Wednesday Nov 24, 2004

0
There's a chance that I'll be able to actually work a paying gig at the radio station.

Turns out that they're looking for someone to go around and record random people's thoughts about the station for use on air, and I'm the first person that came to mind.

So I might have a part time job running around with a DAT recorder!! I'm excited!
VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
annabelle:
congrats on the rad job
xo annabelle
luminaire:
No big deal, we got it worked out.

Monday Nov 22, 2004

0
pwned by sleeplessness. *laugh*

I am SO fucking tired, but I can't seem to fall asleep. I HATE insomnia. I hate it with the fiery passion of my soul.

I need to stop becoming obsessed with Christian Bale characters. It's not like I'll ever be able to look like one. *laugh*
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
sydni:
He is hot though, i must say.....
are you gonna ever come out and see the sg crew again?
meekesh:
my honey milk data is based on experience! biggrin
I suppose you never noticed... muhahahahah!
I stayed up over 30 hours yesterday, to sort out my sleepingpattern, man did I sleep well last night!

Sunday Nov 21, 2004

0
Vancouver was insane.

We lost Lum for a little while. eeek
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
beatrice:
you take any pictures?
beatrice:
yes! it did show up and i'm all connected! but it didn't come til 5:30 so i just sat around all day waiting.

Friday Nov 19, 2004

0
I hate not being able to hold on to grudges for more than about an hour or so.

I'd really like to tell my friend Lisa where to stick it, but I know that in 30 minutes or so, I'll be over it and we'll be fast friends again. puke

On a completely different note, I'm ready to go to Canada. We're gonna have a GOOD...
Read More
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
charley:
Exactly, its fucking annoying but I would rather be this way than someone stubborn and unforgiving, thats just boooooring wink

Hope everything is going ok with your ex and stuff! kiss
charley:
Take it a little at a time, you can't forecast what will happen between now and then. It may get harder but it may get much easier, good luck though, lets hope its the latter wink

Tuesday Nov 16, 2004

0
Again, thanks for everyone's support. It really does mean a whole lot.

I'm a little happier now, a little calmer now, and a little more at ease with my situation.

And in other news, it looks like I'm going to Vancouver this weekend! biggrin

Anyone wanna join me?
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
muzencab:
Life can be quite difficult sometimes. Not to pass judgment (be it good or bad), but your doing the right thing. Why? You realize your not ready. I wish I knew some things earlier that I now know.
I applaude your strenth in charactor. Not many could even attempt to do the right thing.
You can call me anytime should you need to vent. I work two jobs and only sleep between 8:30am-11:30am and again from 7:30pm-11:30pm.
It's not easy doing the right thing. I feel ya on this one bro.

It's been emotional.
misskel:
I'm glab your feeling better! I wish I could go to vacouver with you! smile

Sunday Nov 14, 2004

0
Thanks for everyone's kind words. I appreciate the support.

I guess it's time for another update on what's going on.

Julie wants to have kids, a family, etc. I do not. So, in an effort to keep us from resenting each other we have decided to let go.

At the end of our lease she's either going to move back to California to be near...
Read More
VIEW 9 of 9 COMMENTS
charley:
Maybe, it would be nice if it was that easy.

It is the hardest thing ever, especially if you are still living together, I had to do that exact same thing earlier this year and it wasn't that mutual so it was shit. Good luck, sounds like you have both made the right decision kiss
charley:
I am sure it will once you both adjust.

Just bored with many aspects of it right now, particularly the morbid self loathing ones wink

Wednesday Nov 10, 2004

0
Well, it looks like Julie and I have officially ended our relationship. frown

We're still living together though, and have the apartment until April.

So until then, we're going to make the best of it then go our separate ways.

I'm gonna be a little distant for a while. Don't mind me. frown
VIEW 11 of 11 COMMENTS
ivy:
frown What a crappy situation. I extend my hand of internet support, for what it's worth.
roxy:
Awww, I'm so sorry to hear that frown You know, if you wanna talk to a friend, I'm still here...

Tuesday Nov 09, 2004

0
Decisions, decisions.

Charley wanted to know about peircings, I am trying to decide between costumes...

Should I start working on my Ghostbuster costume next, or Willy Wonka?

My friend Jason and I have been talking about doing the Ghostbuster thing, and now that our friend Brandon is up here we're even more motivated.

But I've also wanted a Wonka costume for AGES.

What to do,...
Read More
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
volks:
Ghostbusters!
it_thing_hard_on:
Thanks for the comment on my jack-o-lanterns. I'm going to be all modest now by saying there's nothing to it. There, that's my secret. No hidden talent.

I'd go with the Willy Wonka because it's not going to take much to make the Ghostbuster uniform.

Monday Nov 08, 2004

0
I'm so tired.

I was up all day yesterday, sleepy all day, but when I went to bed, I couldn't fall asleep.

I've made a good dent in The Count of Monte Cristo though. biggrin
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
charley:
Thank you blush I think you are right but I reckon I should wait until this indecisive phase passes wink kiss
charley:
What for? Whatever it is Willy Wonka!!!

Sunday Nov 07, 2004

0
Time for football, perhaps a movie.

I need to do something today to make sure that I'm REALLY tired come 9:30 tonight so I can get enough sleep.

Any suggestions?
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
null:
Cool. Give me a call.
kara:
MMMMM, Maybe something in the bedroom shocked
Join Now to see more