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Cheri

My heart is torn . One for a man that says we will work on our relationship and one part for a man that has promised me the world. I smile when I think about the later , for he listens to me . He wants me to be happy and shows me such affection that I about to burst at the seems with glee....
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Made some progress today. Cleaned the entire room including closet. Made me feel a bit better to get rid of all the chaos. Made plans for New Years yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I have pretty much made up my mind at this point to make my own life. I will get up each morning and do my yoga as I did before. Continue the belly dancing and make...
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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh Merry Xmas
Tis the Season .


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I know you dont care and I really dont mind . Thats what I tell myself to fell better. Im tired and if you cant see that your an ass. Fuck you for not caring fuck you for not opening yourself up to me and being a coward. You have a choice love me or leave me what will you choose.
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I miss him . I know it sounds silly. He is in NM this week visiting family and it is frustrating that I cant talk to him . I think about him every day its almost obsessive and I feel like a pyscho. I know he will be back soon. One more week keep telling myself that. Use this time to focus on your school...
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Ughhh I hate being sick . Starting getting sick last week so I went to the doctors. They gave me meds this in turn not only caused me the worse cramps ever but a uti on top of it. So I went back they gave me more meds to clear this up . This in turn caused me to swell up like a ballon and...
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He kissed me he actually kissed me . And Im not talking one of those peck kisses a full on kiss. This made me feel better . It has been almost three weeks since I had one from him and it gave me hope. Baby steps I tell myself.
Today we held each other for a while, made breakfast together and went to the gun...
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We spoke. Yeah I didnt cry. I guess what I am trying to say is if he is willing to work on things why am I pushing for things to be the same.We need to start new and I will just have to deal with the changes until we get closer. Time will heal us I know that now. Must stop talking to the ex...
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So I called him last night/text and told him how I feel. I am hoping we can talk some more today. I guess I am just tired of being on this emotional roller coaster of not knowing if he really wants to be with me or is just being a dick. I explained to him that if things were getting as bad as he said...
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Epic fail I text 4 times today. Better than my 20 to 30 but I still did it. Every day is better. I dont cry as much and I find myself not wanting to constently look at the phone. Now if I can just beat the hubby at Mortal Combat the world will be a much better place.
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Cheri