the possibility of silence
is alarming.
isssss fucking impossible to breathe.
the soundtrack as follows:
nausea nausea! the parole of agony. here here.
The Velvet Undergroud: Sunday Morning
(i got me one good bookmark that tells time when i am not watching.)
The Smiths: Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me
(oh...laughing at the sunrise--no scratch that! i believe it was that cannibal december--those...
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is alarming.
isssss fucking impossible to breathe.
the soundtrack as follows:
nausea nausea! the parole of agony. here here.
The Velvet Undergroud: Sunday Morning
(i got me one good bookmark that tells time when i am not watching.)
The Smiths: Last Night I Dreamt That Somebody Loved Me
(oh...laughing at the sunrise--no scratch that! i believe it was that cannibal december--those...
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ataxia:
duran duran is the shit
rockadiva:
hey hey....check it out...
afterthoughts and apologies to the teacup
above
the sky
i remember
your
perfume
that
tasted
and worried
........you
i once held
in a thunderstorm
while
the afternoon
smiled
grey
on
our smiles
and
in the cracks
of the sidewalk
bleeding
lies
my heart
a stubborn reminder
of yesterdays
that
i bottle
for the
mornings now
it makes the eyeliner
look like
the trails
to
the...
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above
the sky
i remember
your
perfume
that
tasted
and worried
........you
i once held
in a thunderstorm
while
the afternoon
smiled
grey
on
our smiles
and
in the cracks
of the sidewalk
bleeding
lies
my heart
a stubborn reminder
of yesterdays
that
i bottle
for the
mornings now
it makes the eyeliner
look like
the trails
to
the...
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yaya:
hey sweetie!!! believe it or not, i missed ya! 
lol once again, your writing makes me feel all... 
all at once...isn't that beautiful?
and
in the cracks
of the sidewalk
bleeding
lies
my heart
a stubborn reminder
of yesterdays
that
i bottle
for the
mornings now
.....now that's something i can relate too.
believe it or not, i missed ya! lol once again, your writing makes me feel all... all at once...isn't that beautiful?
and
in the cracks
of the sidewalk
bleeding
lies
my heart
a stubborn reminder
of yesterdays
that
i bottle
for the
mornings now
.....now that's something i can relate too.
eireann:
wow.
just... wow.
just... wow.
introduction fucking
stop me now if you think this will someday sound familiar like a repetitive will-reading or shitty poetry that makes your skin flake and fucking tell me to shutup and to stay in the house.
Oh yes, the apologetic house.
The house is nothing like it was before. It is now a skeleton, the remains of a long-decayed corpse that has--rather than be...
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stop me now if you think this will someday sound familiar like a repetitive will-reading or shitty poetry that makes your skin flake and fucking tell me to shutup and to stay in the house.
Oh yes, the apologetic house.
The house is nothing like it was before. It is now a skeleton, the remains of a long-decayed corpse that has--rather than be...
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cretinfamily:
hey honey
roxymoron:
Ah...yes...those deep seeded feelings. Isn't it nice to know that things can change!
my soul and yours...
will you make me cum & cry & decide & wonder & fear & after will i still be a lovely faux-poet? will bartend fun matter? smoke smoke eight cigarettes in your memory before i flush all deisre down the toilet in a mix of orange and violet sympathy.
these are my last days.
you'll make me forget my mind.
in...
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will you make me cum & cry & decide & wonder & fear & after will i still be a lovely faux-poet? will bartend fun matter? smoke smoke eight cigarettes in your memory before i flush all deisre down the toilet in a mix of orange and violet sympathy.
these are my last days.
you'll make me forget my mind.
in...
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eireann:
ahaha, you know, I called YOU from that party, and I was trying to LEAVE, so that should tell ya something about how I feel about frat boys.
I can't wait...
I can't wait...
eyesofatragedy:
Would You...?
If we walked past on the street.. Would i
Be just a glimmer in your eye?.. Would you
Stop or pass me by?.. Would you
Drink me in like wine?.. Would i
Pump through your veins in slow release time?.. Or would you
Be sicken at the thought?.. Would you
Become everything im not?.. Would i
Learn from what youve taught?.. Or would i
Sit alone to rot?.. Could you
Be everything i need?.. Could i
Be so lucky to finally succeed?.. Could you
Understand what i want you to believe?.. Or would you
Drown in my voice?.. Would you
Be able to swim?.. Could i
Save you from the terror that floats on a whim?.. Or would it
Swallow you whole?.. Could it
Fill my hearts hole?.. Would it
Inspire my soul?.. Would you
Make it all go away.. Would you
Bask in my sunlight's rays?.. Or would you
Sink in my rain?.. Would you
Ease my pain? well..
Would You..?
If we walked past on the street.. Would i
Be just a glimmer in your eye?.. Would you
Stop or pass me by?.. Would you
Drink me in like wine?.. Would i
Pump through your veins in slow release time?.. Or would you
Be sicken at the thought?.. Would you
Become everything im not?.. Would i
Learn from what youve taught?.. Or would i
Sit alone to rot?.. Could you
Be everything i need?.. Could i
Be so lucky to finally succeed?.. Could you
Understand what i want you to believe?.. Or would you
Drown in my voice?.. Would you
Be able to swim?.. Could i
Save you from the terror that floats on a whim?.. Or would it
Swallow you whole?.. Could it
Fill my hearts hole?.. Would it
Inspire my soul?.. Would you
Make it all go away.. Would you
Bask in my sunlight's rays?.. Or would you
Sink in my rain?.. Would you
Ease my pain? well..
