I hate when I feel that if I don't have much to say, I feel I should still just say SOMETHING.
Only here on SG though, when I feel that way in public, I usually just keep my mouth shut.
I may be having a brief moment here, like maybe a week or so in length so far where I am kinda outta touch with...
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Only here on SG though, when I feel that way in public, I usually just keep my mouth shut.
I may be having a brief moment here, like maybe a week or so in length so far where I am kinda outta touch with...
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I am such an original cliche.
I don't know what that means, but it popped into my head while I was walking Morgan tonight.
no idea where that came from, but I was like
"Hey! who said that!? And what the hell is THAT supposed to mean?"
I don't know what that means, but it popped into my head while I was walking Morgan tonight.
no idea where that came from, but I was like
"Hey! who said that!? And what the hell is THAT supposed to mean?"
hotbonbon:
Is that like being a future hasbeen? Procrastinating immediately? Selfishly altruistic?
wtf:
Last thing that pooped into my head was "are you ready?"
Was it your voice at least? If not, THAT'S weird.
Was it your voice at least? If not, THAT'S weird.
Its Robbie Burns day. Here is some Robbie Burns to commemorate that:
There's nane that's blest of human kind,
But the cheerful and the gay, man,
Fal, la, la, &c.
Here's a bottle and an honest friend!
What wad ye wish for mair, man?
Wha kens, before his life may end,
What his share may be o' care, man?
Then catch the moments as they...
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There's nane that's blest of human kind,
But the cheerful and the gay, man,
Fal, la, la, &c.
Here's a bottle and an honest friend!
What wad ye wish for mair, man?
Wha kens, before his life may end,
What his share may be o' care, man?
Then catch the moments as they...
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lavinia:
Robbie Burns Day. Well I can't eat or drink to that...Damn. I still can't believe "Frankenbox" survived.
hotbonbon:
I can't believe a German has to alert the rabble on Burns Day! Check out my Reply to the Laddies - sure to offend if not amuse. Jack had his first Haggis on Saturday. Poor bugger. He's too young to understand how gross it is and ate with the fervor that only a toddler could. I stuck to the 'neeps & tatties and ended up going to bed with that "I'm still hungry" feeling.
Dreams? Yeah, I had some. Seems like I had quite a few cant quite remember any of them though. Barely recognizable silhouettes, shadows or maybe aromas are all thats left.
I finished off that 12 day herbal cleanse thing a few days ago, but quite honestly I didnt really feel like I got a lot out of it. I didnt break the rules regarding what...
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I finished off that 12 day herbal cleanse thing a few days ago, but quite honestly I didnt really feel like I got a lot out of it. I didnt break the rules regarding what...
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tiamat:
how are you able to do that? i would not have the will power. i am so jealous
I took frosty bob to bed last night.
Rummaging through the big stacks of books I still have piled up in my bedroom, I picked one out. An old university book: "20th Century Poetry and Poetics"
I pulled back the freshly laundered Duvet, the crisp new sheetset, and slid my naked self into the tight envelope. The heat in this building is off, something broke...
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Rummaging through the big stacks of books I still have piled up in my bedroom, I picked one out. An old university book: "20th Century Poetry and Poetics"
I pulled back the freshly laundered Duvet, the crisp new sheetset, and slid my naked self into the tight envelope. The heat in this building is off, something broke...
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tiamat:
creepy. i have to sleep an light on most nights cause i am being stalked by zombies 
Man I drank too much last night.
[note to self:]
Tequila BAD!
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I don't know who took over my camera last night, but it certainly wasn't ME that took the photos I found on it this morning.
This was on there too, its my first try at painting... its not done yet of course, but I am trying to make it like some...
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[note to self:]
Tequila BAD!
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I don't know who took over my camera last night, but it certainly wasn't ME that took the photos I found on it this morning.
This was on there too, its my first try at painting... its not done yet of course, but I am trying to make it like some...
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angelvanilla:
Aww thank you soo much for caring and stuff. I just have been finding it really tough. Everytime things seem to get better, something else happens. I'm trying to move on with my life right now, but its not happening really easily. Man if you wana chill soon and have coffee let me know. 
lavinia:
I was there to wittness everything from beginning to end. You know tequila is evil.
Guess who I am?
Guess who I am?
I hope that the last three days of my postings have not come off as too sad and depressed sounding, because I am not at all. Truthfully, I have been feeling pretty fuckin good as of late.
The email transaction that was effectively the final nail in the coffin actually happened almost a week ago, and I have had quite a bit of time to...
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The email transaction that was effectively the final nail in the coffin actually happened almost a week ago, and I have had quite a bit of time to...
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boggs:
The Brickyard was fantastic! I just wish I had gotten there earlier. Honestly I have no idea what anyone looks like so I didn't know who to look for!
Now I must rest on the couch.
Now I must rest on the couch.
hotbonbon:
This breaks my heart as I also have a very strong bond with my cat, Hamish. He is, without question, the most charasmatic, complex creature I have ever known. My husband and I have always had cats in our lives (hey, do you remember Mittens? I had her for 13 years. She died in my arms) and Hamish has touched something in us both that we cannot describe but try to almost daily. I love him as much as my own son, but maybe slightly differently....
