I'm quite lonely and tired. All I can think about lately is how much I miss the sense of companionship I've had in the past, and how that feels totally absent from me now, like the time it was there was some fever-dream of my sick present.
I yearn for the breath and scent of someone that I'm sure was meant to sigh and roll...
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I yearn for the breath and scent of someone that I'm sure was meant to sigh and roll...
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My eyeballs hurt.
So, as those of you at the cheese'n'booze party the other night discovered, my credit card and my phone were both cut off on the same day. This was, eventually, to be expected, as I havn't paid the bills for either of them in some time. I had hoped, however, to actually be making money again before it happened, and my new...
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So, as those of you at the cheese'n'booze party the other night discovered, my credit card and my phone were both cut off on the same day. This was, eventually, to be expected, as I havn't paid the bills for either of them in some time. I had hoped, however, to actually be making money again before it happened, and my new...
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m0ngrel:
its actually a classic irish pub song that you'll hear in nearly any irish pub at least once a night
koleeta:
How hungry are you? Do you need to be fed?
Oh and the hot journal entry thing, I dunno I feel like I talk about how hot I am a lot in person so putting it down in text would just be overkill, you know?
Oh and the hot journal entry thing, I dunno I feel like I talk about how hot I am a lot in person so putting it down in text would just be overkill, you know?
Alright then, enough of that. I'm a bounce-backer, and I refuse to go into my job interview feeling poorly or sorry for myself.
Onward and upward!
Onward and upward!
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koleeta:
your birthday isn't even IN December!
gangstaswan:
Yeah, that's why I didn't try to get my cat from my parents' house. Even though they claim to hate him, I'm fairly certain my mother would die of heart break if I took him (she sings to him every morning before she goes to work, they sit together and watch TV at night while he lets her do his nails!, and he sleeps on her head).
Well, to be honest, that was a bit of a bust.
I know it was during a weekday, but I didn't expect the turnout to be that bad. Particularly since I had so many confirmations that just didn't bother to show up. Though, after the last party I tried to arrange, I suppose that should have been a given.
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I know it was during a weekday, but I didn't expect the turnout to be that bad. Particularly since I had so many confirmations that just didn't bother to show up. Though, after the last party I tried to arrange, I suppose that should have been a given.
Actually, now that I think about...
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You know, there should really be a spot for listing specific fetishes on the profile section. It just occurred to me, and, to be honest, I'm somewhat surprised that it did, as I tend to be fairly fetish-free. I could take or leave bondage, depending on how important it is to my partner, I don't really care for water sports and would happily avoid anything...
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adaire:
I'm fairly fetish-free as well...I've thought of a few things that may be mildly interesting, but nothing that would ever really be considered a turn on for me. Everything I've wanted to try, I've already tried it.
I am full of sake, and covered in a fair amount of dog fur. My thanks to the gang from last night for letting me crash on the couch. Much to my relief, my car had not been towed by morningtimes.
One last notice to all the people that constantly check my blog updates, pouring over each letter and syllable, we're having a party on...
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One last notice to all the people that constantly check my blog updates, pouring over each letter and syllable, we're having a party on...
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Well, had a nice trip back home. Saw the family, celebrated my birthday, and saw a lot of friends. What's more, I had a nice date with a charming young lady who, it turns out, is a Nazi sympathizer. And yet, somehow, it didn't work out.
It's good to be back though. IMy housemate and I are going to be celebrating our birthday at the...
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It's good to be back though. IMy housemate and I are going to be celebrating our birthday at the...
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m0ngrel:
Happy B'lated Birthday!
posh:
Sorry we missed you last night. 
Going home for Thanksgiving/birthday, and then watching yet another of my friends get married. This is getting way too intense, all the people I know getting hitched in their twenties. Not that I didn't expect it, and expect to be dissapointed by it, but still, I didn't anticipate being upset about it to this degree. I like to think that I surround myself with sensible...
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thisbe:
My problem with that is that I don't demand anything, from anyone. I just sit there and hope that they know me well enough to figure things out.
ladyjane:
hope your trip home was a good one!
& that the wedding thingy wasn't a downerama.
welcome back to sunshiney l.a.
& that the wedding thingy wasn't a downerama.
welcome back to sunshiney l.a.
I feel that the secrets of the world are being revealed to me. I'm like a mad scientist, slowly excavating the secrets of the world that will lead us into the future, as we come to understand the deepest, murkiest past.
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Also, broke! Shocker, right? Well, should be getting my most recent check soon, might ask how I can get some PA work on...
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Also, broke! Shocker, right? Well, should be getting my most recent check soon, might ask how I can get some PA work on...
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Aaaaaaaaaand, we're good. Thought I had been kicked off, but apparently I was wrong. One of the few times I've enjoyed it!
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ladyjane:
Razorshimmy asked: Do you happen to read any languages based on complex symbols, like most Asian languages, or Hebrew, or anything of that sort?
i do buddhist prayers from the Lotus Sutra, a mix of ancient sanskrit, mandarin and kanji characters, but it is limited to that. as for complex symbols, i used to work with computer programming & design codes, but not so much anymore. i love algorithms and math puzzles. as for Hebrew, i only learned a few symbols that a gf taught me from the Torah & Talmud.
...and yep, i'm a synaesthete. why were/are you doing research? hopefully we can chat at the next SGLA event. hope you're having a fantabulous tuesday.
m0ngrel:
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
Well, my funds are becoming an increasing problem, to the degree that my payment for this month was rejected. So, it's possible I'll be absent for a little while. I know, I know, this is bound to cause massive reprecussions in the SG community, but don't worry, it shouldn't take very long to get things squared away. At least, if it does, I'll be 100%...
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m0ngrel:
fingers crossed
hang in there
hang in there
ladyjane:
good luck hun, fingers crossed & sending good vibes your way...
Well, been a long weekend, actually got some things done, which is pretty new for me.
Went out to the White Horse on Thursday, met some wonderful folks from this site, and was quite happy to have done so. I hope to interact with these fine peoples again in the near future.
Friday, I actually had work, standing around the background of the show Chuck,...
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Went out to the White Horse on Thursday, met some wonderful folks from this site, and was quite happy to have done so. I hope to interact with these fine peoples again in the near future.
Friday, I actually had work, standing around the background of the show Chuck,...
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SGLA has a lot of really great people in it. we made some of our best friends thru there.