If horses were wishes, this begger would ride. I'm feeling really betrayed right now. Forced to re-evaluate a relationship. That might be an underexaggeretion but whatever, I won't use this space to gripe, well at least not too much. Delusion does breed discontent while work reinforces worth. Dwelling on despair undoubtedly determines one's defeat. Faith in oneself is all it takes for fullfilment to finally...
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siobhan:
you still want to come to the show
siobhan:
send me a message if you want to come I will be leaving my house at 10 ish to night.
I feel great in spite having urgent unfulfilled responsibilities. Today is just one of those days...nothing is going to weigh me down or ruin my mood. 
I arose this morn with the sun in my eyes and my cat on my chest. All in all, a pleasant awakening. Next, I discover that my bittorrent downloads from the previous eve are finished, leaving me with some...
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I arose this morn with the sun in my eyes and my cat on my chest. All in all, a pleasant awakening. Next, I discover that my bittorrent downloads from the previous eve are finished, leaving me with some... Read More
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cambria:
I certainly have. Im sure you can tell when you read my journal. Its nice and sunny out--it isnt too cold today. it snowed a bit yesterday. and now it feels like it never did! 
barcosbarcos:
looka me! it's really me know! not a bunch of m&ms blazin some trees!
So I just rolled a joint. I'd like for it to be the last joint I ever smoke but somehow i sense that that's an unrealistic hope. At the same time I realise that I will have no success if I don't totally abstain, at least indefinitely. It's pretty funny considering I'm not even able to enjoy myself stoned anymore, I instead feel guilty and...
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pokes:
I can never get these to work. 
Sorry busy and don't have much to say other then yikes!
Stay cool kiddos.
[Edited on Mar 02, 2004 12:49AM]
Sorry busy and don't have much to say other then yikes!
Stay cool kiddos.
[Edited on Mar 02, 2004 12:49AM]
isthatallthereis:
I AM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my cat is adorable, he monopolizes my time. Hectic life, write you all soon, I miss poshpunk.
Stay cool kiddos, sorry I've been busy.
Stay cool kiddos, sorry I've been busy.
obsidity:
hey look, you have too many friends for pictures now. awww.
So, I adopted a cat from the SPCA today. His name is Edgar. He's so funny, right now he's discovering typing. He's a big baby though, needs to be around someone and he's adopted me as his mama. I have to say that it's been too long and that I'm glad my cat is so big. He's only 2, which I'm sure is full grown...
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barcosbarcos:
look forward to meetin' this kitty, sounds like a lil' hellraiser
isthatallthereis:
oh i love cats....yay for you!!!!!!!!!
What's the new source of my devastation? Resisting such restlessness rather succumbing to temptation and seeing my friends hurt each other without the slightest hesitation.
Casinos are worse then crackdealers.
Casinos are worse then crackdealers.
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isthatallthereis:
again I send you kisses
cambria:
of course ill write to you when i get the time. im about to watch a movie, so i'll write later. ^_^
I read every single entry I've thus far placed in my journal this afternoon. Dec 4th and 8th, maybe the one after 8th, are the only ones that really stick out. Maybe Jan 16th too. Noticed that some of my entries were undoubtedly written for the sake of others. Not sure what to make of that. 
My plague is slowly dying down. I no longer...
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I have the plague.
The only food I can so much as barely stomach is matza.
I'm perpetually on the verge of dehydration not to mention the shivers.
If I ever make it through this I will make an effort to aquire a taste for cauliflower and brussel sprouts, my two most loathed vegetables.
Do you suppose it's possible that I can gripe about my...
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The only food I can so much as barely stomach is matza.
I'm perpetually on the verge of dehydration not to mention the shivers.
If I ever make it through this I will make an effort to aquire a taste for cauliflower and brussel sprouts, my two most loathed vegetables.
Do you suppose it's possible that I can gripe about my...
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barcosbarcos:
g-war if i were in vc i'd give you the end all of all masssages... do some stretches and find some fine ladies. 
Hi, everybody! *Hi Dr. Nick!*
So I'm feeling like poop. Don't think I should have exercised today, probably shouldn't have smoked a joint either. Starting to get behind aswell, won't bore you with the details but am feeling rather unmotivated and generally unwilling. I need a job and a change of scene. This is a horrible time for me to negelct my studies. It's inexcusable....
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So I'm feeling like poop. Don't think I should have exercised today, probably shouldn't have smoked a joint either. Starting to get behind aswell, won't bore you with the details but am feeling rather unmotivated and generally unwilling. I need a job and a change of scene. This is a horrible time for me to negelct my studies. It's inexcusable....
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sacred:
i'm really going to miss connor....and just as i read what darling my cat was he decided to bite me...aaaawwww!
fucker!
Luv Sinn
fucker!
Luv Sinn
alepheuo:
"...smoked a joint..."
"... Starting to get behind aswell..."
"...feeling rather unmotivated and generally unwilling..."
No way pot doesnt do that does it...
"... Starting to get behind aswell..."
"...feeling rather unmotivated and generally unwilling..."
No way pot doesnt do that does it...
A lovely lazy saturday afternoon to relax in my room. i have a whole bunch of stuff on my mind and I'm finding it hard to write anything but maybe this will help me straighten things out.
So, firstly I have a just a tonne of friggin things to accomplish over the next 3 days. I have already planned to take the first two days...
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So, firstly I have a just a tonne of friggin things to accomplish over the next 3 days. I have already planned to take the first two days...
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pokes:
Yay, long overdue haircut today.
Thx Sinn.
Thx Sinn.
naiad_:
I wrote you a testimonial!!
Well it's official...I ran out of friends I can delete. Now I don't get to see your beautiful mugs everytime I log in.
Wrote a midterm today, did pretty well. When looking over the exam I noticed that I knew, or at least I thought I did, 2/3 of the exam quite well(it only had 3 parts/?'s). So, naturally I start answering the question I...
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Wrote a midterm today, did pretty well. When looking over the exam I noticed that I knew, or at least I thought I did, 2/3 of the exam quite well(it only had 3 parts/?'s). So, naturally I start answering the question I...
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naiad_:
You know about Richie Hawtin???? OMG!! No one in Cali even knows what the fuck techno is. It's lame. It's all of this crappy inspirational housey CRAP!!
I'm going to the Winter Music Conferace next month and i was planning to go to the minus party sunday night. But as it turns out, Jeff Mills is throwing a party the same night!!!! Holy crap!! Maybe I can party bounce between the two if they are near each other!!
I'm going to the Winter Music Conferace next month and i was planning to go to the minus party sunday night. But as it turns out, Jeff Mills is throwing a party the same night!!!! Holy crap!! Maybe I can party bounce between the two if they are near each other!!
naiad_:
You are my new hero!!! 
Do you ever find yourself giving someone advise, only to realise, midway through, that it is, in fact, yourself you are giving the advise to? I'm not sure if that's a common phenomenon but I was just lecturing my mother when it dawned on me that not only was I really advising myself, but I might not have even been advising her at all. Though...
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shananigan:
Hey, I am wrighting in yout journal like you wanted me to, heheh.
OK I am going to say, your cute, and in one of yout pics that "joint" looks like a tampon! lol
OK I am going to say, your cute, and in one of yout pics that "joint" looks like a tampon! lol
shananigan:
Hey, I am wrighting in yout journal like you wanted me to, heheh.
OK I am going to say, your cute, and in one of yout pics that "joint" looks like a tampon! lol
OK I am going to say, your cute, and in one of yout pics that "joint" looks like a tampon! lol