I'm feeling better tonight. I really am. I watched Charlie and the Chocolate factory today with Ken, I loved it!!!!!
Now tonight we are going to watch war of the worlds.
I feel so crappy still, but my emotions are in a better place.
Thank you people for all the comments, It cheers me up to see a shitload of messages waiting for me. I...
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I woke up today and got disgusted with the world, The fucking president, War, Ignorant people, The SPCA, People I've known in the past, The News, My job staus, Religon... just everything.
Why is this world so Great.. but people make it so fucking shitty?????????
Ugh I make no sense today- so I'm just going to shut up.
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I Am Horny for the Cherry Red Light shades 
Hey Come Join My Very First Group!!!!!
Insects and Arachnids
And go say hi to MONKEYSEE she is a Hero to two Precious Doggies. She rocks!!
Hey Come Join My Very First Group!!!!!
Insects and Arachnids
And go say hi to MONKEYSEE she is a Hero to two Precious Doggies. She rocks!!
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finch:
thank you so much for the comment on my set!
thank you so much for the comment on my set! 
charlize:
That is such a cute kitty!!!! I love kitties. I wish I had one. They are nice to cuddle with, especially when they purr.
Thanks for commenting in my journal. It made me feel better that someone could relate.
Thanks for commenting in my journal. It made me feel better that someone could relate.
Hello All...
Just got done watching Desperate Housewives, Awesome show tonight. Bree Finally found out that Asshole/stalker/Nut Killed Rex. I couldn't wait for that, Dying to know how she would react. I would have never gone up into that hotel room... I would've told the police where the nut was located and let them handle it. Screw his sickness!! He still murdered her Rex!!! Yes......
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Just got done watching Desperate Housewives, Awesome show tonight. Bree Finally found out that Asshole/stalker/Nut Killed Rex. I couldn't wait for that, Dying to know how she would react. I would have never gone up into that hotel room... I would've told the police where the nut was located and let them handle it. Screw his sickness!! He still murdered her Rex!!! Yes......
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amberxrose:
HEY I WANTEDTO WRITE BACK
BUT YOU HAVE YOUR ADDRESS NOT UP
SO SENDIT TO ME IF YOU WANT
SMITH_A@STUDENTS.LYNCHBURG.EDU
THANKS!!
AMBER
BUT YOU HAVE YOUR ADDRESS NOT UP
SO SENDIT TO ME IF YOU WANT
SMITH_A@STUDENTS.LYNCHBURG.EDU
THANKS!!
AMBER
adivinedream:
*points up*
I came on here for the same reason adivinedream@yahoo.com
I came on here for the same reason adivinedream@yahoo.com
Hi.
I had a few things to add to my last entry and I came here all determined to do it- but now I seem to have forgotten what it was -and also why it was so importent. This morning I had it all set in my mind. Gone. I hate the fact that I feel the way I do.. like I attempted to explain...
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I had a few things to add to my last entry and I came here all determined to do it- but now I seem to have forgotten what it was -and also why it was so importent. This morning I had it all set in my mind. Gone. I hate the fact that I feel the way I do.. like I attempted to explain...
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evalution:
Thanks for the birthday wishes!
roopie:
Thankyou for the lovely comment on my set , I'm glad you liked it
I think I am in like a constant state of worry that I'm not a good girlfriend. Simply because guys have made me feel sucky in the Past bout that sorta thing. ALWAYS telling me I wasn't good enough, cheating on me... etc. So I'm nervous because I WANT to do an excellent job in this relationship- with all my heart I just wanna be...
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drave:
Ha. I need to get my ass an electric heater. Cuz my moms boyfriend is a doctor and he keeps it at like 65 degrees in here and I am always freezing like a damn dead person.
Well I thought there would be drama at my grandmas thanksgiving and besides the uncooked Turkey there wasn't so I guess we were both lucky this Thanksgiving and Hopefully the years to past will be the same.
Haven't called the chick Katie yet. Maybe I will sometime soon.
Well I thought there would be drama at my grandmas thanksgiving and besides the uncooked Turkey there wasn't so I guess we were both lucky this Thanksgiving and Hopefully the years to past will be the same.
