The Story Of Prudence, and the Real Reason She Wanted To Leave The Site, But Decided Not To...
it all goes back to the fact that i've always been hopelessly insecure, with a painfully poor body image, which has gotten much, much worse recently. i've always thought i was ugly and gross, no matter what my body actually looked like. after i had a baby,...
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it all goes back to the fact that i've always been hopelessly insecure, with a painfully poor body image, which has gotten much, much worse recently. i've always thought i was ugly and gross, no matter what my body actually looked like. after i had a baby,...
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joscelyne:
i have a heartache, but i wanna play
rawr_ima_monster:
me = sorry for sounding like a poop face. you had a rough day, I didn't mean to strwss you out further.
-sorry again, I'll try not to do thigns that get me called names again
Dave
-sorry again, I'll try not to do thigns that get me called names again
Dave
i really feel like crying today. i feel sick to my stomach. i hate argueing with anyone, and i hate watching other people argue. i hate seeing perfectly good people turn ugly against each other, especially if one of those people are me. i hate making other people feel bad, whether it's directly or indirectly.
i feel like everything is my fault. i hate myself....
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i feel like everything is my fault. i hate myself....
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dia:
Stop trying to make it a war. You didn't link to page one, but page two? If you want it gone, walk away. If you want it really gone, email those who can make it go away.
Seriously, Prudence, have some prudence. It's not support vs. non-support. That's called taking sides. Why would someone want that?
Seriously, Prudence, have some prudence. It's not support vs. non-support. That's called taking sides. Why would someone want that?
rawr_ima_monster:
(sigh)
I regeret posting to the boardi n the first place, for whatever help it had in bringing it to the top of the page. barf. I'm sorry you're upset. if ter'es anything I can do within reason, let me know.
-barf on all this poop.
Dave
I regeret posting to the boardi n the first place, for whatever help it had in bringing it to the top of the page. barf. I'm sorry you're upset. if ter'es anything I can do within reason, let me know.
-barf on all this poop.
Dave
so, anyway... i don't think i'm going to go. i'm really bummed about it, but i don't think i'd have fun, anyway, knowing that it bothered rick. it would be different if he was at least available that night, and i could at least ASK him if he wants to go with me. it's very likely that he'd say no, but at least i would've...
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joscelyne:
i need you there
i need you there 
ponyboy_curtis:
i guess i should say something along the lines of shoot, there's always next time.
but i'm not going to.
You should come.
oh well.
but i'm not going to.
You should come.
oh well.
my tummy hurts...
at work we received a case of maltballs, in which every tub of maltballs was broken. so, they were all left for us to enjoy. chocolate malt balls happen to be one of my all time favorite candies, and i just ate way too many of them. so, my tummy hurts.
i'm starting to worry that i won't be able to go...
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at work we received a case of maltballs, in which every tub of maltballs was broken. so, they were all left for us to enjoy. chocolate malt balls happen to be one of my all time favorite candies, and i just ate way too many of them. so, my tummy hurts.
i'm starting to worry that i won't be able to go...
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spankenstein:
Mmmm Malt Balls. Tasty
Hope your feeling better and take Rick .
Hope your feeling better and take Rick .
spankenstein:
If i posted a Cock shot all the girlies would be laughing there cute asses off.
my tummy hurts...
at work we received a case of maltballs, in which every tub of maltballs was broken. so, they were all left for us to enjoy. chocolate malt balls happen to be one of my all time favorite candies, and i just ate way too many of them. so, my tummy hurts.
i'm starting to worry that i won't be able to go...
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at work we received a case of maltballs, in which every tub of maltballs was broken. so, they were all left for us to enjoy. chocolate malt balls happen to be one of my all time favorite candies, and i just ate way too many of them. so, my tummy hurts.
i'm starting to worry that i won't be able to go...
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well, i took that long-ass purity test last night. that test is soooo high school, but at least this time i got instant results! i'm not as tainted at i thought i would be. i got a measly 50%...i really thought it would be lower. i'd always considered myself to be pretty sexually adventurous- at least all the guys i've fucked thought so... i need...
