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"... I'm the dirty dozen for the price of one! Get it while it's hot...."

If you were to peek inside...
this is what is playing in my head right now!

Everyone else has had more sex than me.... TISM

Everyone else has had more sex than me
Does anyone else get that feeling?
Teenagers, naked, couple in threes;
Grandparents swing from the ceiling;
Corporate...
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abyssia:
dammit man, that made me cry. it wasn't good to hear it. or see it. it was painful. why? it's true. why does the truth so often hurt?

you're a leo-tard. you know, if you hadn't written about the "title wave" i'd be utterly lost in a fit of post-blacksheep depression.
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"My only weakness is a list of crimes... my only weakness is.... well nevermind, nevermind"
gawddammit the Smiths are awesome....

My fingertips hurt today.... i dont know what i'd do if i didn't have a vacuum.... I hate carpet, it is so fucking disgusting.

(Ive got to get maggie to the vet, she's got a little tumor at one of her nips, it's common enough...
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catherinewheel69:
You are right the Smiths fucking rule. I hope your cat is ok. Wish you were closer or I would tell you to come see me. biggrin SO tell me what the story behind Tiamat is?
abyssia:
(smile) it will be nice to hear another story of Tiamat from someone else this time....

i would really like to make it so you never ever feel abandoned again. that would be a pretty special power if i could harness it.

i check my mailbox each day.
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why the hell is everything closed before I wake up except for wal-mart????

but, I did get strings, tuner, electrical tape, some picks, um... something for the TV (so if I want to turn it on and actually watch something I can...)

so the guitar is re-strung... and i cant find anything to cut off the excess... the cats say that I dont need to...
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projecta119:
I cannot believe there's no comment here.
abyssia:
i too am shocked.
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Ready, Set, ... Weekend!

I've got no leads on the 'Case of the Missing Trash Cans' ....

" How long will the wicked, O LORD ,
how long will the wicked be jubilant?"

everseen ransom? "Gimme back my trash can (son)!"

Test went well... I'm happy... plus i got some rest too... I've been talkin alot on da telephone smile as of late...

I'm trying to...
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abyssia:
i hope you are sleeping deep and dreaming sweet. have you decided what you'll do this weekend?

i really want to know what Bigfoot and Chewbacca would do.... dance? sing? and if they were to fight, who would win? Chewie... he had guns. duh. ok, i thought through that one on my own.

she still burns. sleep is not coming to me. i'll think about spending the night on a frozen tundra inside the dead Tonton i opened to keep warm. that should do it, shouldn't it? but what if i think of Princess Lea??? royally screwed. ugh. help! i can't turn my head off. it's like the uber spyware i seem to have contracted. intractable. "you leave me here burning in this desert without you" gotta love Sarah. yup, i'm just babbling and not even the contents of my soul are involved. just random thoughts and bits of song. like "your fingernails go dragging down the wall, be careful darling you might fall." do you like the Elvis Costello?
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ugh another thursday... i need to concentrate for there's yet another test on the horizon....
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catherinewheel69:
There you are! miao!!
abyssia:
i would tell you about the picture if i knew anything about it. i can't remember when i found it. i obviously saved it. i was looking through some images i've kept and that one seemed to express everything i could possibly attempt to put words to, and some things i simply cannot.

i don't like the way i feel right now.
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Someone stole my trash cans!!!! WTF!!! I'm mad.. i think... but i'm more bewildered....



I feel like I have to write something positive from out of my written journal... honestly there isn't much... and only a few where i'm not complaining about some tragedy.... and ofcourse there;s some weird foreshadowing...


This is from my handwritten journal 01/02/00
I'm reading kurt Vonnegut's 'Mother Night'

"A very...
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lecia:
trash cans? who the hell steals trash cans? confused
abyssia:
maybe the garbage men thought the cans were trash too? i taped a sign to an old one for them to take it too -- they didnt' though. i had to call and remind them. what sort of trash do you make? anything valuable? were they empty? full of kitty litter? nuclear waste? cuz i'd like some of that shit. hum. i think i'd stick with the bewilderment and skip the angry.
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I got the most amazing email today! miao!!




This is an excerpt from my written journal....the footnote is that I am exactlly where I need to be...(I was offered the same job a year later i took it this time... and the girl in the entry is finally just a friend)

05/09/03
I can't believe it, I turned down my dream job, so i can fight...
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lecia:
lol....i dunno
abyssia:
i'm so glad you liked it.

i've been grinning all day too.
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So I broke out the old journal, about 5 thanksgivings ago.... i was pretty miserable... because of a woman... anyhow here's something I wrote..(i'm thinking of transcribing my written journal to here for safe keeping) ... i don't think it means as much now.. at the time.. it was, oh sooo profound.

Observe her grace,
She looms like abstract art,
She'll crush my silouette with...
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abyssia:
how are you affected by misery?
abyssia:
when do you let go of your misery? is there any particular thing that tends to happen?

are you currently in a state of misery?

why do you hold onto it?
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I'm glad to be back home with 'the clan' (that's with a 'c' not a 'k'...). The parents and the yound'ens were fun... but i think 2 days is my limit... my brother has got them playing playstation games all the time... what the hell is that all about??

So the turkey is thawing for the kitties... we turkey day tomorrow!

I wish, I wish,...
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lunna:
Glad you're doing well sweetie. My roomates(boys) are always playing the playstation 2.

kiss
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could Clutch rock anyharder? I think not! Thanks Jean Paul....
lecia:
happy turkey day! smile
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all i can say is that i'm on vacation... and squeeze. wink ... and I need a parasol... anyone know where i can get one?
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abyssia:
The Millinery
www.ByMichelle.com

500 East Main Street, Lititz, Pennsylvania 17543
(717) 627-2404 (M-F 9 am til 6pm EST)



oh, I sent the directions via email. :o)

[Edited on Nov 22, 2004 11:52PM]
abyssia:
my god. i missed the "squeeze" command before. see what happens when you get parasols involved! (i'm sticking my tongue out at you)
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So i sat around all day trying to figure out what I should do... and dammit if i didn't forget to go but strings and a new tuner.... I can tell that I'm getting worse every day....I want to have something ready to go by the summer.... worse case just on lucian's 4track...

The Mutha called and asked if i had talked to Lucian.... so...
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