pokes

I wish I had it in me to retell this story. Played poker, friend's gf antagonized me all night to the pt where it became abusive and beyond offensive. I told her off, my "friend" comes to his gf's rescue, which is funny bc i said one thing in retaliation whereas she had been abusing me for about 20 minutes and yet somehow I was...
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Cupid's Chokehold by Gym Class Heroes is my new favorite song.

I miss imagination and curiosity. Also my dreams. See you again soon.

betrayed by one of my oldest friends. I tire of everything.

Sometimes i worry that I'm becoming too neurotic.

I played poker in a casino until 6 am last night. I made back all the money i was down and left up as much as i initially sat down with. I think i'm going back today to see if i can't turn my 2 hundred into 4 and so on. I also dreamt poker. God it woul be nice to discover my knack for...
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Today is not my day.

Need me a muse.

Magic Johnson has had AIDS for 14 yrs! What is the fuckin deal with that? I just saw him on the tonight show looking as alive and well as ever despite having spent basically a decade and a half "dying" of this terminal affliction. Now I'm not saying this gives credence to any AIDS-deniers or anything but, if nothing else, it proves how messed up...
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Bruised egos heal. Burning bridges, however, do not extinguish themselves. To thine own self be true.

Have you ever seen someone tie their dog to a pole to go into a boutique or restaurant? You probably have, not exactly uncommon. Have you ever seen that dog catch site of it's own tail and chase it, running cirles around the poll, slowly winding up all the slack in the leash until suddenly it gets yanked back, choked so to speak by his...
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