i'm beginning to think that the music i listen to is turning me into a big emo suckface. i want to slap myself. seriously. i just feel like i can't do anything right lately so i'm always whining about it rather than actually fixing it. i crave positive reinforcement for everything before i think it actually may be good. and if i don't get it,...
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pusssykat:
Your new set reminds me why you are no.1 on my favorite SG list. 
You look beautiful. And WHERE DID YOU GET THAT TANK?? Love it, love it, love it......and want one! 
You look beautiful. And WHERE DID YOU GET THAT TANK?? Love it, love it, love it......and want one!
pusssykat:
Also, seems as though D20 must be a very lucky boy 
my driver's license came in the mail today. well my learner's. at last. i finally have proper id so i won't get turned out at clubs, bars or when trying to buy alcohol anymore. so tonight i am going out for drinks. i think i will dress in especially young clothing and act immature, just so that i will get id'd. i will seriously cry...
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bee:
i love you.
-bEe
-bEe
pyrate:
You need to post the pic from the ID, show it off here 
i am sick. and my eyes hurt. i need new glasses asap. my poor retinas. and sinuses.
i need some veggie chicken soup. i think i tried an amy's one before. it was okay, but there were too many onions in it. so it was like onion salt soup rather than faux chicken.
i bought the sims 2 on wednesday. i really want to play...
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i need some veggie chicken soup. i think i tried an amy's one before. it was okay, but there were too many onions in it. so it was like onion salt soup rather than faux chicken.
i bought the sims 2 on wednesday. i really want to play...
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eli:
Did you get my tiny teeny letter in the mail?
kay:
Warm wishes for you to get well soon.
~cheers
~cheers
i miss my black hair. it's been a long time. d20 insists that the red looks better, so i am not rushing out to dye my already damaged strands of hair. i did cut my hair today. but it's ugly. so anyway. i wanted black hair today. i noticed, on the floor, a pile of furry scraps. no, not cats. so quickly, i managed to...
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eli:
youre too sexy for your own damn good! yeow! yikes..
dyme:
fuck girl thats smokin hot.
i love it.
sexy
[Edited on Sep 24, 2004 7:48PM]
i love it.
sexy
[Edited on Sep 24, 2004 7:48PM]
i hate cunts.
to the max.
ps. i'm still sad about that futurama puppy episode.
to the max.
ps. i'm still sad about that futurama puppy episode.
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dirtyground:
cunts. what are they good for?
psssh.
psssh.
deerailed:
You lack inference on your statement of your dislike of "cunts"... (does that make sense? I should just be a normal person and say, "Like the word? Or the type of person?")
Meh.
and...
Awww. That episode really touched you, didn't it?
[lack of proper smiley, so I'll mix and match]
Meh.
and...
Awww. That episode really touched you, didn't it?
[lack of proper smiley, so I'll mix and match]
#1 makes me cry like a little baby.
so sad. i'm such a sap sometimes. crying over cartoons.. really now.
so sad. i'm such a sap sometimes. crying over cartoons.. really now.
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malloreigh:
yes! for sure! i wasn't sure you'd want to go. 
i was meaning to ask, but i guess i was too busy wallowing in self-pity and ogling dyme.
also -- yeah, i guess i would be coming! i don't really see why not.. huh, i hadn't thought of it!
i was meaning to ask, but i guess i was too busy wallowing in self-pity and ogling dyme.
also -- yeah, i guess i would be coming! i don't really see why not.. huh, i hadn't thought of it!
onlyoblivion:
We have names for anyone who actually watches that episode and doesn't at least tear up...
I'm more of sucker for the very last episode of the series, though; so much more complex, so much less soul-crushing.
I'm more of sucker for the very last episode of the series, though; so much more complex, so much less soul-crushing.
oh man. today has been quite a day so far. last night i could not fall asleep. my mind was completely busy with thoughts of possible shots for this weekend's upcoming photoshoots. then at 5:00am, the sprinklers/water cannons for the outside bushes went off, loudly, their hisses waking me out.
next, wake up and shower, get all pretty because i'm getting my photo taken. today...
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next, wake up and shower, get all pretty because i'm getting my photo taken. today...
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thebacchanalian:
borduas is the guy. his bottled bird series kicks me around the room.
lemonkid:
Slight stalking is adorable.
my kitten is sick. he's sad. he doesn't want to be touched at all. his neck is swollen on the right side. there is a huge bump. his eyes are all squinty. he just looks very uncomfortable. i'm sad and worried about him. vet tomorrow.
i bought new lights. they only cost 160. a worthy investment i say. i played around with them tonight. if...
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hethral:
Hope everything goes well with the kitten, it's far too cute to be sick.
Did some asking around with friends, but noone I know's hiring web programmers right now. A friend's going to be starting up a new web company, but he's got someone already and not going to be in a position to hire for a while yet if things go well. Guess it's the classified section for you, or d20 I'm guessing.
Did some asking around with friends, but noone I know's hiring web programmers right now. A friend's going to be starting up a new web company, but he's got someone already and not going to be in a position to hire for a while yet if things go well. Guess it's the classified section for you, or d20 I'm guessing.
philz:
hope kitty gets better soon!
sometimes i wish i could just escape my mind. it's driving me insane today. i am going through some sort of paranoid stage. i have a terrible view of myself which i think everyone else shares about me. i'm afraid people don't reply to my emails or messages because they are angry with me. it sucks. everything i am thinking is just intensely negative. i...
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_seven_:
shit.. i'm about 2 seconds away from making it a desktop. haha.
yellowtelephone:
sometimes its hard to get caught in your thoughts....its one of the scariest places to be if they are that negative....but often something will happen and you realize it is just your imagination taking a sprint.....haha. Well the picture of you and your cat is beautiful and tender...and I am glad to hear you have your sex drive back...much love for ya
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suffocating_lux:
love the big eye thing. very kitch.
Thanks for saying u liked my photo...my makeup was done my none other than MAC..pity u couldnt do it!
Thanks for saying u liked my photo...my makeup was done my none other than MAC..pity u couldnt do it!
max16characters:
Whoa...she kinda looks like Jack-O in that photoshopped pic-o.
OMG.
make it stop!!!
*explodes*
make it stop!!!
*explodes*
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apnea:
don't explode!!
crispy:
I didn't do it!!
*backs away slowly*
*backs away slowly*
i hate everyone.
grrrr.
especially self righteous people trying to tell me what i am. fuck you.
grrrr.
especially self righteous people trying to tell me what i am. fuck you.
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scotty_bane:
i second that.
af71321:
its amazing how employers will throw that one final slap in the face, as though that validates how shitty they treat their employees. falsifying lunch breaks to deduct from your pay? thats fucking childish. glad its over for you.