I remember some days really well. Other years are blank, void of any solid memories, and those memories I do have, I distrust. Like I only remember remembering, so the thrice transferred details may not stand up.
I remember remembering listening to Dads stories about his childhood in the Badlands.
He was the last born of 3 brothers and 2 sisters, and the first born...
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I remember remembering listening to Dads stories about his childhood in the Badlands.
He was the last born of 3 brothers and 2 sisters, and the first born...
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Saw this while walking this morning. Love strange finds like this.
I have a strange flock inside today. I think I must take my big black book out on a date. I'll bring along my uniball deluxe micro as it's company. Perhaps the three of us will go do all you can eat sushi, perhaps the Morrisey, Bosmans?
No matter. I feel black feathers thrashing...
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I have a strange flock inside today. I think I must take my big black book out on a date. I'll bring along my uniball deluxe micro as it's company. Perhaps the three of us will go do all you can eat sushi, perhaps the Morrisey, Bosmans?
No matter. I feel black feathers thrashing...
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wottan:
I wonder what kind of person would go to all that trouble.
s_eldorado:
I got kidnapped by a parliament of owls the other day. It was flocked up.
Ok, thanks to Malloreigh, I can't seem to look at any of my regular bookmarked webpages without translating it through http://www.gizoogle.com.
As serious and as respectful I am regarding yesterday's journal entry, I couldn't help but laugh when I re-read it through gizoogle.
Even tha investigative team is frontin' a hard tizzy figur'n out how tha gunman gots back onto tha property wit...
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As serious and as respectful I am regarding yesterday's journal entry, I couldn't help but laugh when I re-read it through gizoogle.
Even tha investigative team is frontin' a hard tizzy figur'n out how tha gunman gots back onto tha property wit...
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wottan:
Tha' shit be straight up gangsta, bitch
hotbonbon:
Krist! Curses for telling me about Gizoogle - I cannot look away - like a trainwreck it is! How thou vexeth me!!!! (am shaking fist violently like crazed and unappreciated suburban uberhousefrau)
Ok completely different topic here.
I am first of all totally saddened by the 4 RCMP officers getting shot in Alberta. Apparently one would have to go back to like the rebellion of 1885 to come close to an event that took so many officers lives.
(although, I am at a loss to find the statistics on how many native lives were taken during that...
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I am first of all totally saddened by the 4 RCMP officers getting shot in Alberta. Apparently one would have to go back to like the rebellion of 1885 to come close to an event that took so many officers lives.
(although, I am at a loss to find the statistics on how many native lives were taken during that...
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malloreigh:
I make AWESOME buttons.
wottan:
Gizoogled!
I just wanted to say that I did not leave that hanging with that flashing cursor on purpose as some attempt at a dramatic interlude to tomorrow.
It's just that that is exactly how the recollection has been residing on my taskbar here for the last 10 days, and I thus far have been unable to get past that first sentence of the next paragraph....
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It's just that that is exactly how the recollection has been residing on my taskbar here for the last 10 days, and I thus far have been unable to get past that first sentence of the next paragraph....
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sluttygoodgirl:
You will write it all down when you are ready. No rush. 
New pain for me still sometimes.
New pain for me still sometimes.
sluttygoodgirl:
omg....videos. I haven't seen any in a while, but when I have - YIKES.
Ok, so my birthday.
I was, and I also wasnt -- looking forward to it. I certainly WAS looking forward to it because coolheart set up that surprise birthday event at Tafs, and I will not be able to find the words to explain how good that made me feel.
My birthday has always been really really special to me, and for the last 12...
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I was, and I also wasnt -- looking forward to it. I certainly WAS looking forward to it because coolheart set up that surprise birthday event at Tafs, and I will not be able to find the words to explain how good that made me feel.
My birthday has always been really really special to me, and for the last 12...
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wottan:
Twas surely a night to remember, its nice to see you writing about your bday!
sluttygoodgirl:
You may be right.....at least we can talk if/when we need to. I still have to read this entry, I haven't had the chance, been so busy lately! Looking forward to it though, I am also one of the many who have been sucked in
Didnt really elaborate on that boot to the head thing.
Back in 92, the night before I finally flew back home to Canada, I went to go see Daisy Chainsaw play in London. I was somewhat innocently infatuated with her, and of course I had to be in the pit for the entire gig. I took a Doc Martin to the skull in a poorly...
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Back in 92, the night before I finally flew back home to Canada, I went to go see Daisy Chainsaw play in London. I was somewhat innocently infatuated with her, and of course I had to be in the pit for the entire gig. I took a Doc Martin to the skull in a poorly...
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boggs:
Make sure you compact that dirt...makes it harder for them to get out.
fenris23:
Monday I had Jambalaya at Ouisi Bistro.
Tuesday I had Mushroom and Ham Cream Penne at Henry's Kitchen.
Tuesday I had Mushroom and Ham Cream Penne at Henry's Kitchen.
You ever have one of those nights where you seem to sleep through time?
Im not talking about some whacked time travel thing I just mean you go to bed, eventually fall asleep, and one of two things happen:
Either you wake up WAY late after sleeping for what seems like 10 hours only to roll over and look at the alarm clock and see...
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Im not talking about some whacked time travel thing I just mean you go to bed, eventually fall asleep, and one of two things happen:
Either you wake up WAY late after sleeping for what seems like 10 hours only to roll over and look at the alarm clock and see...
