pica_pica

Great Pics.
You could photoshop the pics into an amazing collage.

happy valentine's day...

I always played with sticks as a kid. yeah the bokken is the wooden sword shaped thing. The one that is curved not the kendo sword.

jeez. you're quite the egomaniac.
yes, i know you were kidding about the 'what's up'

i like how we both write crazy long entries.

Oh buddy - it pains me to hear you like this but as Lavinia says, time has yet to drape itself over you - you are still exposed - dare I say...human? I still have a backpack or 2 over the only other man I thought I'd marry and I still think about him almost daily. Not that I love him or respect or want him, but I do think of him as he was a big part of my life and hurt me terribly, but he imprinted on me and that's what R has done to you. It's life. Let yourself feel this. Confusion etc.....and all that kind of stuff is actually a healthy state. It means things are changing, or will be. You're a catch - don't forget it. You deserve happiness. And you'll get it. Just love Morgan and let him love you back. It's the cheapest, loveliest therapy I know. Whenever I cuddle Hamish I feel like I've just filled my emotional gas tank and topped up the oil. Sometimes even a full on tune up!

ps - maybe you should move house??

Ah you remember the origin of the poem.
I think you should submit it to Quills Magazine.

Did you end up buying a pack? Part of me says; "I hope not".

[Edited on Feb 09, 2005 5:47PM]

Your birthday party should be fun man, Ill try to attend!

thanks for the kind words.

I'm probably having a very good friend in from out of town this weekend. I thought it'd be cool if you, me, him, "Cat", L. whoever else, went for drinks or perhaps stayed in?

TTYL about it.

"I don't mean this:"

So you have never bleached your teeth? You should giv eit a try, it's the newest way to see where you are going at night by smiling. How's life at the bus stop lately?

self-censoring does, indeed, suck.

but so does answering questions like, "what's up?"

I laughed when i was supposed to, when I 'thought' you peed on his leg

Funny how people remember parts of us that we don't isn't it? God it's so weird sometimes.

Everything for a reason yet again. How very cool, very.

We are here to remember. Sometimes more than once.

I enjoy you. Sounds like you are enjoying you too. Good times.

I remember one time I went with my sister and bro-in-law when they were looking for a house. This one house we went to they didn't get it, but they had a license plate on one of the walls in the computer room in the basement that had LINUX on it. My bro-in-law and I were like DAMN!

Hows it goin?

Yeah those are steelhead! It was perhaps one of the best experiences of my life so far...Elated is one word that can be used to describe how I felt afterwards.

Now back to bit crunching!! You shouldn't be wasting your time here!!

Aah scary new picture!

eh, I feel like I've just walked into the wrong movie. Story of my life.

.....you boys are strange.

My dear, sweet, old friend....one who can and does take the time to dissect his own introspection personifies passion. Unlike beauty, success cannot be defined by the beholder. You are a treasure - your mind is rich and fertile and any entity, in your nocturnal travels or otherwise, is unqualified to judge your passion. It is merely a word. Possessing the metal of it's intensity is individual. I am loving your journal. Thank you for sharing. I'm so excited to get together with you to reconnect.

OMG I am so bad at that game. I don't think I ever won.

It's a good thing I never went into the military.