pinkisux

i give up i guess.....
was hoping for a happy reply cause you like turtle....
but nothing i do will make you have a happy thought anymore.
i can't keep saying i'm sorry for being screwed up....
so i might as well stop trying.

i got me a turtle now. his name is bill turtle. he is about as old as i am. he used to belong to my grandma. and my mom and sister in law (pretty much) saved him from the mucky waters at my grandpa's house. and he is a happy ugly turlte. i'm happy now

i added pictures of him. he's so awsome!

wonderful. nightmares started again...
this time.... i can't describe how horrible they were. background.... my friend kenny was hit by a car and killed in may. i was having dreams that i was the driver. i wanna cry.

ya so how work went tonite...
was very very boring...
found out that this week end i will be the new parent to bill turtle....
(he was my grandma's turtle)
and i was choked with my harry potter scarf my a hungarian....
grumble grumble

hate me.

my laptop seems to be broken. its taken apart in a box at the moment. apparently the power thing needs resoddering or whatever. wonderful. i might need a new supply in the laptop. grumble grumble. i feel like poo. too much drinky for pinki last nite. also sinuses are going nuts. i'm sneezing like mad. grumble grumble.

i got back from pocatello about and hour and a half ago. it actually wasn't as bad as a thanksgiving as i anticipated.. but my mom made me cry. little history here.... my grandma died right before thanksgiving last year.... so it makes this time of year a bit hard. and this trip down to my grandpa's house we divyed up my grandma's quilts between...
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feeling kinda like this is the reason why i've become obsessed with the show 'my so called life' lately

Dear Angela, I know in the past I've caused you pain, and I'm sorry. And I'll always be sorry, 'til the day I die. And I hate this pen I'm holding, because I should be holding you. I hate this paper under my hand, because it...
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yeah... so what i woke up to this morning...
at the early hour of 10:45 am i wake up to thumping on my ceiling and a chic yelling 'please stop... nooo stop' gee does that sound like domestic abuse? i make fone call... people are sent tocheck it out.... i hear later what sounds like things being thrown and the chic now yelling 'please stop...
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lack of sleep makes pinki mean. i walked around kicking people at work tonite. and i was a hanus bitch.
something weird happened as i was leaving for work today. i heard a cat meowing. which is weird cause i never hear cats meowing. and when i opened the door the cat was waiting at my door and ran in while i was trying to...
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i have decided i need a light brite. mmmm toys.

yeah so count seems to be happy at blackacidream's house. i'm glad. he even likes sitting on laps. he never did that here. tonite is massive cleaning... and i'mtaking steve (my hubby) ghost for the living. i'm going to disconnect my regular fone line cause tomorrow getting cable internet. for those who be worried i will have a cell fone. i'm gonna get a...
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