Wednesday May 27, 2009

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Im in a bad mood.

Im at work. Work is pretty much all I have had to think about these last 3 weeks. Things are so hectic now, it wouldnt normally get to me. But Im busy because of other people putting things off.

Knowing that I have to work till midnight on something that I should have had weeks to finsh, but for one...
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doxie:

If you are working a lot then that will mean that you will have a nice paycheck coming up soon, right?

Saturday May 09, 2009

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Hey hey kidsters

So yes its been a while. Its not that I've been busy, just too drained and numbed to write. Thats the trouble I find with my job, sometime it just stops my brain functioning. the boredom is incredible at the moment, mixed with the odd stress induced headache... blackeyed

Moving swiftly on, The house has been rewired, the landlord dropped some paint...
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doxie:

That's so irritating how depression can affect your appetite. Some people eat like crazy when depressed. Or not at all. I cry a lot when depressed... so I wouldn't eat even if I wanted to. However, as soon as I am done crying.... bring on the cookie dough - HAH! tongue

But, your picture is not bad so no need for " blackeyed "
tongue

sailorcandy:

how are you?
cute pic!x

Monday Mar 30, 2009

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Hey hey

How's it going???

Work has been really bad these last few weeks, normally its the managers who are the problem.... this time it goes right to the top. If I were to follow the professional code of conduct I would need to resign.... but I can't afford that. Its a very fine line and I'm only just the right side...
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fleur_fatale:

I also think it's 'convenient'...

sailorcandy:

thank you! smile hope your ok?x

Monday Sep 03, 2007

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I think I'm going to leave this place.

Ta-ra

waiting for the greyness

I shall return
killa_:

leave?! noooooo you can't!

Thursday Aug 16, 2007

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I find myself wondering if life is going to get any easier? Am i going to ever get what i want? I'm scared of a lot right now, mainly of girls. Of love, spiders too obviously.

The most powerful emotions can bring us all the happiness we could wish for, and more despair than our fragile minds can bare.

I blame jesus
killa_:

i screamed at a spider once, and stunned it. thast teh trick.. scream at things that scare you

Sunday Aug 05, 2007

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I tried clicking my heals together and saying "theres no place like home", but still this nightmare continues.
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doxie:

Totally makes sense.

killa_:

you need the red sequin shoes for it to really work... frown

Friday Aug 03, 2007

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I'm pretty fucking unhappy right now

frown whatever
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killa_:

just think of harry potter's penis and smile!

as i said, whenevere you need just text or give me a call? Okay? *hugs*

barny:

raaaaaaaaaaaa
TEA AND HUGS ATTACK

Tuesday Jul 31, 2007

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Hey hey kids...

I'm at home ill, I booked a few days off work to chill and relax, so its hardly surprising that for the last 4 days I've felt like crap. confused Kinda down about it, I had things planned... been the first chance i'd have had to do some of them for a while. frown

Its also been sunny for the first...
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killa_:

buy sweets!!! buy drumsticks and those candy necklaces! theya re fun and childlike!

*hugs*

Monday Jul 30, 2007

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I hate being confused.

I hate being alone.

I hate loving her.

Pretty much strongly dislike myself.
killa_:

You are never alone. You will always have people that care about you - and new people to make friends with. *hugs*

Tuesday Jul 10, 2007

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Hey hey children of infinite joy/gloom

Hmmm an update. I have an interview Thursday, I was supposed to get more information emailed to me but it hasn't come through. I hate chasing things up like this, the guys pretty cool/good and I really don't wanna soiund all "hey motherfucker, wheres my email?" whatever

In other news I haven't got out much...
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theknives:

It's ok, you get to stay! And yeah, taking a chance does sound more fun, but it could potentially ruin my life, break my heart and mess up my mental wellbeing beyond repair...so I have to be sure.

Hope the inteview went ok yesterday!

theknives:

Well, I wouldn't say well...but getting there, and I don't want to fuck that up!

Monday Jun 18, 2007

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BOOBIES!!! love

I apologise for my previous entry. I've decided to have no more than a social one or two, when I go out, for the next few months confused

I've bought a new bike, which is errrrm good. I really wanna get my fitness back, and it'll get me out and about with me camera a bit more I hope.... well thats the...
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gem:

congratulations to you too then! I love my niece so much it's crazy!

qwerty:

OO oo oo! What type of bike??