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ok, so i am an idiot, this has become my mantra in the last few weeks. i deleated ol' dudes number in fear of seeming like an obsessed crazoid, i called him three times, and left one message. so now i will have to wait till tomarrow to call his best friend and get his number, which is a compleatly crazoid thing to do. why...
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figmentation:
there's a reason ya'll broke up honey.... and there are more fish in the sea...
akasnuggles:
yeah, good point. damnit, wish i could go.
what about the MSI show the 15th? i've got the day off, guaranteed--and i've practically got the tickets.

what other job would i rather have? none, really--well, security guard would be nice--third shift and such.



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poooooop, poooop, poop!
i just got back into town and now i have to head back over to peoria, god this sucks!!! i hate constantly driving like this, not to mention gas mad mad

went running again this morning with joe, poor joe, man courtney is kicking the shite our of him. the thing is, it took a long time for joe to find someone special, and...
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akasnuggles:
i believe "Evil" is a synonym for "Love"... isnt it? have i been misinformed? again.

how about kittens eating baby rabbits
doesnt work--kittens look snarly when they eat. Rabbits--baby rabbits, bunnies, if you will--are super-cute when they eat.

anyone that "doesnt get" Hedwig is fucked in my book.

you drive alot smile
foz:
pool is the next best thing, going to a water park for my little cousin's birthday next weekend, she's gonna friggin love it, hope th weather holds, wouldn't it blow of it finally decided to rain, what's going on, there's been no actual rain for weeks

what's in peoria?
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pooop!!!

i went to joes and courtneys last night, it was sooo frustrating, i was trying to watch movies with them , but courtney kept asking, "whats that guy doing, who's he, why are they doing that," i was going nuts!!! so we watched hedghwig and the angry inch, and courtney lost it, she totally missed the point of the whole movie, kept calling transgender...
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unravled:
Not anymore!
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ok, so i had fridays off, then i got a call from micky , asking if i could work for the office, i hate working in the office!!! buuuut? i do need money, ok, i'm in. so there goes my fridays. man this scheduel is kickin my ass!!!
i go to schizool like at 9 in the am, stay till noon, then come home and...
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akasnuggles:
your cat is in the "biz" man, you got like tons of access to hot chicks now.
chicks that'd bang me cos my cats in the biz are chicks that i want absolutely nothing to do with, yo.

i really wanted to see the frozen nuts, that would sooo be like the highlite of my...month
nothing makes a man feel like a man more than a chick telling him that his nutts are the highlight of their month.

yr gonna be in town sometime over the weekend, yeah? if you happen to be here sunday gimme a ring.

i checked out the Nil8 site, pretty neat--wish they'd had some music up for download, though.
whens the show? take me with you! dont make me beg, damnit!

goddamnit, am i the only one that has fridays off? motherfucker.

runnings for the birds--but go for it if yr into it! on to the 2mbd marker! (mbd=miles bi daily)

poot.


blackcoffeeblues:
Hi, phoolsfire, thanks for the comment,you leftit on the day i left , i love being in other countries. i know this is a good country to live in, but other countries maybe poor and have political or economical problems, but i feel good thier. i get treated as an equal thier, do we still treat each other as equals here? for what is on the inside? i met a lot of people with nothing , but they actually had something self respect, pride, good hearts, does that count anymore? tell me were does honesty get you now? im sorry u dont even know me , i have not been on this comp. in a while, i dont mean to be so intense, nice to meet you ,i should go to bed..
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why yes, i am an idoit....
so i thought that summer classes were supposed to be easy....after day one, they are so kickin my ass. but its only m-th. i get fridays off yeah!! smile
i need to go to peoria this weekend. hopefully friday, or maybe sunday??? i have to pick up some suplies for my trip. smile
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akasnuggles:
I thought The Life Aquatic was a bit all over the place. Too many characters to divide it equally and still keep the story going AND have a reliable pace. Though, it was some of Bill Murray's best work.
But, put up against Rushmore and Tenenbaums? No fucking match.

I have one more year of school
Yeah, but plus summer classes? M-F gives you some personal time, but... shitthat's too much.
I was talking to this one student, Sidney, and he was telling me that he's been in school for 21 fucking years. Kindergarten thru HS (13yrs), Four years of college (pre-med), and four more years of med school.
Baaaah.

The tattoo thingstill checking out Mike's Tattoo?

A) Trip? The field school thing?
2)Fridays off rocks.
D)Peoria visits are looked upon kindly by those of us in the area.
B2) Ever see Hedwig and the Angry Inch?
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ok...school starts today. but all i can think about is the time craig drove me out to north shore to get my tatoo colored, then we ate at geomatties shrip truck on the way back home, then i was supposed to go see perry farrel that night at the wave, but i passed out instead. ahhhh memories. what does oliver sacks call that when you...
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akasnuggles:
did you just watch office space?
yup. bought it, actually.

that is the gayest thing ever, but its also bueatiful.
ok, then, right on!

so now i have to let the healing begin, ie, watching bad romance movies, and drinking....alot.
try watching Amelie--it's the BEST romantic movie ever. try to lay off the liquor. if you be needin' to talk, dont hesitate to call.

yr back in school...again? jeezum, does that shit ever end?

get the grasshopper, yet?
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uuuuhhhg, waaaay tooo much tequelia,
note: there are no mocking birds in tequelia mocking birds.
went to a jazz bar, and saw a friend of a friend, and immedietly felt obligated to disclose information about third absent party. why would i do this....
wake up this morning and it kicks me in the head, oh yeah because i'm a horrible person and can be a...
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akasnuggles:
Tequilai got a story or two about tequila
felt obligated to disclose information about third absent party.
shit, i do that too. I relish the times i'm not around sammy as to speak about him candidly or disclose an embarrassing moment about the lad.
But, being a good friend, i never say anything behind his back that i wouldnt (or dont) tell him to his face.
i'm just nifty as such.

