So I'm watching 'Sex in the Ancient World'. Its pretty crazy.
I'm kinda going crazy... I'm again horny and I don't know.. If I'm gonna survive this. Yes, its that epic.
Cupid! Stop touching me! I'm love sick for Josh. Though I literally want to jump on any guy(that fit my type) near me and have my way with them. Really I've just been increasing...
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I'm kinda going crazy... I'm again horny and I don't know.. If I'm gonna survive this. Yes, its that epic.
Cupid! Stop touching me! I'm love sick for Josh. Though I literally want to jump on any guy(that fit my type) near me and have my way with them. Really I've just been increasing...
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Hahaha! So last night. I totally had a moment of... sadness.
I was crying and I honestly don't know why or what started it. But I got in my house last night and when I went down stairs to put on a shirt... something I'd call pjs but because I sleep with just undies on... Yah. It happened. I just started crying.
I have my...
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I was crying and I honestly don't know why or what started it. But I got in my house last night and when I went down stairs to put on a shirt... something I'd call pjs but because I sleep with just undies on... Yah. It happened. I just started crying.
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shanedoe:
haha, that sounds very... rational? 
i can't plan or anything, i have my (way too high) set expactations and usually no one comes even close. but ah... whatever it's hard and exhausting to try to explain... ^^
there is nothing good about being single to me, so i'm not happy with how things are and thinking back on how my life used to be makes everything so much worse.
don't be down!! feel better soon!!!
it's not odd to cook for friends, it's really nice. it just reminds me how different everything is now. right now the only friend i have that cooks for/with me is my lovely ex and all the other people aren't as close to me.
besides the pain, i also worry about the whole getting a job thing with a neck tattoo...
i can't plan or anything, i have my (way too high) set expactations and usually no one comes even close. but ah... whatever it's hard and exhausting to try to explain... ^^
there is nothing good about being single to me, so i'm not happy with how things are and thinking back on how my life used to be makes everything so much worse.
don't be down!! feel better soon!!!
it's not odd to cook for friends, it's really nice. it just reminds me how different everything is now. right now the only friend i have that cooks for/with me is my lovely ex and all the other people aren't as close to me.
besides the pain, i also worry about the whole getting a job thing with a neck tattoo...
shanedoe:
thanks, it was good most of the time. i got annoyed after a few songs though. death metal is just too... well it's deathmetal... *yawn* ^^
yeah, i thought i had found a good one, but apparently she isn't and she's not intrested in me anyways, so i'll to wait again.
don't let it get to you though!
it changes for me, sometimes i get overwhelmed with needs, but if i'm lucky i just sort of get numb and forget that. makes it easier, but probably isn't too good either. i try not to think about what i'm missing or not getting.
i'd love to have a chest piece, but i'm sure i couldn't handle it. i've become so very pain sensitive, it's a joke really...
it's stupid that tattoos still aren't completely accepted, but i think that'll change in a few years. it's just ink, get over it people
yeah, i thought i had found a good one, but apparently she isn't and she's not intrested in me anyways, so i'll to wait again.
don't let it get to you though!
it changes for me, sometimes i get overwhelmed with needs, but if i'm lucky i just sort of get numb and forget that. makes it easier, but probably isn't too good either. i try not to think about what i'm missing or not getting.
i'd love to have a chest piece, but i'm sure i couldn't handle it. i've become so very pain sensitive, it's a joke really...
it's stupid that tattoos still aren't completely accepted, but i think that'll change in a few years. it's just ink, get over it people
So I wasn't going to post a blog today but...
Today's blog is brought yo you by.... : FAINTING (love you Niobs.)
So today basically was a bad day from the start. I woke up three hours later than I usually do. And guess what I feel. A wonderful cramping going on in my lower waist.... But it wasn't much.
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Today's blog is brought yo you by.... : FAINTING (love you Niobs.)
So today basically was a bad day from the start. I woke up three hours later than I usually do. And guess what I feel. A wonderful cramping going on in my lower waist.... But it wasn't much.
So I went to go...
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niobe:
And how did I completely miss this blog? Fuck, I am totally sucking! 
I'm sorry.
Are you okay?
I am sorry I missed this until now. Ugh. My feed from last weekend was all fucked up, no excuses, but I am so sorry for missing this blog. I really hope you are okay.
I'm sorry.
Are you okay?
I am sorry I missed this until now. Ugh. My feed from last weekend was all fucked up, no excuses, but I am so sorry for missing this blog. I really hope you are okay.
jimmythumbtack:
yeah, i just came back, im a little fucked up. 35 blood samples in a day. I look like an heroin junky.
But it's still 2100$ CAD in my pockets!
nothing beats Champagne with a smexy lady... but i think the smexy lady is going to be missing. shiet.
Something pervy eh?
But it's still 2100$ CAD in my pockets!
nothing beats Champagne with a smexy lady... but i think the smexy lady is going to be missing
. shiet.Something pervy eh?
Bleh, bleh, bleh.
I truly do hate love. Its so very irritating and a lonely road when its one-sided. What can you do when the guy you want, that should know I want him says.... "One is the loneliest number that you'll ever know..."
Maybe its not about what I think its about... but really....
I hate facebook sometimes. Anybody want to be friends. I've...
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niobe:
Ohhh...I did not know that. You learn something new everyday. 
shanedoe:
i'll send a pic tomorrow
still thinking about a name, need to find a good one
i've tried yoga last year, wasn't bad, but also didn't do too much for me.
very tempting to join just to show them i won't accept them
still thinking about a name, need to find a good one
i've tried yoga last year, wasn't bad, but also didn't do too much for me.
very tempting to join just to show them i won't accept them
So I finally decided to pull my head out of my ass and come back to life!
