reatcion in my brain. Maybe what I need it to be loved by a woman that I love in return, or maybe what I'm supposed to feel right now is misery, for no real reason. I don't debate...
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iamyourgoddess:
The failure here is the belief that you have to have some kind of dependency on something.
There is absolutely nothing wrong with going with impulses..most of us lose touch with that pretty quick and wonder how to get back to it or how to feel like ourselves again. I also think that our life (in terms of happiness) is based on obsession to obsession. I truely doubt there is anything repulsive about you, especially if you are basing it on one persons judgement. I think if anything, you're just lonely right now and overanalyzing yourself.
Have you ever taken a personality test? I find them extemely interesting and it is a major form of therapy in the psych. world It's a great way to show the way you percieve things and possible patterns of behavior.
www.humanmetrics.com
a good follow site once you get your score is - www.typelogic.com
fyi- I'm an INFP
[Edited on Jun 09, 2006 9:41PM]
There is absolutely nothing wrong with going with impulses..most of us lose touch with that pretty quick and wonder how to get back to it or how to feel like ourselves again. I also think that our life (in terms of happiness) is based on obsession to obsession. I truely doubt there is anything repulsive about you, especially if you are basing it on one persons judgement. I think if anything, you're just lonely right now and overanalyzing yourself.
Have you ever taken a personality test? I find them extemely interesting and it is a major form of therapy in the psych. world It's a great way to show the way you percieve things and possible patterns of behavior.
www.humanmetrics.com
a good follow site once you get your score is - www.typelogic.com
fyi- I'm an INFP
[Edited on Jun 09, 2006 9:41PM]
What's going to happen is, I'm going to lose my mind. After that, I really don't know. I'm more than a little confused, and angry, and wounded. I guess something will come out of all of it.
iamyourgoddess:
Why are you going to lose your mind, love?
I have very little to say.
Are there limits to how much a person can hate themselves? I mean, surely there must be, because once it reaches a certain point, a person would sooner just kill themselves than go on living, right? And I havn't killed myself yet...
Maybe that's just a matter of ego. I couldn't kill myself unless I went out in some blaze of glory, a fireball, running...
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Maybe that's just a matter of ego. I couldn't kill myself unless I went out in some blaze of glory, a fireball, running...
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Awww, c'mon people. TALK to me.
When was the last time I got someone saying something on here? Is it because of the late-night, drunken ranting? Because I figured I could get at least a few people that could relate and share... whatever.
Anyway, if that's not the case, I'm up for talk. One way or the other. I swear, I'm interesting. You'll like me....
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When was the last time I got someone saying something on here? Is it because of the late-night, drunken ranting? Because I figured I could get at least a few people that could relate and share... whatever.
Anyway, if that's not the case, I'm up for talk. One way or the other. I swear, I'm interesting. You'll like me....
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Looks like I'm pretty much done with that whole school thing. I'm not ready to go. Not ready to be done. I havn't done what I wanted to do here yet. How the fuck am I supposed to do what I want to do in the big, grown up world when I havn't even done what I want to do here yet?
It's not enough,...
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It's not enough,...
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