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my heart only breaks when its beating
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jman76:
I know you do not know me but I hope you feel better. smile
donzell:
The way that you feel reminds me of a Dwight Yoakam song:

The only time i feel the pain
Is in the sunshine and the rain
And i don't feel no hurt at all
Unless you count when teardrops fall
I tell the truth 'cept when i lie
It only hurts me when i cry

You couldn't tell it by this smile
But my recovery took a while
I worked for days and nights on end
Just to walk and talk again
You can't believe the time it takes
To heal a heart once it breaks

The only time i feel the pain
Is in the sunshine and the rain
And i don't feel no hurt at all
Unless you count when teardrops fall

I tell the truth 'cept when i lie
It only hurts me when i cry

Oh maybe every now and then
I have a small heartache again
You wouldn't know to look at me
There's tiny scars that you can't see
It was a struggle to survive
I'm probably lucky i'm alive

The only time i feel the pain
Is in the sunshine and the rain
And i don't feel no hurt at all
Unless you count when teardrops fall
I tell the truth 'cept when i lie
It only hurts me when i cry

I'll tell the truth 'cept when i lie
It only hurts me when i cry


I hope that you feel better soon.
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bla bla bla
my life is boring
i get up
i work
i come home
i eat way too much
i talk to austin
i go to bed
the end

for real
thats my life
every single day
im going to jump out of my bedroom window tonight
with my luck id break both my legs & live
not be able to work & be...
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evilgothboy:
Quinne, a lot of the time life's like that for everyone, you just have to hang on in there. I'm stuck in a lousy job at the moment and everyday drives me mad Justin has a point -put you're mood towards something positive. Iyou just have to really force yourself to chanel it.


Hang on in there-just look how many friends that you have.
honorofgalahad:
August 15th isn't very far away. then again, in 2 months, everything could change... life, love....

Frankly, who knows what tomorrow may hold. And, if you're going to do the suicide, make sure to tell everyone you can to f-off in person.

After all, how many chances will you get to do that?
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that is not me on live journal
it is an imposter
they hacked my hotmail account too
so im fucked
if anyone can help me please do
or im quitting the internet entirely
no im not fucking kidding
im livid
what a fucking loser that has to take over my life because they dont have their own
i actually want to involve the authorties because...
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megasus:
I would suggest contacting hotmail staff and telling them your account was hacked... I had that happen at Yahoo before and they fixed me up with a new password (once I verified that the account was in fact mine...)

And then email the livejournal people and tell them that somebody is pretending to be you... they will look into it and suspend the account (so that the person's journal becomes void, they can't post in it or even login) and investigate it further if they need to.

Good luck! And I'm sorry to hear that happened to you, it really sucks... somebody hacked into my yahoo account once and got my password for ICQ and changed it.... they tried to sell my ICQ number on ebay, haha what a loser.
gofuserectus:
get those fuckers! i hope you can have them fucked up in some way.! good luck!
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i didnt want to take down my last journal
but i have news
im going to start working 7 days a week
and
im leaving again in 2 months
but really
2 months is a long time for me to stay here

im forever leaving

florida - august 2nd - 15th
los angeles - august 15th - . . . . .

so thats it...
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serialx:
Wow, You are absolutely beautiful! Keep up the good work!
BAMF!
EL SUICIDO LOCO
kayla_:
you didn't find anything on craigslist.org?

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heres to :