Would You..?
make a list seem better and smile
spilled mind--
in the bathroom--
you're beating--
hold hands--
you gremlin--
of disaster--
i drink--
too nothing--
w/o you--
pearls--
thank you--
of course--
better off--
holy shit--
reminder--
oh--
tomorrow--
i will--
hate me.........................................................
spilled mind--
in the bathroom--
you're beating--
hold hands--
you gremlin--
of disaster--
i drink--
too nothing--
w/o you--
pearls--
thank you--
of course--
better off--
holy shit--
reminder--
oh--
tomorrow--
i will--
hate me.........................................................
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thefreak:
Huh. 
-TM
-TM
yuriel:
im more confused than freak usually but <3
take apart the moment and stretch your arms out until they shatter
and
you
and
you
and
you
and
you
i'll hold your eyes when the nightmares cum.
for everything i see thru this glass
is an absolute
this euphoria erection
and mystery
keeps me insane.
there are blankets in a pile above your clothes
& they will be there in the morning
long after...
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and
you
and
you
and
you
and
you
i'll hold your eyes when the nightmares cum.
for everything i see thru this glass
is an absolute
this euphoria erection
and mystery
keeps me insane.
there are blankets in a pile above your clothes
& they will be there in the morning
long after...
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kr1ssyk1tty:
no problem sweetie, i didnt know u r sick, i hope u get better!!! I miss ya... last night would have been bad anyway cuz i was at a party till 1 am my time 
LOve YA!
LOve YA!
laceyglove:
thanks for the birthday wishes.
i just wanted to let you know even though i rarely comment, i still read your beautiful writings.!
have a fantastic weekend
i just wanted to let you know even though i rarely comment, i still read your beautiful writings.!
have a fantastic weekend
oh you long week of anguish, boy-crushes, and too much alcohol
in what seems like many fridays ago, i flew to seattle in order to visit juno106, DutchessVanian, and the absolutely lovely, kr1ssyk1tty. good times were had, altho i did receive the news last Sunday that my granny had died. i left seattle on tuesday and flew ALL FUCKING day across the...
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in what seems like many fridays ago, i flew to seattle in order to visit juno106, DutchessVanian, and the absolutely lovely, kr1ssyk1tty. good times were had, altho i did receive the news last Sunday that my granny had died. i left seattle on tuesday and flew ALL FUCKING day across the...
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eireann:
We can be friends first, fall in love, and then get married next year.
cretinfamily:
hey you!
will not be going home. going to baltimore from seattle. granny has died. be back sunday.
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niamhinlove:
thinking of you. i hope all is well.
maidofsteel:
hope everything went ok....
hope everything went ok....
ok, so folks...
i leave for Seattle in the morning to visit with some lovely people. i will be back on Tuesday.
keep my bed warm for me.
i leave for Seattle in the morning to visit with some lovely people. i will be back on Tuesday.
keep my bed warm for me.
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juno106:
I hear Seattle people are creepy
sarahg:
bye seannnnnn <3
28 things I totally dig. inspired by John W.
it is Saturday. (01)
I open one eye and realize that it is nearly 11 a.m. and that my room is still completely dark (02) due to the sheet I have hung over my window. I grab my Marlboro Milds (03) off of the table next to the bed and attempt to disguise my morning wood...
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it is Saturday. (01)
I open one eye and realize that it is nearly 11 a.m. and that my room is still completely dark (02) due to the sheet I have hung over my window. I grab my Marlboro Milds (03) off of the table next to the bed and attempt to disguise my morning wood...
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harshrepose:
haha nice, i've tried the random comment thing.. it's.. not me haha. 
sarahg:
seemingly_seaaaaaaannnnn... you're giving us too much space! come back and wordfuck us some more!
harder!
harder!
lamentations mostly spoken to a window in a dark room
i want your transcriptions
skeletons
appreciations of the asylum where we meet where we are wrapped together at the spine. i want your accent in my ears.
i want your sorrows.
your songs
& madness
the morning notes
passed thru so many hands
that are drawings
& poems
of tomorrow
i want your tears to...
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i want your transcriptions
skeletons
appreciations of the asylum where we meet where we are wrapped together at the spine. i want your accent in my ears.
i want your sorrows.
your songs
& madness
the morning notes
passed thru so many hands
that are drawings
& poems
of tomorrow
i want your tears to...
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bsided:
im a procrastinator but ill git you on aim when im readiey to meeeet up for the musicck
sarahg:
hi kinda sean <3
some mean you are tiny like the shadow of a fly
years pass in a craze! lites out! begin the ritual!
find the womb where you left it years before.
i realize i cannot be perfect or anywhere near just troubled & ready at any time to decide to write my last notes & make it pretty & over
& gush--I promise it will be...
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years pass in a craze! lites out! begin the ritual!
find the womb where you left it years before.
i realize i cannot be perfect or anywhere near just troubled & ready at any time to decide to write my last notes & make it pretty & over
& gush--I promise it will be...
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chanel:
you will see me soon.
rememeber?
"oh some chick near niagara falls."
can we set up another phone date?
[Edited on Jul 10, 2005 5:38PM]
rememeber?
"oh some chick near niagara falls."
can we set up another phone date?
[Edited on Jul 10, 2005 5:38PM]
cretinfamily:
i think i shall tattoo some of your writing on me somewhere just so i can always look on me and see a part of you.
p.s. remember the tiny penguin? check this out
p.s. remember the tiny penguin? check this out