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freakqueen:
it is refreshing.
megan and i are looking forward to doing some sets in the rain. pure experimentation.
i think i look good wet though.
i prefer the first to the second. when it's midnight and i realize i still have another 6 hours to go, i consider getting out of bed. I mean, i'm awake. I'm not comfortable lying down because i know i'm not going to sleep.
might as well do something.
but why should i?! it's my time off! i shouldn't have to be productive during my time off.
so i usually lie there, feeling crappy about being awake and feeling crappy about feeling crappy.
megan and i are looking forward to doing some sets in the rain. pure experimentation.
i think i look good wet though.
i prefer the first to the second. when it's midnight and i realize i still have another 6 hours to go, i consider getting out of bed. I mean, i'm awake. I'm not comfortable lying down because i know i'm not going to sleep.
might as well do something.
but why should i?! it's my time off! i shouldn't have to be productive during my time off.
so i usually lie there, feeling crappy about being awake and feeling crappy about feeling crappy.
t7:
I think sometimes blink sleep happens when your over tired, or have something on your mind.
For me its those things that I have on my mind that Im not willing to tell anyone, you know those deep dark secrects and lies that are apart of everyones life, but you dont even tell your best friend, and its one of those secrects that you take to the grave? For me sometimes I think its those, or stress, or just gas maybe its gas.
I dont really know how to get rid of it, Ive had it for years.
Lameness
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For me its those things that I have on my mind that Im not willing to tell anyone, you know those deep dark secrects and lies that are apart of everyones life, but you dont even tell your best friend, and its one of those secrects that you take to the grave? For me sometimes I think its those, or stress, or just gas maybe its gas.
I dont really know how to get rid of it, Ive had it for years.
Lameness
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tanja:
A man wrote it whilst on a date with a popular girl he should like, but doesn't. His mind is elsewhere - on a lost love, the one who got away.
Or something like that. Who knows?
For me, it means that most things don't work. And knowing that means that something, somewhere, someday... will.
Or something like that. Who knows?
For me, it means that most things don't work. And knowing that means that something, somewhere, someday... will.
pica_pica:
yeah, there were a couple of stupid arguments that we got into and my usual course of action was to just walk from it.
The stupider the conversation became, the more I realized how asinine it would be to continue it so I would head for the door mid sentence. I would just try to leave the apartment.
That would infuriate her, but it really seemed like the best idea to me in the midst of the stupidity --
Y'know.. just to walk the blocks a while -- knowing that upon my return cooler heads would prevail.
THAT'S when shit would get weird. She wouldn't lay the beats down or anything, but she'd physically get in my way -- grabbing me, blocking the door, pushing me etc. Just not willing to let me leave.
It was kinda crazy, really, since I was like double her weight, so I never even felt compelled to prove it.
It was just stupid adolescant rage, and it was many years ago the last time shit like that went down.
Probably sometime around the last time we were really passionate.
Anyways, yes. I need to hear her story.
This non-reality has been plaguing me for months now, and I just NEED to understand what the fuck she thinks has been going on.
It's kinda like Iraq. I watch the news and I am just finally emotionally flatlined trying to understand why all that injustice exists. If somebody could only explain to me what is REALLY going on behind Mr. Bush's plan, I would so much better be able to deal with it, but the media drivel is just crap.
I have recently come up with a theory though. One I am not comfortable with exploring because it's something I would rather not even think about.
I may elaborate on that.
edited because I spelled asinine asinide
[Edited on Feb 28, 2005 9:34PM]
The stupider the conversation became, the more I realized how asinine it would be to continue it so I would head for the door mid sentence. I would just try to leave the apartment.
That would infuriate her, but it really seemed like the best idea to me in the midst of the stupidity --
Y'know.. just to walk the blocks a while -- knowing that upon my return cooler heads would prevail.
THAT'S when shit would get weird. She wouldn't lay the beats down or anything, but she'd physically get in my way -- grabbing me, blocking the door, pushing me etc. Just not willing to let me leave.
It was kinda crazy, really, since I was like double her weight, so I never even felt compelled to prove it.
It was just stupid adolescant rage, and it was many years ago the last time shit like that went down.
Probably sometime around the last time we were really passionate.
Anyways, yes. I need to hear her story.
This non-reality has been plaguing me for months now, and I just NEED to understand what the fuck she thinks has been going on.
It's kinda like Iraq. I watch the news and I am just finally emotionally flatlined trying to understand why all that injustice exists. If somebody could only explain to me what is REALLY going on behind Mr. Bush's plan, I would so much better be able to deal with it, but the media drivel is just crap.
I have recently come up with a theory though. One I am not comfortable with exploring because it's something I would rather not even think about.
I may elaborate on that.
edited because I spelled asinine asinide
[Edited on Feb 28, 2005 9:34PM]
ack.
I am still wrestling with this birthday story update and I just can't get it out.
I'm going to go to bed early tonight, like now.
Maybe I'll finish that Margaret Atwood book I'm reading, or maybe I'll just fall asleep.
Feelin kinda lost this week.
I am still wrestling with this birthday story update and I just can't get it out.
I'm going to go to bed early tonight, like now.
Maybe I'll finish that Margaret Atwood book I'm reading, or maybe I'll just fall asleep.
Feelin kinda lost this week.
sluttygoodgirl:
*taps foot impatiently for birthday story* 
(I'm kidding, of course)
I love Anais Nin too, forgot to mention that in your other entry about her.
(I'm kidding, of course)
I love Anais Nin too, forgot to mention that in your other entry about her.
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n:
thank you!
suxcitystalker:
Hi. 
I just stopped by to tell you that I read a post that you umm posted(?) on the board dating sucks. Anyway it made me get all tingley and I just had to tell you that it is a refreshing thing to know that there are people like you in the world!
I just stopped by to tell you that I read a post that you umm posted(?) on the board dating sucks. Anyway it made me get all tingley and I just had to tell you that it is a refreshing thing to know that there are people like you in the world! a year and 6 days ago, I was 18 twice.
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jessicalea:
lol ok then..
posh:
either or!
The looser/loser thing makes me violent.
It's in the past. You have to let it go.