Anyhow, I can't imagine how this must feel for you - dealing with your own shit, then having to watch this adored beast's disappointment and melancholy. Lots of love, some time and biscuits. Same works for humans!
Anyhow, I can't imagine how this must feel for you - dealing with your own shit, then having to watch this adored beast's disappointment and melancholy. Lots of love, some time and biscuits. Same works for humans!
R,
I said in my email to you that those words were the first and last you were going to hear from me on that topic. I meant that. That had been building for 3 months -- I needed to get that off my chest and I did.
That being said, I dont have a clear indication of what it is you are really going...
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I said in my email to you that those words were the first and last you were going to hear from me on that topic. I meant that. That had been building for 3 months -- I needed to get that off my chest and I did.
That being said, I dont have a clear indication of what it is you are really going...
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sluttygoodgirl:
"i've moved past allowing it to hurt me anymore." - that must be a great place to have gotten to. Yes, she obviously still cares, or she wouldn't be taking the time to check up on you!
wtf:
Maybe she cares enough to check in on you and your well being as a person she once loved even if that love has now changed form. Or...
Maybe she's just checking to see who you are dating,
what horrible things you are saying about her,
What horrible things other people are saying about her,
or trying to validate the evil misconceptions of you that she has roaming around in her head. (The stories that go about when communication shuts down)
Ahhhh. what we do to ourselves and those around us.
With time there will be peace. But first there must be a new way of B-E-I-N-G. I wish the best for all those involved, including those with paws.
Maybe she's just checking to see who you are dating,
what horrible things you are saying about her,
What horrible things other people are saying about her,
or trying to validate the evil misconceptions of you that she has roaming around in her head. (The stories that go about when communication shuts down)
Ahhhh. what we do to ourselves and those around us.
With time there will be peace. But first there must be a new way of B-E-I-N-G. I wish the best for all those involved, including those with paws.
Well, not exactly the result I was hoping for:
You are absolved of your debt to me. Please redirect the remainder of what you owe to me to Morgan's care. This includes the balance of the visa.
I have stated more than once that I did not want or need to have additional information about your life, work or personal; that I did not want...
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You are absolved of your debt to me. Please redirect the remainder of what you owe to me to Morgan's care. This includes the balance of the visa.
I have stated more than once that I did not want or need to have additional information about your life, work or personal; that I did not want...
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wtf:
Guess it was all just a mattter of time.
Better her than you, maybe she'll feel empowered this way.
I'd like to say dogs don't understand, but who knows?
At least you don't have to put up with the uncomfortable dog exchanges anymore. Time to look forward, and not back.
Happy for you.
Better her than you, maybe she'll feel empowered this way.
I'd like to say dogs don't understand, but who knows?
At least you don't have to put up with the uncomfortable dog exchanges anymore. Time to look forward, and not back.
Happy for you.
sluttygoodgirl:
Yes, I'm sure a lot of mixed feelings. Glad to hear that sad isn't one of them, and that you feel good about how you handled all of it - I think you did great, especially with how SHE handled everything! 
Ok, Im just going to cap this bottle and throw it in the ocean. I made some vague remarks the other day about some major change that went down over here, and a couple of days before that, I made a comment about how I had finally gotten a bunch of stuff off my chest, and how good I felt about that.
I kinda stopped...
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I kinda stopped...
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freakchef:
Hi there long time no reply to journal.
All I got to say is your mannerism in all this is upstanding and proper. Can you teach me how to do that?
All I got to say is your mannerism in all this is upstanding and proper. Can you teach me how to do that?
I seem to be in quiet lurk mode. So much to say, and no ability to word it.
I'm alive though.
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Come to think of it, it's not really that I don't have the ability to word it, it's more that I don't seem to have the time..... Since starting this cleanse thing, I have filled my hours outside...
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I'm alive though.
[EDIT MODE (three hours later)]
Come to think of it, it's not really that I don't have the ability to word it, it's more that I don't seem to have the time..... Since starting this cleanse thing, I have filled my hours outside...
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cassiopeia:
Oh my goodness. You like Eraserhead? Please be my friend. Awesome profile picture. I also love the way you write.
wtf:
Sounds like you have spent your time well. Especially if you have had time for baths instead of showers!
[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 7:49PM]
[Edited on Jan 18, 2005 7:49PM]
Monday, January 17
When it comes to making decisions, dear Pisces, do what is best for you. Don't feel like you need to perform certain tasks because you feel guilty about a past situation. Do things because you want to do them, not because you feel like you have an obligation to someone else. The only obligation you have is to yourself. If it truly...
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When it comes to making decisions, dear Pisces, do what is best for you. Don't feel like you need to perform certain tasks because you feel guilty about a past situation. Do things because you want to do them, not because you feel like you have an obligation to someone else. The only obligation you have is to yourself. If it truly...
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wtf:
hey there
hi there
ho there
stranger!
hi there
ho there
stranger!
People who stand on the left side of the escalator are running serious risk of being thrown off!
Oh by the way...your skytrain escalator peeve pisses me off as well. That's why I stop at Burrard Station. It's not "as" populated by those of whom you refer to.
I have 9 days left on the cleanse.