oops. this became the next post.
Well, that was a totally unhealthy week, wasnt it?
Just sorta took its cue from the sunny patio start of Sunday, and continued on from there. I have pretty much slept in every morning, havent been to the gym once this week, I bought and continue to buy cigarettes. I smoke them too.
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Just sorta took its cue from the sunny patio start of Sunday, and continued on from there. I have pretty much slept in every morning, havent been to the gym once this week, I bought and continue to buy cigarettes. I smoke them too.
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einzel:
Cigarettes? NOOO! 
lavinia:
You'll get back on track. Congrats on the Cash.
Just keeps going.
Something unheard somewhere, pulsing slow and thick, unstoppable.
Inhaling something from somewhere else, exhaling strong and in secret here.
The sun was covered in scrotal bumps.
Something slowly writhing underneath. A thousand squirming orbs.
Silent and explosive solar flares;
they didnt light up my night, but they were here, I felt them pass through.
Followed closely by you.
It wont end really,...
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Something unheard somewhere, pulsing slow and thick, unstoppable.
Inhaling something from somewhere else, exhaling strong and in secret here.
The sun was covered in scrotal bumps.
Something slowly writhing underneath. A thousand squirming orbs.
Silent and explosive solar flares;
they didnt light up my night, but they were here, I felt them pass through.
Followed closely by you.
It wont end really,...
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lavinia:
There has always been a voice inside of me. Some times it tells me that dreams are real. In other times my it tells me not to believe in what my sleeping mind has manifested.
The voice is always there no matter what takes place while my body rests.
You have made your self clear to your sleeping self. Yet your sleeping self takes you to a place and you are with her there. Are these dreams confronting your sleeping self? Are you looking at that part of you that wishes could have been different? Does that part of you now know that they will never be?
You're heart is in the right place to wish her all the best. Whether you are awake or you are the sleeping self.
The voice is always there no matter what takes place while my body rests.
You have made your self clear to your sleeping self. Yet your sleeping self takes you to a place and you are with her there. Are these dreams confronting your sleeping self? Are you looking at that part of you that wishes could have been different? Does that part of you now know that they will never be?
You're heart is in the right place to wish her all the best. Whether you are awake or you are the sleeping self.
reacher:
I haven't been dreaming at all lately. Of course I haven't been sleeping either, which I'm told is a prerequisite. 
Bathtubs, yeah. Nothing beats the 7-foot tub in that bed & breakfast I crashed in after a day of "Munro-bagging" in Scotland. But, my whirlpool tub at home does fit me. It's just under 6-feet, but deep, so with bent knees I can get up to my neck. It's fitting two that proves difficult.
Bathtubs, yeah. Nothing beats the 7-foot tub in that bed & breakfast I crashed in after a day of "Munro-bagging" in Scotland. But, my whirlpool tub at home does fit me. It's just under 6-feet, but deep, so with bent knees I can get up to my neck. It's fitting two that proves difficult.
Phew, today was MUCH much better. Back to normal. Now I just have to be a geeky star for the next oh.. 7 months to make up for the denigration I suffered last night.
In other good news, I was finally able to use the word floccinaucinihilipilification in a sentence today.
Id go and get the boss to try to get these batteries out of...
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In other good news, I was finally able to use the word floccinaucinihilipilification in a sentence today.
Id go and get the boss to try to get these batteries out of...
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boggs:
I know they don't have it but I'm awarding you the award for best journal and comment entries on SG.
*hands you the trophy*
I look forward to meeting you and the rest of the Vancouver clan!
*hands you the trophy*
I look forward to meeting you and the rest of the Vancouver clan!
rodan:
LOL - yeah! you'll haveta enlighten us someday, if you think we can handle the truth 
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Thanks for the Birthday wish!
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Thanks for the Birthday wish!
I never talk about work on this thing. Very rarely, anyways. I may throw some hints out there about what it is I do, where I do it etc... but never anything too detailed, and I think that's probably still a very good idea. Politics, y'know.
However, that being said...
Today Sucked Huge Ass at Work.