Haven't called the chick Katie yet. Maybe I will sometime soon.
ragdoll:
Ah yay it finally arrived
Also Thank you sweetness for the lovely comment that you left on my set. x x
Also Thank you sweetness for the lovely comment that you left on my set. x x
hey, happy thanksgiving and thank you for your wishes as well. I hate holidays and I always feel angry and sad and sick-ish around them(thanksgiving and christmas) I'm trying my best to have my happy face- too many bad memories I suppose, who knows. I feel sick though right now 
Hope your all doing well. Sorry I don't have much to say- I'm effin miserable
Hope your all doing well. Sorry I don't have much to say- I'm effin miserable
caprice:
your pets are the f-in coolest!
sorry yer feelin bad <3
edited cuz aparently i cant spell very well
[Edited on Nov 24, 2005 9:04AM]
sorry yer feelin bad <3
edited cuz aparently i cant spell very well
[Edited on Nov 24, 2005 9:04AM]
saffron:
aww damn. too bad you're in jersey. me and my 80s friends could make it an awesome thanksgiving!!
thanks for the belated wishes
thanks for the belated wishes
**Check this out Please**
Gimmie your thoughts....
It's just so sad. If you have any other informational links you could post, please post in my comments. Pictures on this subject are welocme as well.
I'm adding pics to my folders... I may not be on here for a few days or so- so Happy thanksgiving all!!
copy and paste in your journal and pick ONE...
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Gimmie your thoughts....
It's just so sad. If you have any other informational links you could post, please post in my comments. Pictures on this subject are welocme as well.
I'm adding pics to my folders... I may not be on here for a few days or so- so Happy thanksgiving all!!
copy and paste in your journal and pick ONE...
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luciefurr:
Heya Happy Thanksgiving sweetie
bakeryman:
Happy Turkey Day
Heya!!!!
Lets go give a big ass happy birthday to phrogg609!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I decided tonight I am addicted to food. yup. It's odd. Like I'm not at all fat... I'm not always binge eating but I do however have these episodes where I need sweets. Like I chocolate in anything I can find it in. Maybe it's just chocolate and not food in general I'm...
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Lets go give a big ass happy birthday to phrogg609!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I decided tonight I am addicted to food. yup. It's odd. Like I'm not at all fat... I'm not always binge eating but I do however have these episodes where I need sweets. Like I chocolate in anything I can find it in. Maybe it's just chocolate and not food in general I'm...
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vrulovwrath:
I'm adicted to food too
antietam:
yeah i wirk at sally beauty. i have worked there for 2years so it's not that bad. i hope you have a fun thanksgiving and i'll talk to everyone on monday<3
xoxoxox antietam
xoxoxox antietam
I'm sitting here with a book before me that I am about to open and start reading in a little bit. It is called "The Devil in Legend and Literature" By Maximilian Rudwin.
It caught my eye
Nothing else much to report really.... The usual daily ramblings from me.......
We rented this really good movie the other night with the dude from Jurassic park in...
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It caught my eye
Nothing else much to report really.... The usual daily ramblings from me.......
We rented this really good movie the other night with the dude from Jurassic park in...
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bakeryman:
Sorry it took this long to get back to you. Has been a somewhat event full week. Your pretzel cheese cake idea sounds interesting, just not sure how it would work out. I guess if you could get the cheese into a long string and incase it in pretzel dough you could get it to work. I have not made soft pretzels in a long time. But I do 
them too. I like mine with no butter and salt only. Guess I am a plain kind of guy.
As for a movie to watch I suggest Leon the Professional, Deluxe Edition.It really brings new light to the movie.
Have a great thanksgiving.
Later
them too. I like mine with no butter and salt only. Guess I am a plain kind of guy.
As for a movie to watch I suggest Leon the Professional, Deluxe Edition.It really brings new light to the movie.
Have a great thanksgiving.
Later
unique3:
event horizon is an older movie but it's good.
I'm reading the vampire lestat right now.
I'm reading the vampire lestat right now.
up until about 5 mins ago I was having a nice long nap day, It was great. I must get up now- there are things to do. All I want now is a shower.. but someone is in the bathroom cleaning or something. So here I am stalling. I hate when I wake up and I cannot brush my teeth and shower right away. It...
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rosesarered:
DAMN I FRIGGIN LOVE HANSON!
Josh does have huge ears
I only called off work twice when I needed to get off. Both for concerts. One was for My Chemical Romance and the other was for Something Corporate. I got the lead singers autograph at the second one and he said he liked my shirt.
Once I said my car broke down and I couldn't come in because I couldn't get a ride.
Josh does have huge ears
I only called off work twice when I needed to get off. Both for concerts. One was for My Chemical Romance and the other was for Something Corporate. I got the lead singers autograph at the second one and he said he liked my shirt.
