Long week, but, in the end, life is not so terribly fucking bad. Clinging ever so tenaciously to the upswing. 
Worn. The. Fuck. Out.
Filming and rocking out, all in one short night. That takes a lot out of a guy. But it's film in the motherfucking can, and the deadline for submissions for the gallery I want to send it to just got extended, so I'm plenty excited.
Filming and rocking out, all in one short night. That takes a lot out of a guy. But it's film in the motherfucking can, and the deadline for submissions for the gallery I want to send it to just got extended, so I'm plenty excited.
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kleio:
As awesome as a magical trip to Texas would be, yeah... Pretty much not in the cards for a while. *sad*
sophie:
Wow! That's very kind of you. Truly. Thank you very much!
Well, fuck. Depressed again. That was a short run.
thisbe:
*does a goofy dance to cheer you up*
thisbe:
I'm not actually a leper. I was just grumpy.
Yes, it is, in fact, after 2:30 AM, I hav to get up for work in a little bit, and some stupid drunk cunt is outside screaming at the top of her lungs because her boyfriend did something to offend her. I stepped outside for a moment to make sure nobody was being raped or anything, but on close inspection, it was quite clear that...
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thisbe:
Well then come up to Colorado! All kinds of cool people are up here.
thisbe:
I don't really need a video game buddy, as they're usually single-player RPGs, but sometimes it's fun to have someone to be nerdy with.
Yes! I've decided that I have a problem being either paranoid, or starved for attention. Either way, as a result, I've decided that the one person I've felt comfortable relying on for as long as I can remember, can't stand me any longer and needs a break from me, which naturally leads to my being massively depressed.
And the weather just changed, so I was...
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And the weather just changed, so I was...
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thisbe:
I know, I love it when it's cold enough to need a sweater, but not cold enough that you need a coat and hat and gloves.
And I know how you feel with the not being able to get out of bed. I just went to school again after not going for 3 weeks 'cause I just couldn't drag myself out of bed.
And I know how you feel with the not being able to get out of bed. I just went to school again after not going for 3 weeks 'cause I just couldn't drag myself out of bed.
thisbe:
Luckily there's a book annex next to my house, so I can get books for like, $3 each, but comics... no such luck. 
I think there's something wrong.
For the first time in my life, I suddenly feel like maybe I'm not the person I wanted to be. Maybe not even the person I thought I was.
This is... more than a little disturbing.
For the first time in my life, I suddenly feel like maybe I'm not the person I wanted to be. Maybe not even the person I thought I was.
This is... more than a little disturbing.
thisbe:
I hate those feelings. I'm sorry.
thisbe:
Any decent art store should have pens and a wide variety of tips. You can even get sets with a pen and like, 5 tips for specific things like mapping or cartooning or calligraphy. Don't get India Ink though, that stuff is watery and lame.
Yep, I've got war-like blood in my veins, too, Edmond.
Creepy fuck. Sad that I can even relate.
Isn't Jeffery Coombs the shit?
Ah, also, people, tonight, I'm thinking about paying for sex. I mean, sure, for those of you that get the above references, Mamet doesn't help, at present. I mean, paying for sex, it seems to say a lot about the nature of...
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Creepy fuck. Sad that I can even relate.
Isn't Jeffery Coombs the shit?
Ah, also, people, tonight, I'm thinking about paying for sex. I mean, sure, for those of you that get the above references, Mamet doesn't help, at present. I mean, paying for sex, it seems to say a lot about the nature of...
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Ahah, hahaha, ha-haha-ha.
Yet another idea has struck me on my walk to The Mellow Mushroom (The last I think I'll be able to make for a little while. Funds are tight till I get a grown-up job that pays more than six bucks an hour, as my wonderful, wonderful DJ job did.). I was recalling watching Dead Man's Shoes with Kevin the other night,...
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Yet another idea has struck me on my walk to The Mellow Mushroom (The last I think I'll be able to make for a little while. Funds are tight till I get a grown-up job that pays more than six bucks an hour, as my wonderful, wonderful DJ job did.). I was recalling watching Dead Man's Shoes with Kevin the other night,...
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What happened to my rants?
Looking through my blog entries on this site, one would probably think I was a vitally unhappy person. It's really pretty funny how not true this is, and the few people that I so far manage to communicate with regularly on this site with could probably figure that out. I have several blogs online, however, and this happens to be...
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Looking through my blog entries on this site, one would probably think I was a vitally unhappy person. It's really pretty funny how not true this is, and the few people that I so far manage to communicate with regularly on this site with could probably figure that out. I have several blogs online, however, and this happens to be...
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hotcurry:
Oh, just that the prices are listed in the top left corner of the screen when you click on the piece. (If that piece is still available)
leanimal:
You write such thoughtful comments and yet use this blog as the venting one. Cross-post and perhaps you will see that pleasantries are appreciated the same way as rants.
Or don't - good writing is interesting to read, regardless of whether fueled by frustration or fancy.
India is back - did it make your day?
Or don't - good writing is interesting to read, regardless of whether fueled by frustration or fancy.
India is back - did it make your day?
Oh, gods, what do I do? Where are you, anyway? What the fuck is going on?
This is pathetic, and now, I'm bleeding out.
Something is very wrong here.
This is pathetic, and now, I'm bleeding out.
Something is very wrong here.
A few disturbing realizations tonight, and probably the most emo of the morose ranting that I've had to say lately. I think I realized what it is tonight that kept me from getting back together with my ex, despite how much I would frequently like to try, is because I think I needed to see how long it would take for me to fade out...
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I had a post all worked out. I wonder where that went...
I vaguely recally that it involved my shame at, having referred to myself as a hobbyist in the area of religious history, and having once been a pretty devout Christian, I got something as simple as the Lord's prayer mixed up with the 23rd Psalm. Of course, the fact that most of my...
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I vaguely recally that it involved my shame at, having referred to myself as a hobbyist in the area of religious history, and having once been a pretty devout Christian, I got something as simple as the Lord's prayer mixed up with the 23rd Psalm. Of course, the fact that most of my...
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