Well I only have 1 thing left from my order to arrive. My Lens kit came in today! I was laying down taking a nap because I have had such an upset tummy all day. I woke up and I guess my mom put my Package on my computer chair. There it is and I was ripping it open like a kid at Christmas.
Well I am feeling better. Not quite as down as I was yesterday. All it took was some time on the xbox playing gears of war 2 with my ex wife and her husband. Really I think its the social interaction that I am needing and not just on the computer or through text. Actual conversation with a... Read More
Why cant a person stay positive and cheery? I just cant seem to bring myself out of my slump and its just digging deeper. I feel so numb that I dont care about anyone or anything anymore. I know that sounds really bad but I dont really care. I have always put others before myself and it has done me no good. I have no... Read More
Well why is it when things look like it has a light coming about to shine through the darkness shadows the world around you? When you thing you have conquered something it just turns around and stomps you? I feel like this most days and today that shadow has gotten so dark I can barely see what's in front of me. My so called friends... Read More
aww hun I know how you feel about the friend thing, I had this friend who lived with me for a while and I thought we were really close. Her friendship ment the world to me, she hurt me so much that I don't think I could ever look at her the same. It hurts when you but alot of time, effort and money into helping a mate out and they just throw it back in your face. Just learn from that mistake and next time they need your help again tell them your busy, I know two wrongs don't make a right but it might just be the shock they need to see that their doormat friend won't always be there. You know you always have me to talk to but it's not the same, sometimes it's nice to just sit down and talk. Hang in there as things will get better, a good friend once told me that smiling helps try watching something that makes you laugh, if it seems that the things you were doing to fight off your depression aren't working anymore then try something else. I hope you feel better soon! Sending you smiles and hugs x
Well I have come across some more photo's taken of my ex and with her permission I would be putting them on here. But I would love to get some feedback. So if you would like to see more of what I can do please let me know because I won't waste my time or yours if no one wants to see.
Well I took my quiz. I got 4/5 4/5 and have to wait on the instructor to grade my essay.
So for I am sitting at a 40% I still don't fill confident in my Essay because I never was very good at essays.
But on a good note I am still passing this class. Yippie!
Okay one last entry before I go to bed. I just got done ordering me some new goodies for my camera. Battery Grip Lens Hood IR Remote 10 Piece Lens Kit Eye Cap
TOTALING $125.61!
I am so excited for them to come in. My next list of things to get is an upgrade for my lighting. I want to make sure that I have... Read More
Okay so this has absolutely nothing to do with your blog, but your photos are absolutely mind blowing. I am extremely impressed. Can't wait to see more.
Leave it to me to have such a great start to a day just to end up crashing in the middle of it. I still have 4 hours of work to go and I wanna just go home crawl under my blanket and hide. I don't know what happened... I was great felt like nothing would stand in my way for a great day... Read More
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I still don't fill confident in my Essay because I never was very good at essays.
