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I'm not looking forward to today very much. I work 11:00am to 8:30pm.....I know I'm lucky that I have a job at a time like this but thats just a really long shift without a break because you can't really take one if your the only working that whole time.

You know most of the time when I meet...
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orchid1:
It used to be automatic for me too, but its not a good thing to learn to live with and is not just part of you. You have to learn to not do it and it will fade out. I don't reccomend letting it continue.
orchid1:
Your Birthday is tomorrow! Hooray!
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Last night was so much fun for me! A little bit to much fun maybe!
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randomdent:
Yep it's Powels books! But can you guess the section??? hehehe smile
mirkwoodmaiden:
you can never have to much fun. some people have to little.
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I really do look better as a girl then a guy. When I went out tonight both men and women where looking at me like they wanted to fuck me or something and this was the first time I have ever turned someones head and it felt great! Goto my Yahoo album for a look.
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emily:
fuck this....I'm gonna get on aim...
randomdent:
Good.
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I just canceled my LiveJournal due to the fact that on Livejournal people are very mean about everything. So from now on ill just use my Journal here. Everyone is nicer and much much better to talk to.

Tonight is Holloween so I'm going to be getting all dressed up. It should be fun.

I have been kind of hanging out with this girl...
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7o2:
Go for it circuit
things won't get better
sitting on the sideline

just remember she's not your Ex
which will be good and bad

good luck
randomdent:
Thanks for all the advice. I think ill just for it I mean she is really nice and very sane so I don't think she is going to attack me with a razor so.... Today ill talk her about...I feel good about but I can help but feel like a nervous little school girl on the inside. I know im silly.
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My tummy hurnts and I'm going to make my pumpkin my new userpic for a bit.
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emily:
My fucking back is killing me.....Work is just too much right now....and alot of shit is going on right now....I'll call you this weekend??
catboner:
penguins are rad! i dont have any linux jokes, so thats gonna have to do.
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I dont want to sound like I'm bitching at all because I have more then most people. Let me give you some background ok. I come from a very very rich family that pretty much hasn't done anything for me and all of are birthdays are around the sametime, mine is nov 4th and my brothers is the 12th well for my birthday...
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randomdent:
I guess I was just a little hurt because all I really wanted was like a nice card or something but instead I get things I don't really want at all or need and they spend so much money on him all the time and I get yelled at I eat any of there food like an apple or something.
jora:
Your post obviously wasn't about materialism. It's about pain. The money thing is just symbolic of how they don't express their love and how they can hurt you in another way without being direct about it. I totally understand this. I have weird money/power/control/emotional issues with my mother as well. I know that the whole world "gets" from her, but not me. It's just another way she likes to make me feel unworthy of love.
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I'm thinking of getting a pumpkin today before I goto work. I'm going to cut TUX into it!!!
emily:
i dont think i can have a journal anymore,or anything...frownI'll have to tell you on the phone....
emily:
fuck it.....i like my journal,and i'm gonna keep it....I'll tell you more later....
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It sounds like I know what I'm looking for? Thats weird because I have no clue as to what I'm doing.
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emily:
where in Alaska?
randomdent:
The big city!