well.. well..
First birthday ever I think I got my dad something he actually may have wanted and will use.. not just collect dust or get thrown out. For some reason I feel I may have a shot at a relationship of a sort with my dad. the way it should've been my whole life. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. onto other news......................................
I'm so...
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First birthday ever I think I got my dad something he actually may have wanted and will use.. not just collect dust or get thrown out. For some reason I feel I may have a shot at a relationship of a sort with my dad. the way it should've been my whole life. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. onto other news......................................
I'm so...
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I added a new pic folder devoted to cats. small pics but some of my faves. Today was another hostile stressful day. sweat pouring ... fuck I can't wait til winter so I can bundle up and be toasty. not alll hot and gross in a car with no A/C. I feel worn out tonight. Watching dr. phil. My little ruggie hermit crab changed shells,...
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ock:
looking at that folder just made me smile because my cat is sitting right next to me just staring at me. and that cat means more to me than almost anything...
vrulovwrath:
I can't wait for winter to come too 
The thing that made me the happiest today and made so much shit worth it was the sound of my baby kitty purring so loudly in my ear. His beautiful green eyes all wide as he explores.. turning into little slits as he drifts to sleep.
I had a fucking scary as hell dream that I'm going to share:
I was lying awake in the...
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I had a fucking scary as hell dream that I'm going to share:
I was lying awake in the...
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ock:
my life would be very dismal without being able to hear the sound of my cat purring. lol. and yeah, you're right. the dukes of hazzard movie looks pathetic. it looks like a complete disgrace to the show. but oh well...
and to answer your question, everyone is in california until the end of the month.
and to answer your question, everyone is in california until the end of the month.
I am so torn. dammit to hell. forks in roads..knives in hearts..
My heart breaks every moment. every single one. listen to that brain of yours!!!!! ugh but you won't.. not yet anyways.
Someday you will. You will do whats right for everyone. I will. I will do it. I will find the courage deep inside to move on if that is what it comes...
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My heart breaks every moment. every single one. listen to that brain of yours!!!!! ugh but you won't.. not yet anyways.
Someday you will. You will do whats right for everyone. I will. I will do it. I will find the courage deep inside to move on if that is what it comes...
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soeffinhappy:
To cheer you up I'm going to tell you about my new strategy for picking up women.
I'm going to sit around reading this book:
and when girls notice what I'm reading, I'm going to make eye contact then give them a "big wink". OHHHHHHH YEAH.
I'm going to sit around reading this book:
and when girls notice what I'm reading, I'm going to make eye contact then give them a "big wink". OHHHHHHH YEAH.
This weekend's been a drag.. 
But At least I'm spending it with good peoples..Awesome peoples.
I wish I was artistic. God I have potential
But At least I'm spending it with good peoples..Awesome peoples.
I wish I was artistic. God I have potential
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vrulovwrath:
Artistic?
soeffinhappy:
This weekend has been a drag? I'm about to sue you for using my phrase mother fucker.
Hope you are feeling better. Were you successful in avoiding infection?
Hope you are feeling better. Were you successful in avoiding infection?
Why do people (Me! Me! ME!) obsess over sex so much?? It's just sex. It is the most relaxing, loving, bonding, fun, most awesome thing you can experience on this planet (with the right person at least) I love it so god damn much. I have a question.... Do guys care if the chick they are with looks at porn? I mean, I don't care...
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turf:
i find myself often having hangups with sex. like i hate obsessing over something so trite yet wonderful, yet i despise people who don't take it as seriously as i do.
speaking of which, porn is great.
speaking of which, porn is great.
soeffinhappy:
Hell no. Me and one of my girlfriends used to watch porn I stole out of my dads closet. 
ahhhhhhh!! my dog didn't die! I miss her cuz shes at my parents house and I haven't seen her in a while! 
vrulovwrath:
Oh ok
ock:
why not go visit?
I am such a romantic.
I want to love, I live to love... haha. I don't think I ever really realized how much of a romantic I am. It's kinda goofy, yet kinda sweet.
Annnnnyways today I woke up and it felt like the world shattered. but, now so much changed today I feel like I can breathe. I have been holding that breath for...
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I want to love, I live to love... haha. I don't think I ever really realized how much of a romantic I am. It's kinda goofy, yet kinda sweet.
Annnnnyways today I woke up and it felt like the world shattered. but, now so much changed today I feel like I can breathe. I have been holding that breath for... Read More
ock:
dont worry. when its meant to, love will come to you...
vrulovwrath:
Your dog died? Sad 
Bad music? Try listening to some metal
Bad music? Try listening to some metal
I'm watching moulin rouge...It's freaking me out. I have been doing well at this postive outlook thing. I think. I feel like in the beginning of august my life is going to come more together and be more productive in some areas. At the same time I also fear some things are slipping away. But,I need to focus on what will be going good. I'm...
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ock:
glad to hear that you're happy now
lostidentity:
Hi! I don't think I have ever met anyone who has a similar diverse musical taste as myself, cool
hello ~
Well, yesterday I saw wedding crashers. Owen Wilson is so hot. It was a cute ass movie. I really loved it. The theatre was so fucking cold. I had shivers the whole time. I was ok though.
Lately I haven't been in the mood to go for my morning walks I came to love for a while. Something about that died for me....
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Well, yesterday I saw wedding crashers. Owen Wilson is so hot. It was a cute ass movie. I really loved it. The theatre was so fucking cold. I had shivers the whole time. I was ok though.
Lately I haven't been in the mood to go for my morning walks I came to love for a while. Something about that died for me....
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ock:
im not a morning person. so i go for late night walks. usually around midnight or so. but last night was the first time i didnt in quite a while
vrulovwrath:
Don't worry just believe in yourself. Its simple.