razorshimmy

Cain slew Abel.
While I am certainly not a Christian, Religious history is a definet hobby of mine. As often as possible, I try to take the concepts, stories, and themes present in the various religions and apply them, or maybe just consider how they relate to everyday life. In this instance, it's amazing to consider the implications.
Human beings are a deviation, in history....
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Currently, it makes me wonder if people can't love one another without a degree of ignorance between them. I don't mean the sort of love that you feel for your friends. I regard that type of love as no less important than the kind I speak of, but specifically I'm talking about that sort of love that people dream of, that I've certainly dreamed of,...
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Have you ever taken a moment to consider how everything that makes you feel good can make you feel incredibly shitty in the same breath? If that's not the case, if you look at that statement and say, "Oh, that's not at all true", then you probably haven't ever really felt good, or thought about the things that make you feel good. Your probably like...
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The best we can hope for is to be aware of the decay. If we're aware, then there is some slight hope that we might be able to make an impact in the things that we see around us, affecting the massive change that's occurring all around us, all the time. People seem to be quite eager to assume that change is a gradual, slow...
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Punk is, in fact, dead. Nothing that can be done, given what will be, in all likelyhood, a very short period of time, will be able to seperate you from other people. Everything that is currently regarded as offensive will soon be regarded as great art or, even worse, normal and typical behavior. There is nothing about you that is unique. Everything about you has,...
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The world is out to get you. Things will only get worse before they get better, and, naturally, it feels like they can't get worse. Your life will inevitably kill you. Your birth was the only true gift that you've ever recieved, and god is the ultimate Indian-giver, not to offend any of my American-Indian friends.

The marvel, the glory, of what we've accomplished
the...
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Here's my current rhetoric, my mantra, my statement to the world outside:
Everything is only a mirror.
Everyone you think you love, you only feel that way towards because of how it makes you feel about yourself.
Everyone that you think can't live without you, if you were gone tomorrow, would get over it. If they didn't, it wouldn't be because of you, but rather...
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Well, fan-fucking-tastic. I've now gotten so dissillusioned to the idea of relationships that I've reached the point where I'm turning down people that I actually find reasonably attractive, because the idea of dating, breaking up with, dealing with, hurting, or, possibly, even generally relating to another person in a romantic sense makes me so sick that I want to drop dead.
Fuck dating. Fuck relationships....
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I feel like I should give more of myself to this site. What should it be? What can I further give to this place that continues to give so much to me, literally, on a day to day basis? I want to do more.

If I have a second daughter, maybe I'll name her Kitsurabami. Or Haruhara.

My delusions of grandeur consume me.
Seriously, I'm bordering on megalomania now. I think I've transcended manic-depressive to include some bizarre new extreme. I'm a black/white. A all/nothing. The center of the universe and the single most insignificant thing in it.
Wow. Yep, I'm even scaring myself.