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Been away. Lost in the everydays.

When Im on the last page of a book I love, I want someone to watch my face as the last sentences leave my flow. I imagine they would be able to see my soul.

If Im listening to good music, on headphones or in concert, sometimes I get so moved, all the emotions in the world move through...
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missprint:
Welcome back. I knew you couldn't stay away.
missprint:
Awwww. So nice to hear the sound of your voicebiggrin

What you said about your process and how you see images when you listen to music reminds me of Norman McLaren. A pioneer in the field of animation and video interpretations of music. I feel like I must have mentioned him to you before. Are you familiar with him at all?

I used to hear music for the first time on the radio coming
from the radio stations of Europe. As I shut my eyes I saw the
play and dance of forms. Music can do a lot of things. It has
a tempo, which can be slow or fast. It can accelerate or
decelerate. I could visualize the equivalent of these things in
the picture area. Things could skip or leap about joyfully or
they could drag themselves tragically around."



Hope the weather is as beautiful there as it is here!
xoxoko

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Some things you dont know you miss until, out of nowhere, you have them back, or have them back but back all wrongThe way, after a dream, where youve kissed someone who, in real life, youll never kiss again, maybe youve never kissed at all, you wake up and realize, in the throbbing pit of your stomach, how impossible it is to live without kissing...
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liv:
maaan those dreams are always like a punch in the stomach and ones always wonder what hell is my mind trying to tell meeeee
missprint:
frown Well, I hope you had some rad debauched plans to ring in the new year and get your mind off things.

Cheers
xoxoko
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Moving house is hell. I want some interior stylist with patience and money to jsut pick what it is I want, because me, I dont want to think about it. Plus I have a cold. Pretty much monday, then. But its spring!! Sun, dry roads, almost warm!

And easter is coming up, and I can go to the mountains, just go there and be in...
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einglaswein:
i don't usually talk on google, that's strange...

yay for spring
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The days just kind of slowly go. Like nothing has happened. Because it couldnt hvae, could it..? It cant be possible. I dont think the reality of this will hit me for a long time.

Im scared to go back to my normal life, Im scared that thats when it will kick me in the nuts for real, for real.

Im scared it will...
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liv:
kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss
severus:
Hi. I got the picture, I'll see what I can do, it's not an easy one but we'll see. Thank you. And... I think right now, don't ... get stuck in thinking too much, which I KNOW is really hard but, do things and get lost in them for a bit, the hard shit comes and goes but... I don't know. I wish I knew how to get back to "normal" whatever that is. I just want to get away from here for a while but then I'm too worried to go anywhere because I feel not too stable sometimes, just afraid. But what makes me fuck up is probably being stuck anyway.

Hmmm.

I watched I heart huckabees today, the first time I watched it I didn't get it, this time though after having a liiittle crisis myself, it was MUCH better.
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My mother is in the hospital, after a total collapse due to the intensive cancer treatment shes been going through. Shes asleep most of the time, but now and then seems to surface to squeeze a hand, when we squeeze hers.
Noone knows if shell ever come back.

So Im gonna be on and off for a while. Leave me a note if you wish,...
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severus:
Hey, I guess you're not around here this weekend but hi anyway. It's freezing here. I should do some work... I'm trying to learn new Photoshop stuff every day.. it goes OK. I just need to focus and not be so easily distracted.. hmmmf. Puss.
oxalis:
Hey dear. I am so sorry to hear that your mom has progessed so quickly.
Much love to you and your family.

xo.
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Finally home from Berlin. So good to see green trees, fresh grass, high mountains, to breathe clean air, swim in fresh, salty waves, smell the fucking forest. Im all nature these days.

Going to a festival later tonight, gonna see

Totalt Jvla Mrker
Dropkick Murphys
Turboneger
Enslaved

And drink Richard Pastis and hang with friends and favourite girls.

Gotta go home see my mum. For...
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severus:
Ha ha, jag tror vi fr fixa en sdan festival sjlva om det ska bli ngot! Fjordfestivalen. Fan vad bra. Lter som du har en hel del att gra, skriva blir det fr lite av fr mig med. Det brukade ju vara vad jag gjorde, sen blev det mest bilder istllet. Hmmm. Jag ska ta en dusch nu och gra mig i ordning, ven om det r sknt att sitta i soffan och slappa nr det r s varmt ute, ha en bra helg, vi hrs, puss!
oxalis:
kiss
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two weeks without teh IntarWebs, how good to be online again... But Ive been on my new bike for these two weeks, and luckily it works great. Old iron, it is, but goes like a roaring bullet (try to imagine what thats like..)

Its hella-soon gonna be winter here, so I gotta catch the few rides that are left. I have hardly been naked this...
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clio:
Hey! t's good to hear someone appreciates my posts! All is well here, but I sure miss America. And Scandinavia, for that matter. I'm going back to Sweden for Christmas. In a couple of months I'm seeing Turbonegro again (I can't wait), and if all goes as planned my very own TJ jacket should be here soon. (I've been waiting since May!) I'll have to read Virgin Suicides, I like how you described it. Keep in touch. xoxo
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What a weird fuckin weekend. I worked security at this hippie/rock festival in the middle of the sticks. Trudging around a campsite full of drunken farmboys and rock chicks on GHB, from 6PM to 6AM two nights in a row.
Luckily I got to play the good cop (think of me as a steel fist with a velvet glove on:p ).
We had a couple...
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qob:
Can we see the photos from the festival?? confused smile which festival was it?

laceyglove:
I have some land in the country side right smack in the middle of nowhere! It is beautiful, but a bit lonely.

Glad you survived the hippie festival kiss
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oxalis:
Looks like your summer is in full swing, rockstar style.



I wuv espresso, too!!!!!!!!!!

smile
oxalis:
Thanks for the Birthday wishes!
kiss
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On some level, I truly love anyone who reads my journal on SG. Its so nice to read your comments kiss

On another note - heres a quote from some SPAM I got yesterday. Its like some haiku, only without the right structure, so I guess its NOT a haiku, but still wink

"The greatest gift is a portion of thyself.
A snake lurks in the grass."...
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sunna:
Luv is in the air....


AND YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON MOTORCYCLES!


am i desvariating.... 9 in the morning.... non-sleeping...too much coffee....luv is in the air.



hum
kiss for youcitus
oxalis:
That's quite a lovely bike, baby. Take me for a ride someday. It would be so nice. smile

Hope your days are blissfull. kiss
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oxalis:
denimdemon, hmm... I dig. It kinda says: Ladies, if you're wearing tight jeans, watchout!

As for my dental experience, my mouth is still sore, but tolerable, at least. blackeyed

Today is supposed to be in the upper 90's. I'm going to spend the day with thurmis at Chicago's Annual Fat Fest where for ten days millions of people squish together in high heat to consume gross amounts of over priced food items. good times.

Hope your day is equally exciting. smile

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clio:
Thanks!!!

Yeah, Denim Demon is much sexier. Speaking of denim, I have my first Turbojugend meeting soon! We're going Denim Bowling, it's gonna be sweet. (I hope my jacket will be here by the time.)

x