It seems like I've been dead for quiet a while. I've been with friends sometimes and other than that, I've been hiding in my house like a sort of hermit... Hermit...? I don't know if that really applies. Anywho, I'm better. I was borderline depressed and things just...
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It seems like I've been dead for quiet a while. I've been with friends sometimes and other than that, I've been hiding in my house like a sort of hermit... Hermit...? I don't know if that really applies. Anywho, I'm better. I was borderline depressed and things just...
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shanedoe:
hahaha, 'orgasm' face sounds good
i have to figure out exactly where i want to go first.
i have to figure out exactly where i want to go first.
sevenjays:
ya l little bruised up, right on my crack and left side of sacrum... i always fall there..its only as pretty as a bruised up butt crack can be ha ha lol ! 
October has already told me no...
Literally. I have been spending the past few days crying and such. Over what I really not say. It's the same old same old. I'm labeling myself 'undateable'. Cause its true or seems to be.
Yesterday though I had some friends come over and they just made is a lot better. We were supposed to hang out before but...
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Literally. I have been spending the past few days crying and such. Over what I really not say. It's the same old same old. I'm labeling myself 'undateable'. Cause its true or seems to be.
Yesterday though I had some friends come over and they just made is a lot better. We were supposed to hang out before but...
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kikibabe:
I just colored my hair and it was a much needed shot in the arm. I'm now a redhead and it suits me. Yeah, baby!!!
My parents don't like my tattoos, either. Oh well.
My parents don't like my tattoos, either. Oh well.
shanedoe:
hey tokidoki girl ^^
yeah, i think it's about time for a bass XD
but i need so much other crap like a couch--- lol
come on now, go ahead and start working on something!! i'll do too
yeah, i think it's about time for a bass XD
but i need so much other crap like a couch--- lol
come on now, go ahead and start working on something!! i'll do too
So, this month is coming to a close.
I lived, laughed, moaned and cried. What a combo, but above all I lived.
But this has been an interesting month. I love it. Refinding people and getting a chance to know them better then before. Making new friends... Feeling art come back into my life and just having a grand old time. I've made mistakes, but...
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I lived, laughed, moaned and cried. What a combo, but above all I lived.
But this has been an interesting month. I love it. Refinding people and getting a chance to know them better then before. Making new friends... Feeling art come back into my life and just having a grand old time. I've made mistakes, but...
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jimmythumbtack:
Trying to convince myself to clean my damn appartment, im so lazy it's not even funny
lumpsum2:
I like your new tattoo.. Still, I'm very excited about your chestpiece. Nice to see that your still here. I've been away for a while.. But now I'm back!
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shanedoe:
nice spot for a tattoo isn't it? ^^
looks pretty good so far
french, russian, swedish?? what do you need all those languages for?
not that i'm complaining, it's a nice change to find an american that's intrested in other languages
i don't feel like writing much lately, i wanted to wait until i have something positiv coming up. i don't think i'm doing too good, but i'm trying not to freak out or do anything stupid. can't play life's little drama games anymore.
anyway
looks pretty good so far
french, russian, swedish?? what do you need all those languages for?
not that i'm complaining, it's a nice change to find an american that's intrested in other languages
i don't feel like writing much lately, i wanted to wait until i have something positiv coming up. i don't think i'm doing too good, but i'm trying not to freak out or do anything stupid. can't play life's little drama games anymore.
anyway
lilpoetboy:
Glad to see that you had a awesome birthday! I think its a good year for us Virgos! Awesome pictures and you are just a beauty! Have a awesome week!!!
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subnatural:
Wish my birthday was as sexy.
erichasfinewine:
Damn you are beautiful. Love those eyes!
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shanedoe:
happy birthday!!
user02840824:
Happy Birthday!
There are 3 days and a wake up till my birthday!
I've been so stressed lately. Well actually a very relaxed stressed out. Cause I've been keeping it hidden around friends and not talking to people about it. I don't think anything is wrong with me... Just this accident is still not finished. I just want things done and the other lady is slacking her...
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I've been so stressed lately. Well actually a very relaxed stressed out. Cause I've been keeping it hidden around friends and not talking to people about it. I don't think anything is wrong with me... Just this accident is still not finished. I just want things done and the other lady is slacking her...
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niobe:
Which have you been wearing? I think I got you three wearable things and one non-wearable thing. Just want to make sure you got everything.
I hope you have a great birthday.
I hope you have a great birthday.
I have arts I want to do draw!!!!
Like I wrote something but I've been itching to draw again. I have stuff I need to colour, but I want to draw again. I haven't gotten anything properly decent out in a while. So maybe later I will get to that. Though, take a look if you want to the last picture I was completely satisfied...
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Like I wrote something but I've been itching to draw again. I have stuff I need to colour, but I want to draw again. I haven't gotten anything properly decent out in a while. So maybe later I will get to that. Though, take a look if you want to the last picture I was completely satisfied...
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sevenjays:
i like that picture! its hard for me to make myself draw or paint, writing comes sometimes for me lately...i really want my own studio for art only!
sweetbutch:
very nice drawing
i hope your body felt all nice and clean and serene after a natural foods wash
very nice drawing
i hope your body felt all nice and clean and serene after a natural foods wash
Here's to a speedy end for both of our dry spells!