Once I said my car broke down and I couldn't come in because I couldn't get a ride.
soeffinhappy:
I'm cleaning. There is a line from a Pygmy Love Circus song that goes "I been so tired, of livin like an animal.". I am tired of living like an animal. So I'm cleaning. Cleaning my room, cleaning the turtle tank, cleaning the car, cleaning the bathroom, hopefully cleaning my life(if such a thing can be done). In some ways I'm really good at cleaning but in others, I'm terrible at it. I'm really good at it because once I start, I just keep going and going and going until the cleanings done. I'm terrible at it because once I find something that catches my interest, I get distracted by it and investigate. I mean when you dig something out from under a pile of stuff and you haven't seen it for a couple of YEARS, well, it's worth a little look-see right? I always think so.
So I'm cleaning.
The thing that I found that piqued my interest today is old writing. Buried beneath the trash and mail that is on my desk, I found a few crinkled and stained pages of manuscript. I hadn't even LOOKED at my typewriter, let alone used it in God only knew how long so when I found this relic from a different time when I had different passions, I sat down and started reading.
Going back and reading your own writing after a couple of years is an odd sensation. To me, it was like reading a favorite story or book after a really long time. It was familiar but there were still some parts that I had forgotten about and jumped out to surprise me. The main thing that struck me about it was that the story was a genuinely good story. It was just first draft manuscript so there were plenty of things that needed to be gone over and redone, but other than that it was actually a good piece of writing. It reminded me of a vintage car that has been sitting in a garage, waiting for someone to wash it wax and really bring out it's natural beauty.
I got to the end of the manuscript but not to the end of the story. There was so much to it that I had left undone. I could still see all the things that were going to happen. The grotesque sneer of recognition on the other readers face when he sees them in the car, the chase through the downtown market, the ending that some would call bitter and some would call sweet. If those things were still in my brain they could still come out of my fingers right? If I once again found myself behind the typewriter, nursing a cup of coffee and blocking out the outside world with a pair of headphones and a couple of CDs, would I find my story unfolding again? I think that maybe the answer is yes. I think that it would be easy for me to slip back into those worlds, the one where a lonely Reader falls in love with longing and innocent man, the one where Eric Kroll is slowly but surely being poisoned by the power he has found in his new journal. Maybe even find myself wandering around in new worlds, ones that never found a place on paper but have large, roomy apartments in my head.
I think of all these things. But there is still Otto's tank to clean, there is still more bugs in the website to correct. There are shows to organize and I could stand to spend some time with my drumsticks on a practice pad. In the end I put the manuscript away where I won't find it and be tempted to fall into the other worlds again(but at least not in the trash, so I suppose there is always hope).
And so I'm cleaning.
So I'm cleaning.
The thing that I found that piqued my interest today is old writing. Buried beneath the trash and mail that is on my desk, I found a few crinkled and stained pages of manuscript. I hadn't even LOOKED at my typewriter, let alone used it in God only knew how long so when I found this relic from a different time when I had different passions, I sat down and started reading.
Going back and reading your own writing after a couple of years is an odd sensation. To me, it was like reading a favorite story or book after a really long time. It was familiar but there were still some parts that I had forgotten about and jumped out to surprise me. The main thing that struck me about it was that the story was a genuinely good story. It was just first draft manuscript so there were plenty of things that needed to be gone over and redone, but other than that it was actually a good piece of writing. It reminded me of a vintage car that has been sitting in a garage, waiting for someone to wash it wax and really bring out it's natural beauty.
I got to the end of the manuscript but not to the end of the story. There was so much to it that I had left undone. I could still see all the things that were going to happen. The grotesque sneer of recognition on the other readers face when he sees them in the car, the chase through the downtown market, the ending that some would call bitter and some would call sweet. If those things were still in my brain they could still come out of my fingers right? If I once again found myself behind the typewriter, nursing a cup of coffee and blocking out the outside world with a pair of headphones and a couple of CDs, would I find my story unfolding again? I think that maybe the answer is yes. I think that it would be easy for me to slip back into those worlds, the one where a lonely Reader falls in love with longing and innocent man, the one where Eric Kroll is slowly but surely being poisoned by the power he has found in his new journal. Maybe even find myself wandering around in new worlds, ones that never found a place on paper but have large, roomy apartments in my head.
I think of all these things. But there is still Otto's tank to clean, there is still more bugs in the website to correct. There are shows to organize and I could stand to spend some time with my drumsticks on a practice pad. In the end I put the manuscript away where I won't find it and be tempted to fall into the other worlds again(but at least not in the trash, so I suppose there is always hope).
And so I'm cleaning.
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_panda_:
I thank you suicide girl puddincat for my mouth!
Off to give the pups a bath.