pokes

I'm about to go boarding for the first time in forever and a day. I'm terribly excited, what more can I say?

So sober, so intimidated by all I've got to do now that I am. I feel as though I've had my head in the sand for a long time. Dreams, ambition, creativity, curiosity and initiative are my newfound rewards. I suppose it's only fair I now do something to both earn and sustain them.

Coming up on two weeks without smoking any pot. Think I'll abstain indefinitely or at least until I have good cause to celebrate. Other than that....school is going ok and I like my classes as well as my schedule. Was t-boned on the road the other day and have been suffering a little neck pain as a result. With a little luck I might get...
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Class begins tomorrow and I can't say I'm not a little excited. Curious to know how much of an effect sobriety is going to have on my studies. Hoping to find a job that accommodates my schedule and put back on some of the weight I lost over the holidays. I'm finally at the point where I couldn't really care less about my social life....
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Sometimes I needn't a reason to feel like crap. At other times I feel worse having a reason yet not thinking it worthwhile. I miss the invincibility of my adolescence.

There is something about gambling I find altogether distasteful, which is odd, because I'm actually pretty decent at cards in general and particularly poker. If I didn't feel like such a degenerate doing so, I could probably make a modest living playing casino poker. However, put me in an online poker game and I'm rather mediocre. It has something to do with not being able...
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Insomnia is never more bothersome than when you truly need sleep!

I've never been in such high-spirits whilst this tired.

Is this what it's like to be smitten?