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Whoo for scare tactics. I'm told if it was anyone else they'd have not hessitated to throw um back to the wolves.

Yay no jail...

In other news my life time hetro life mate bob brooke up with me offically yesterday (but the ballot was apparantly cast on sunday)

That leaves me offically friendless...except for maybe my mom! Oh and my dad, and my accoustic,...
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*edited* "this I kid you not brought tears to my fathers eyes...no i'm not exaderating we're just such geeks"

http://www.apple.com/trailers/wb/supermanreturns/trailer2/large.html

*edited again to say my friend amy had her face stepped on by a horse. Let that show you how borning battle creek is...people still own/ride horses"

FUCK! So i migth be going back to jail for 9months. And not for anything worth while. Let's...
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All I want more than anything in this world is for her to be happy. I can't make the latic acid eat away at mucles long enough, i can go without oxygen and run my heels bloody pushing that extra mile thinking about what I did to you. I can power lift and exert myself to the limits of human endurance and say to myself...
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Roll a d100
to see if theres a small chance I survive?
NO....to see how many pieces your blown into
oh

Ok fuck you johnny law I want a straight answer! So today i got a completly different answer about the no contact order. According to my P.O. here its only for a duration as a long my probation...he said if it was for life it would be a restraining order. This doesn't help me as much as I thought ti would. Because theres still the...
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Pontificating pronouns and predicates
from all my deeds and regreats
Reflected in lunar incantations
and phooney lamentations
The night is purple with life support
the switch is flashing abort abort
Will i tie the rope?
slide the tube out of her throat?

Women are not deceptive
only when men play dective
and cohorts with the snake
for autums sake i'll never look for you
only...
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http://www.thetoyroom-redux.com/video/X-Men3Spoiler.mov

ANY X-MEN FAN OUT THERE CLICK ABOVE TO SEE HUGH JACKMAN ON LENO...WARNING THE CLIP CONTAINS HOW THE FRENCH SAY "A FAST BALL SPECIAL... TORSIVITCH?"

...And yes, i read a lot of this journal that belongs to this girl I know . I think it makes me sick that I go outta my to fish for more hints about what shes thinking... Its confusing...
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So upon re-reading my sentancing i had it clairified that the no contact order is for life... much like my carear as a gangsta. However there was nothing in it about building a robot "her." SO i shall begin construction on my own lil robot. IT shall be built out of the finest tools i have avaliable; lincoln logs, tinker toys, and legos, with spagetti...
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SO heres a brake down on the myriad of confusion that occupies the dormicile of skull. Everytime i think about what it is I did that put me in such dire straits I come to a lot of issues dealing with father son relationships. Than I transend that boundry and say to myself "ok the sins of the father are one thing...but you had a...
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And maybe the morphine drip will carry me to sleep
on sterile hospital sheets
In a room with out hope or windows i'll draw stars on the walls
And i can make you into a constalation
So i can pretend your watching over me

Cause thats how I always saw you
A perfect concentration of stars perfectly aligned with my sun and moons
And just...
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John lennon got it totally wrong...woman is NOT the niggar of the world, its me. SO if anyone wants me to work in there cotten fields or do there bidding i might have an opening but you have to consalt salvation army first. Nothing is more degrading than having homeless people boss you around, and than bitch about the job you do... except maybe the...
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I think i've done more growing up in these past 2 weeks than i've done in three years. I'm even growing hair in funny places!!! I dunno what to say really. I still got a place in my heart for one certain girl, and by place i mean scar. I dunno my brusies on my ribs from my brief stay in jail are healing rather...
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