Totally sucked ass.
ass. Sucked it.
with loud slurpy...
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However, that being said...
Today Sucked Huge Ass at Work.
Totally sucked ass.
ass. Sucked it.
with loud slurpy...
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rodan:
Welcome to my world bro - been there done that - didn't even want the sucky teeshirt.
Ordinarily this is to much guy-on-guy affection but:
{quick awkward guy pat on the back - backing off and looking around to make sure nobody saw}
Err - umm - yeah, that sucks man
. I HATE giving live demos anyway, cuz they NEVER work, no matter how much you practice them - Geez, ask bill gates!
Ordinarily this is to much guy-on-guy affection but:
{quick awkward guy pat on the back - backing off and looking around to make sure nobody saw}
Err - umm - yeah, that sucks man
. I HATE giving live demos anyway, cuz they NEVER work, no matter how much you practice them - Geez, ask bill gates!
sluttygoodgirl:
Oh man.....that sucks. BIG time!!! Hope you had a better day today.
lavinia brought over the DVD Sideways on Friday night.I watched half of it on Friday night. The characters plight bothered me too much to continue watching.
turn this off.
Retried on Saturday, and was able to watch it in its entirety. What a couple of dirtbags the two main characters were. No matter how good a script is, (and it was pretty good) I just...
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turn this off.
Retried on Saturday, and was able to watch it in its entirety. What a couple of dirtbags the two main characters were. No matter how good a script is, (and it was pretty good) I just...
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lavinia:
No pictures of Moi?
I liked "Sideways" because the characters were ass holes.
I liked "Sideways" because the characters were ass holes.
lavinia:
The only pic you have of me from Sunday is me in the middle of a sneeze?
Damn, I am photogenic.
Damn, I am photogenic.
Regarding yesterdays post, I wanted to say that I actually havent held a bible in my hand since I was in Dallas and I used the one in the hotel to hide some of my spare Canadian cash somewhere in Genesis.
I suppose dreaming of biblical quotes would make more sense if I was religiously inclined.
Im not.
Sure, I was brought up in a...
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I suppose dreaming of biblical quotes would make more sense if I was religiously inclined.
Im not.
Sure, I was brought up in a...
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reacher:
I think the pomegranate is much more prominent in Islamic culture since that's where it originated.
In fact, last year I visited Granada in Spain, which loosely translated actually means "pomegranate".
Granada, being the final foothold for the Arabs in Spain before they were overthrown in 1492,
but since they occupied that area for 800 years, their influence remains even today, and still
the gardens of the Alhambra are teeming with pomegranate trees, and I saw many in the city
as well. Here's a pic I took of Granada. Love that place.
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In fact, last year I visited Granada in Spain, which loosely translated actually means "pomegranate".
Granada, being the final foothold for the Arabs in Spain before they were overthrown in 1492,
but since they occupied that area for 800 years, their influence remains even today, and still
the gardens of the Alhambra are teeming with pomegranate trees, and I saw many in the city
as well. Here's a pic I took of Granada. Love that place.
[Edited on May 01, 2005 11:37AM]
einzel:
It means that they agree that I have interstitial cystitis and can offer me the one drug that's available to treat it (it's not so great, according to all the testimonials I've heard) but it doesn't really change much else. There's still no definitive treatment and they still don't know what caused it. All I've gained is a label, but a label is better than nothing! It makes me happy to know that if I ever need to prove that there's something wrong with me, I'll have a doctor to back me up.
Harsh night, bad sleep.
I dont remember going to bed at all, and I wasnt drunk. I just woke up with a start at 2:00am with the bedroom lights on, the TV still on out in the living room, and Morgan beside me on the bed. I was terribly confused and something was wrong. Very, very wrong. Somewhere.
I got out of bed to come...
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I dont remember going to bed at all, and I wasnt drunk. I just woke up with a start at 2:00am with the bedroom lights on, the TV still on out in the living room, and Morgan beside me on the bed. I was terribly confused and something was wrong. Very, very wrong. Somewhere.
I got out of bed to come...