marlboro lights. jack daniels. fuckin dolenz. chis going to jail. the bloody taco. doin the frot. lil chad trainin for the fight. tighty whities. bens house. sportsmans. amerigos. the albino catfish. kentucky mountains. the dungeon. the church van. tornados. luke. 10 years of probation. cain eating meat. tiffany & bud light. bonaroo. 13 hour flight delays. dreadlocks. mohawks. punk rock. the 615....
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shelliepooh:
awesomenesssss....yay to me leaving sg for a couple of months and getting back and seeing that u are still the most adorable thing i have ever seen!!! <33333333 love
figmentation:
true.. but you can control just about everything about you.. including yoru thoughts.
anyways, have fun. I gotta run to class!
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longest day ever
13 hours
i didnt stop moving
then i got high with niki
& then had to do another hour of shit
haha im not gonna get high at work again i dont thin
i cant do anything right
i start funbling around with poltus & seran wrap & then im covered in shit
its hilarious
but no more smoking at work
i...
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iggy73:
*Pleads the Fith*
ells:
I remember working long days and starting in the early morning hours. I did it for 3 years. The longest day I ever worked was 16 hours. With the time it took me to get ready, to work, and home from work. I only had enough time in the day to sleep. I worked 84 hours in six days. You'll get used to it.
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i lost my last journal entry
that sucks
so now i dont feel like typing
all i have to say is that its 9pm & im going to bed because i worked 13 hours today & i have to be up at like 5am tomorrow
i smell like horse meds / horse shit ect. no matter how much i shower
i think its because im...
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user090512222222:
i'm in a whole different country, so i can't go.. do i still have to die?
ramajama:
hey there; i never told you - you're one of my favorites. true story. check and see if you don't believe me.

i'm sorry your job sucks...but i was wondering. what do you get at wendy's? dude i love that place. whatever you want, they got you covered. fries, chili, baked potato.

i hope you feel better x2 soon. <3
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today i saw a dead deer & a dead turtle
weird
some lady killed bambi on the link
her mini van was all fucked up & covered in blood & shit
it was pretty sad
& the turtle was huge
but squished - it was on the long ass drive way up to my work
all the canadian geese are mating & they walk around...
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cedar:
last night at the burlesque show i was offered a flyer by some guy...i ended up arguing with him for 10 mins about how i didn't want it, and it wouldn't be music that i liked.
finally i caved and threw it in my purse...

i looked at the flyer this morning...
it was a fucking plaster vs. radio flyer!

i'm such an asshole... surreal
quinne:
hahahaha cedar thats so fucking funny
sorry but it made my day
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im so sick of stupid girls in hamilton
well ancaster
fucking yuppie bitch
i hope i dont see her again in person
shes a liar & a cunt & i will probably punch her before i leave canada again
fucking liars
if you say something , fess up to it
i would
whatever
what a loser
im going to but my plane tickets here in...
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posh:
you're SO cute.

hamilton is full of bitches. i loathe hamilton.
kokeshi:
i've got the feeling of punchin a girl in the face too these days.

let's punch those bitches.

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my first day off
im kinda grouchy actually
im thinkin in august im gonna visit florida & then move to la
if i keep this job ive got it will be easy to do all that
i miss anika
she should have been an sg
anyway i talked to her for like 5 hours last night , it was so nice
delightful really
i talked...
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blyss:
hi sweet girl!! just saying hello and glad to hear you doing well kiss
tekky:
i need to see my babyquinnes!
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work is awesome
im super tired
im kinda cranky
frustrated even more now that i have a job i like
missing him
alot
oh the confusion
waiting on calls from california
its never been my dream to live there
maybe i would like it
if i hate it i can always leave , right?
who knows
im too tired to bother
im hungry
but what...
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hellomrworld:
I hope you get some good sleep ...
madison:
it's all part of the healing process love. half of mine is itchy half is starting to blister and half is pretty as a picture.

you can always go back!
i never wanted to go to la but i feel the urge to now.

good luck and hopefully every thing will turn out happily ever after@! kiss kiss
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i am sore and very tired
i cant go to prom toight because i need to get up at 5am
and no smart ass comments about how i can just drink & stay up all night and party because i really need this job & i work with horses worth more then your life
no really
more then you make in a year - just...
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tanger:
cheer up cutie... you are simply tired. Everything WILL work out eventually, as long as you stick to your guns. Not to mention I think prom is terribly overrated.

LA isn't that bad, it certainly isn't any worse then any other place. Unless you are comparing it to the bahamas....

get some sleep. smile
kokeshi:
i'm so happy for you. i think work with horses it's kind of rad.. at least i hope it'll be so for you.kiss