rasputin1916

LET us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherised upon a table
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells:
Streets that follow like a tedious argument
Of insidious intent
To lead you to an overwhelming question
Oh, do not...
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Sooo I have had a little time on my hands lately with JFL being done with, and started writing some more lyrics for the new band that I am in.... for now we are naming ourselves Grizzly... but anywho I will give you a little taste of what we are doing and by I mean little lol dont want to give anything away yet... so...
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Sooo I have had a little time on my hands lately with JFL being done with, and started writing some more lyrics for the new band that I am in.... for now we are naming ourselves Grizzly... but anywho I will give you a little taste of what we are doing and by I mean little lol dont want to give anything away yet... so...
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Sooo with all the bs with women lately I have returned to writing lyrics for the band I no longer have.. but I enjoy releasing these emotions through the tip of my pen... so tell me what you think I only have a couple for now... BUUUT the weekend is steadily approaching so that means a handle of JD and a lot more stuff to...
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Soooo I'm venting today.... I have just been sitting here trying to remember a time that I got something right, that I didnt fuck up or fail at and I honestly cannot think of a time. How pathetic is that???? This was brought on by something else I just so happened to fuck up today. I had been talking to this girl for about 2...
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Well finals are quickly approaching and the stress is growing. I am finding it hard to enjoy my job anymore, it seemed good at the start, but the true colors of the people I work with are starting to show. Actually not just the people I work with but the unorginization of the actuall store and its owners. It may as well be a flee...
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how sad is it for you to try and take your own life
and fail so terribly
You've tried so hard to lead your life in the right direction
but it takes you only to dead ends
walls built so high there is no top to them
above the edge is black and filled with misery

sometimes I feel as though Im better off this...
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Well once again I am absolutely disappointed in the fights I watched. I swear it seems like everytime Im so sure I know who I think is going to win, end up getting there asses kicked. So I have decided to have no thought into anymore fights. Its depressing really, I almost dont want to watch anymore. And to make things worse its still snowing...
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Something in your eyes tonight is telling me
That what you said, you said only lies
Pick myself off the floor walk towards the door
No time for talking now thanks for the show
Pretend I'm fine knowing things aren't sublime

How could you why would you
Should have known better
Your feelings seem to change with the weather

Scars made deep maybe heal with...
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Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.