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stina:
ha.. pomegranite is a form of abortition.. or it might be. Its an herbal remedy.. you have to eat a shit ton. But theres no real proof it even works. But many cultures hundreds of years ago seemed to think it worked.. so maybe it does. It probably has to do with the citric acid. Because vitamin c when continually kept in your system changes the ph ballance and stops the egg from sticking to the wall.. so it kinda forces you to have a period. ha..
Maybe your dream was about an herbal abortion.
Maybe your dream was about an herbal abortion.
t7:
Emotional dreams lick, I especially hate when they feel so real that you wake up confused. I had a dream one night that me and my ex were still together, I woke up and didnt know if it was reality or a dream, I looked at my night stand where I used to keep a photo of her and me, and wondered why it wasnt there any more. Then I realised it wasnt that cause I took it down when we broke up, and that it was all just a dream.
Ive also had one of those retarded nights where I slept like crap and when I finally fall asleep the phone rings and Im so brain dead, I wake up and run around and pick my shoe up and yell hello into it and realise that its not the phone.
I honestly dont know if I was on glue or what plus my drunkenness when I wrote last nights entry. Oh man what a night.
Ive also had one of those retarded nights where I slept like crap and when I finally fall asleep the phone rings and Im so brain dead, I wake up and run around and pick my shoe up and yell hello into it and realise that its not the phone.
I honestly dont know if I was on glue or what plus my drunkenness when I wrote last nights entry. Oh man what a night.
ok, it's official. I'm getting sick.
Bronchitis I think.
Who made up words like "phlem"? Cuz they sure were good at it.
I wonder how you say phlem in Hebrew. I bet it sounds even better.
oh yeah baby, I'm all sexy again.
I wonder if somebody in this building thinks I am a bad person for doing my laundry at 5:45 am?
(well, its...
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Bronchitis I think.
Who made up words like "phlem"? Cuz they sure were good at it.
I wonder how you say phlem in Hebrew. I bet it sounds even better.
oh yeah baby, I'm all sexy again.
I wonder if somebody in this building thinks I am a bad person for doing my laundry at 5:45 am?
(well, its...
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hethral:
Was good to meet you too, should be there for the movie night, see everyone again there.
mezzabotta:
Thanks.
(And regarding your profile picture, to quote Buck 65: "Thank God for David Lynch . . . ")
(And regarding your profile picture, to quote Buck 65: "Thank God for David Lynch . . . ")
Ok, days like yesterday are the epitome of why I live in this city. Holy crap it was beautiful!
I took the day off, and by noon I was getting my stuff together for a solitary bike ride down to our local "clothing optional" beach: Wreck.
It's about a 45 minute bike ride, but the ride itself is totally gorgeous. Basically following the sea wall...
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I took the day off, and by noon I was getting my stuff together for a solitary bike ride down to our local "clothing optional" beach: Wreck.
It's about a 45 minute bike ride, but the ride itself is totally gorgeous. Basically following the sea wall...
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sluttygoodgirl:
Thanks for having that Tequila shot for me!!! Those pics are amazing, what a beautiful day!
Those pics are amazing, what a beautiful day!oh yeah!
Wreck BEACH!
heading down to Doolins to meet up with the SGBC crew, but I have plenty of pics I need to update from my day today...
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Wreck BEACH!
heading down to Doolins to meet up with the SGBC crew, but I have plenty of pics I need to update from my day today...
story at 11
oh my god what a beautiful day, AGAIN!
Admittedly, I am just a tiny little bit disappointed yesterday that I spent that 10 hours in a room under the stairs, with black walls, no windows, and the loud hum of the new server.
I really hoped to take yesterday as a holiday, with full hopes of simply takin my exhausted ass down to the paradise...
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Admittedly, I am just a tiny little bit disappointed yesterday that I spent that 10 hours in a room under the stairs, with black walls, no windows, and the loud hum of the new server.
I really hoped to take yesterday as a holiday, with full hopes of simply takin my exhausted ass down to the paradise...
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n:
but...but...vancouver is cold too! 
rodan:
Nice