haircut, catnip, feliaway, gym, rent deposit, pretty much everything i set out to do got done... what a rarity.
oh btw, i'm so over her ... it just occured to me... it's strange when it happens though.... just one day... walking away is just okay...
so eric told me this the other day and i laughed so hard....
you know guys dont have the range...
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oh btw, i'm so over her ... it just occured to me... it's strange when it happens though.... just one day... walking away is just okay...
so eric told me this the other day and i laughed so hard....
you know guys dont have the range...
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fuck yeah... i'm back...
i know i'll get over it...but why do i miss the misery and the fighting so much... how could i even want to look back... on saturday i was happy to leave...
today i remember that there was a time when things were good, once... gawd.. i gotta get through this.... she says i should come back... i can't...
help...
today i remember that there was a time when things were good, once... gawd.. i gotta get through this.... she says i should come back... i can't...
help...
projecta119:
suffering for art
i've got this twisted empty feeling on the inside... we talked... she said i should come home ... i looked in the mirror, i look like a little boy lost in the supermarket.... the little boy thinks he'll never see his home or family again...
my brother is great he's doin' everything he can to help me out... except talking to me about my choice......
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ugh... why am i homesick???
arrived early afternoon... i think i still love her... but now she's 900miles away...
okay.... the crew and i set sail sometime after 12pm e.s.t.
vessel... U.S.S. Indomitable... a.k.a. Chevy ventrue (rented from avis)
captain... Leonard D. Cicchitto
firstmate ... kaballah kizmet Cicchitto
crew 5 kittens.. yes five... one more was added... a little black cat named Poe.... he was sitting in the road last week and wouldn't move... (honestly he was trying to kill himself... he was covered...
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vessel... U.S.S. Indomitable... a.k.a. Chevy ventrue (rented from avis)
captain... Leonard D. Cicchitto
firstmate ... kaballah kizmet Cicchitto
crew 5 kittens.. yes five... one more was added... a little black cat named Poe.... he was sitting in the road last week and wouldn't move... (honestly he was trying to kill himself... he was covered...
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I'm packing up and leaving... Poe, Kizmet, Capicunicus, nikidimus, and the rest of the little ones are rollin' out with me.. in the chevy venture... next stop D.C.
things keep getting better.... the prof in thermodynamics said get the hell outta my class... he's got a policy of letting people out of their finals if they have meaningful employment in the field... we're going to stick with my midterm for my grade! thermo rocks...
projecta119:
Samiam's Mudhill is playing in my head....
I knew it... so i'm telling a certain person that i'm leaving and she's like... oh i'm so sorry we never got together... and i'm nodding... (hmmm) ... she says she'll be in philly next weekend to visit her brother.... 
we'll see... i always wondered what would happen between monica and i...
we'll see... i always wondered what would happen between monica and i...okay... this is something....
Excerpted from "Beautiful Women and Other Terrible Things"
by Tommy Dougherty III:
I Loved a Bitch
She was a bitch.
I knew it.
Everybody knew this.
Knew it
and
warned me.
I hated her.
Until the day I
loved her
Until the day I
hated her
and left.
Left,
thinking,
why?
How could I?
How could I
have loved such a...
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Excerpted from "Beautiful Women and Other Terrible Things"
by Tommy Dougherty III:
I Loved a Bitch
She was a bitch.
I knew it.
Everybody knew this.
Knew it
and
warned me.
I hated her.
Until the day I
loved her
Until the day I
hated her
and left.
Left,
thinking,
why?
How could I?
How could I
have loved such a...
Read More
projecta119:
mmmm poetry...!
so i'm doing research on a proposal that will help get money in the form of a grant for minority kids interested in careers in engineering... and funnything i end up at a Nazi website... (at this point there's no logos or white power crap...) and im reading it.. and thinking... this isn't what i'm looking for.... damn nazis
oh.. btw.. i think i got a hang of this journal thing.. instead of making comments about previous journal entries... gawd i'm a dooofuas (i dont even know how to spell it)
[Edited on Jul 05, 2004 12:35PM]
so i'm doing research on a proposal that will help get money in the form of a grant for minority kids interested in careers in engineering... and funnything i end up at a Nazi website... (at this point there's no logos or white power crap...) and im reading it.. and thinking... this isn't what i'm looking for.... damn nazis
oh.. btw.. i think i got a hang of this journal thing.. instead of making comments about previous journal entries... gawd i'm a dooofuas (i dont even know how to spell it)
[Edited on Jul 05, 2004 12:35PM]