I am Hopeless.

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Stick a fork in me, I'm done. For the last couple weeks i've been at a loss. Just can't see to get anything right. I've been on a Star Trek kick, watching TNG from scratch. I have noticed subtle nuances in the show that i've never noticed when i was younger. A new appreciation for older things. But in other...
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opheliacreep:

:( That makes me sad! I hope your doing ok? Sending my love to you and your family. I hope that your Father's health pulls through <3

plasticsavior:

Thank You for you kind words, Hes a tough ol'fart. I have no doubt he'll pull through he comes from a strong generation of people. Unlike most of us from the Late 70's early 80's there be problems with us :3

Creativity, I has it!

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So recently, I discovered a new distraction in my life. No she doesn't have a name sadly ( :( ) But there is a name. Maya2014, it is a 3d Modeling and Animation studio program. A good friend of mine found me a cheap copy and a corresponding Tutorial program. 41 hrs of fun and excitement. I've learned a lot only after the first 3 lessons...
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You Had One Job...

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So as I mentioned in my last blog I managed to FUBAR my meeting on the 24th of Jan. Only to book another meeting and royally screw that one up too. I am loosing sleep and find myself swamped back into games which i find myself not playing for enjoyment rather it feels simply as a waste of time. This was one of the concerns...
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2 steps forward, 1 giant bitch slap back down the stairs.

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So today it would seem that my brain thought it would be great and throw me a curve ball during dinner out with my parents by having me break out into tears at a family restaurant. There are more details about what caused it but I'll spare you for now, suffice to say it had to do with my bout with PTSD and the...
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Higher Learning

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So i started my application for the Community college here in my town, sadly the end date for the Spring Semester is the 24th, and I do not have the 75$ application fee. So although i have applied, whether or not I am excepted remains to be seen I will have to wait for the following Semester to register for classes. I've been thinking...
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My father

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So my father had an exploratory procedure today. He has been having issues with his heart, loss of energy and such. It's had me strung out for a while. The Doctor who did the op, says that visually he is fine, and that he expects no further complications, but this is my father here.. Something will come up, the man is a stubborn bastard...
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Frustration ( warning nerdy Hobby content )

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So the electronic parts arrived last week, And to my dismay I find that this whole project must be placed on an extended hold. It is far more involved than i originally thought. My motors do not have brass bullet connectors, which prevents me from connecting them to the ESC(electronic speed controller). Furthermore the ESC's have no way of getting power, with 4...
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Here we go again...

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Happy New Year. That is right folks, we've been blessed by the divine powers that be a reprieve from utter destruction to live for yet another year. For this go around will we finally get things right? Or will we just fall victim of our old habits and continue on as we were. I for one can't, i must do things differently, sadly...
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Here we go again...

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Happy New Year. That is right folks, we've been blessed by the divine powers that be a reprieve from utter destruction to live for yet another year. For this go around will we finally get things right? Or will we just fall victim of our old habits and continue on as we were. I for one can't, i must doing things differently, sadly...
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Patience..

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Not one of my better qualities. Especially when I'm waiting on something to arrive in the post. 2 weeks ago i ordered parts to build my Quad-copter, so i could film the area that I live in. We have this Glacier no more than 45min(off-road) from my house, and I'm itching to film it. But alas the parts have no shown up...
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Holiday Movies

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There many classics such as Rudolph The Red Nose Reindeer, or Frostie the Snowman, both the old Stop Motion animated films. But this year I watch Terminator 2:Judgment Day with the parents, a bit odd ye? I don't think so. :3 Spiral Cut Honey glazed Ham, Mashed Potatoes, Peas,Corn, and Dutch Apple Pie for dinner, and Movies. Was a good evening.

SwEet Sanity Has REturned to ME!

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So, another Xmas has come to pass. Santa has made his rounds, blasting all the naughty boys and girls with various forms of artillery. Those of us who survived the late last minute shopping mobs, or the last ditch effort to get a dutch apple pie from the store before it closes at 6pm. Can take this time to sit and reflect with our loved...
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