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all i do is eat donuts & chocolate

seriously

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darkskyy1:
that sounds like the life we all want but can't really have
biga:
I use to do than, not I'm fat... so it's tofu for me
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ahh another day out of the way
i saw the funniest thing - ashley was attacked by her dog
& all i did was cry i was laughing so hard
anyway i have 45 days until i leave this place
then its some chill out time in florida
58 days until i get to lax & see aut & the boys
as much as i...
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wren:
HOORAY for marrying.

That picture is cute+100.
thatgengirl:
The very first morning I woke up beside quasievil I had "Forever and Ever, Amen" going through my head. I still find myself myself humming it when we're lying in bed together. Our official song is "I Want you Now" by Big Sugar, but "Forever..." is always going to be special to me because of the memory.

When you find cheesy love songs are taking over your mind, it's a pretty damn good sign.
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better journal
i dont think i can smoke alot of weed anymore
i dont like the mind state it brings me too
austin knows what i mean somehow so im not totaly crazy
this week has been ful of long days
broken fingers , weight gain & ugly hair
i need something new
i want to get my chest tattooed
& im on the hunt...
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deanna:
you look absolutely FINE weight wise you dont need to loose anything! and if you decide to go to a tanning place, give me a call. read my journal, i also made mention of getting a bathing suit and insulted myself and i also said i need a tan...coincidence? biggrin
voltaire:
I wouldn't bother buying a bikini until you move to Califonia. there's a place here that will make them custom for you. Besides, you'll still be able to wear it at the beach until at least october.
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think think think
thats all i do, i just think about things , everything you could ever imagine
i think about constantly
& i smoke too many cigarettes
i cant grasp reality when i live here
im in a whole different world i dont really like
never honestly happy
always watching everything in a surreal paranoid state
im too tired all the time
it freaks...
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tegan:
dude everything is going to be alright,
let me tell you though, california isent all its crakced up to be.
i hate it. well southern california anyway.
mcpr615:
Im right here baby.......Everything is ok with me its like it never happen...... Its even better now......... smile smile smile smile biggrin biggrin biggrin
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carryavengeance:
we are all losers deep inside...
im nerdy but i sport it like a motherfucker...
oh, & u definitely have the most beautiful eyes on this site...
green is yumm
cherry:
thanks cutie kiss

Cherry xoxoxox
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first of all foster i didnt talk shit about you
you told austin not to marry me because he was probably gonna find someone better in la
so thats pretty fucked up
and it pissed me off
because of all people to tell him something like that i didnt think it would be you
and as for your girlfriend
i didnt know she was your...
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thelefthand:
wait wait!!!
lemme go get some popcorn and watch this shit the right way
les:
so this is what a journal is for.......
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tonight i will sit around a fire & drink beer
tomorrow i will work alllll day & night
on monday i will sleep in , then go to the bank
an in august i will get out of here

september 1st

i love firsts

i wonder if you can guess what september 1st is
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mpbmemphrica:
hey, quinne....how ironic, that marky mark got furked up and signed up for this shit the day you talked fuckin shit about me and my girlfriend that you dont even know. (the pajama comment..yeah) First of all I have never said a bad fuckin thing about you aside from fuckin around mostly to your face!! Second of all the only thing i told aut was before he ran off and got married think everything thru because theres no telling what his life holds from here on out...and besides we were just runnin that lip anyway talkin shit. So before you start makin threats you should talk to your source first, cause of ALL fuckin people you were the last i thought to pull some petty two faced hatin ass shit like that!!!! Esspecially before you spoke with me, i thought you were better than that!! Tell aut to fuckin call me and you get my # from him and make a call cause this is BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!
clydeftones:
...its mah birthday, but i dont suppose you are comming to tha party... so im gonna say its when you get to see your boy.
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worked way too much today in waaaay to much heat
came home & smoked a bowl on my deck
took a shower & got shampoo in my eye
missed a phone call i reallly didnt want to miss
now im on the computer & i feel like im missing something
ice cream maybe . . .
maybe something important
the countdown to my departure from...
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im2indie4myshirt:
if you ever want some dick in arizona. hit it up.

(480)390-9565
catcher01:
You have been reported to Cosmic Pirate of Joy for a high priority cheeriness dispatch.

ARRR!!!

There, done.
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sometimes i think back to the first days
the first phone call
the first sight of you
the first kiss
the first night in your arms
the first i love you
the first time i walked with you
the first drink
the first laugh together
the first goodbye
i think of all the times & memories that are imprinted in my brain
the things i...
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vauxilary:
God you're so beautiful and Austin is so damn lucky... whatever
holland:
i love the firsts, not always the first signs of heart break though. But all the rest of its.
i like that picture alot, i had to look at it for a bit before writing this, you look so out of life.
Keep going, things, will eventually will go through.
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good god i need some new hair
my hair is so boring i want to shave my fucking head
saturday night
means nothing to me
rob moves to la on tuesday
when i think everything is over
it comes to light that it is really all just starting
austin is driving to san fran tonight so i cant talk to him
too busy for baby...
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reggie22:
you are so NOT fat. just gorgeous, Enjoy food.
wren:
I've been talking about shaving my head for a while now. A couple of entries ago, Aiki said she wanted to do it, too.

I told her that if she sent me pictures of her shaved head, I would send her pictures of mine. The offer stands for you, too. ^_-

I shaved my head a couple of times right before and after I graduated high school. I really liked it, but no one else did. So I have hair again. biggrin
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ive been avoiding updating my journal
mostly because my life is so boring i have nothing to write about
today i went to rock n tees & got some new earrings
but they are too big for me
so i need to stretch my ears again
im so impatient & it takes me forever to stretch them even one little guage
stupid ears
my stomach...
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shagman37:
you are one of the most beautiful women on the entire planet smile smile!
lydia:
Wow. Congrats!
ANd you living in LA means more lovely sets! love
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so thats it

its becasue i know who broke your heart

thats my problem

i wish i didnt know
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nadine:
hope your ok sweety! frown
honorofgalahad:
It's true...

I don't know anyone who really gets over their first love. The first love is the one we used to learn how to love, and it was a beginning. The first love is like a new organ or a new peice of our body.

In truth, how it got there in the long run doesn't matter too much. It is how we use this organ, with those who love us back, that is important in the end.

For example, my first love was a darling and insane girl. Everything was wonderful about her, except she had alot of baggage and she had a poor taste in men (I still consider myself the best of her choices, and even that's debatable). My last girlfriend, in the end, tried to compete with her. To try and remove my first love from my heart, which is of course impossible. Further, they were two completely different kinds of people, and I loved them in completely different ways. If she'd been happy with having my love and devotion, perhaps she wouldn't be 900 miles away, today. The competition made her miserable, as it was always in the back of her mind. No matter how much i loved and worshipped her...