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morgan:
BIGGEST HUG EVER:
(((((((you))))))))
(((((((you))))))))
joscelyne:
vendredi!vendredi!vendredi!
just a reminder...if i was yours before, and you want me back, you'll have to add me again to your friends list.
so...i'm gonna re-post friday night's playlist, in my journal update, like i had wanted to originally. this time, i'm gonna add the stuff rick played, too. we were very much in a punkrockity mood that night (although, rick really is more the punk...
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so...i'm gonna re-post friday night's playlist, in my journal update, like i had wanted to originally. this time, i'm gonna add the stuff rick played, too. we were very much in a punkrockity mood that night (although, rick really is more the punk...
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spankenstein:
You can always wear a wig 
rawr_ima_monster:
well, the monkey loves YOU.
-ook ook,
Dave
-ook ook,
Dave
oh, frabjous day! calloo, callay! or some bullshit like that...
i'm back! and i'm me again!! yippee!! you'll all have to re-add me to your friends list, though, unless you were secretly happy to see me off of it!
i'm back! and i'm me again!! yippee!! you'll all have to re-add me to your friends list, though, unless you were secretly happy to see me off of it!
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solisis:
who the what? did i miss something?
oh well, i was probably just in another one of my compulsive masturbatory endeavors...... which, i must return to now, so toodaloo
oh well, i was probably just in another one of my compulsive masturbatory endeavors...... which, i must return to now, so toodaloo
tic_tac_toe:
Hey which Stereolab song did you play for me? I didn't have a chance to listen. Your mysterious dissapearance from my friends list was shocking but I have resolved it now. Glad you are back.
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oipthestampede:
are my cocksuckity lips jewcy?
spankenstein:
Are your SG problems fixed yet? You Vanished from my Friends list?
so, howza 'bout this? you got my ugly mug, AND the shower curtain effect!
i'm sick- bleah. how the hell did that happen? i'm supposed to be uber immune! i'm supposed to be ultra resistant to viruses! maybe this is a sign that my auto-immunity is about to shut itself off- that would be nice. i haven't been sick since charlotte was born, and i...
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i'm sick- bleah. how the hell did that happen? i'm supposed to be uber immune! i'm supposed to be ultra resistant to viruses! maybe this is a sign that my auto-immunity is about to shut itself off- that would be nice. i haven't been sick since charlotte was born, and i...
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sally_struthers:
When's yer next show? I missed last night!
Can you play "Kids in America"? I forgot by who, but it's from, like, 5th or 6th grade.
Can you play "Kids in America"? I forgot by who, but it's from, like, 5th or 6th grade.
joscelyne:
suckage. you better get this back. I'm going nuts without you.
what- nobody liked the shower curtain? i liked that one! well, okay- there's the one with the glasses. i think i look a little creepy there, but, whatever floats your boat! also, since i have contacts, i can see either way, but lately i've been wearing my glasses more often than not- mainly b/c i never go anywhere! glasses are just easier, not to mention...
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prudence:
and i didn't go into work! i called in sick! ha!
digdug:
I might go to the potluck. the only reason that I night not go is because I spent SOOOOOOO much money in PDX and I still have no job, so.......
I'd rather not reveal exactly what my boss said on a somewhat public website ya know. I'll just say that it is a preposterous statement to anyone who knows my character.
I'd rather not reveal exactly what my boss said on a somewhat public website ya know. I'll just say that it is a preposterous statement to anyone who knows my character.
Sorry we didn't get to meet. I just read that you went out Sat. night. I didn't read the boards while I was in SF. I doubt I would have been able to make it to Oakland anyway as I was with a bunch of tired people (including myself). Next time though.
I'm amazed by your openness in your journal and I'm glad that you feel comfortable enough to reveal this to us all. I can't really say anything that hasn't already been said by others, but I'm really glad you stayed too!!