Gollythe relationship talk, eh? Try being as calming as possible, as well as honest.
The world doesnt need another eunuch. And lemme know how it goes. I love listening to relationship problems...as long as they're not tripe or anything.

Nil8 seems cool...hmmm....
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i keep forgetting what day it is, i need school to start again.

i'm an idiot, i went to peoria tonight with the intention of hanging out with some friends, but then i forgot my phone and had no way of reaching them....so this is what its come to, without technology, i can't interact with people?

there was a big send off party for my...
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akasnuggles:
yeah, nil8--nice buncha guys... er... never heard of em--any good?

the difference between glen and hank? uuuh.... hank is less creepy and misogynistic? and glen's shorter. and he was on Aqua Teen Hunger Force...er.
other than that, they're tough and aggro and, like, muscley. i guess.
najohns:
Nil8? I used to see those guys in Springfield in like '95, when I was in high school. Good band. Haven't seen them in years though.
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ummmmm isn't like my subscription or whatever to this site gonna run out or somthing. i'm pretty sure its been like one year.,,,oh well.

i'slept like all day yesterday. it was crazy, i didn't do anything. well, i did go shopping, but i only spent like a hundred bucks.

i don't know what to do. i guess i have some stuff i can take care...
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akasnuggles:
What the crap? this is a pay site?! THATS why my card is billed every month--this is the mystery charge i've wondering about. damnit.
renew yr membership, damnit.

read anything by palahnuik (though, you were prolly into him, like, a couple years ago, right? BAH!)

what's with everyone playing guitar?
whatever happend to the flute?
whatever happend to the... er... trumpet? or the piano? damnit.

righ on with the cable--dunno what i'd do without it... prolly spend more time, like, on the net... or outside... something.

impressional people are my favourite people.

next time yr bored and have nothing to do come to peoria--there's always Nothing to do here!
wait...

I can let you borrow my pilates workouts, so you can get "sculpeted buns and thighs" i.e. look like jennifer lopez.
i think that would be too much ass. i just need enough ass to keep my damned pants up. wtf is pilates anywho? that's a made up word...like indego and charleston...
najohns:
Been playing the guitear for like 12 years. Played in many a band...even recorded a self-released album in Anchorage, Alaska about 5 years back. Didn't know you played. How long have you been playing?
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went to a kick ass concert last night. it was the greencards, best described as "new-grass" anyway it was awsome.

today i'm taking jim to peoria, i don't know if i'll have time to do anything else while i'm there, i gotta stop by and see the pops, make sure he's doin all right,
akasnuggles:
Friends can suck like thati've been stood up a couple of time by time-deficient , self-absorbed friends.
yr friday sucked, that sucksshould came to P-Town.
The Hawaii thing: most of my dreams take place in the house i spent most of my life. How long did you live in Hawaii?

Jim? The blind guy? What for? (Certainly not sightseeing!! Gah-hah! Get it? He's blind!)

concerts is the shit, yo.

ABOUT SAUL WILLIAMS:
i think at one time, he was my hero
why is it, i'm sure i've mentioned this before, whenever i mention something, people always seem to have been hardcore into it when they were younger? damnit. wink
and what did that son-ofa-bitch then taylor mali say about him...? damnit. confused
akasnuggles:
Jim's a toker? That's badass, kinda. He must really, really trust his dealer.

Yeah, i've never been a big popsicle fan myself, but i'm going thru a fruit and fruit flavored phase right now, and i bought some popsicles. Being the green fanatic that i am, the first flavor i pulled was lime...and my god... love
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fuckin bithches...
my friends stood me up, not like one or two of them,...all of them, they said we were gonna go to the gay bar, so i put my best "lipstick" outfit on and waited, and waited, finally at like 1 i called, one said, "oh, we went, and it sucked, so we came home"... the other said he would be over and we...
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abadinfluence:
I was a little too drunken last night to actually read your journal and pay attention.

That sucks that you had a shitty night *huggles*

But hey ... at least you were drinking!

Anyways ... Gleefull day of expulsion or something equally silly should replace Happy Birthday ... and it should be followed by what you suggested. LOL

And a hairless kitty? Sweet - that's my favourite kind. wink
oa55:
i hate that your friends flaked out on you... they can do that sometimes

oh yeah, the spinning wheel sounds like it might be kinda fun... wink
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i feel kinda like i've been duped, like the last few years, i've forgotten what its like to laove all the things that i used to love, as a result, i find out pices of information relating to what i thought i loved, only to be disapointed...? does that even make sense?
i feel kinda like i gave up all the useless coolness that used...
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propaganda4u:
I can understand that. The past year I have forgotten who the hell I was. When I try to go back to old things, they are not the same as before. They are either really cool, or I realize they suck.
akasnuggles:
i was never "cool" as much as i was "spiffy" therefore i havent the slightest what yr talking about. Spiffyness never dies or fades away--you never lose it.
spiffyness is amorphous. in ten years, maybe, i'll progress up to Nifty... boy, that'll be a treat.

just rest in the fact that Cool isnt Cool anymore, youve progressed past that and are now... i dunno, give yrself a name wink