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I always find myself staring at the update screen trying to figure out what to share.

I realize that most of these journals are simply a means of catharsis, but I am a pretty private person and always just end up lurking the boards instead.

Is there anything anyone would like to know?
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As fast as I pick it up
It falls away through my clutching hands
As fast as I pick it up
It falls away like falling sand
But theres nothing else I can really do
Theres nothing else I can really do
Theres nothing else I can really do at all...
dusty:
thank you!!! kiss kiss kiss
hotcurry:
Have you? I'm sorry, I don't recall chatting with you before. But thanks. You make me blush. blush
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I totally got a shirt for my birthday that says "The fix is in!"

I shout this all the time whenever the team I am rooting for is losing.

This is my new favorite shirt.

My roommate got me a William Shatner spoken word CD. It is very awesome.
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maxi:
ok i got an appt for tomorrow morning at 11:30. i guess i'll know more then.. thx for the info!
siv:
Please tell me it gets better when you move away. Otherwise I'm having my head amputated. frown
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"I am not ready to move in with you" does NOT mean
"I never want to see you again"

frown mad
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thistle:
oh it doesn't?

happy birthday.
synnove:
happy birthday!!!
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Wow I am sick after all.

You know you're sick when you call in knowing it is going to cost you ~$250 because you haven't been there long enough to accrue sick days.

frown frown frown
maddy:
my calculator in high school had an awesome game on it i made called vanilla suburb. you had to kill white people and eat grippos.

wow i hope you get better. not having sick days sucks. i have vacation days to use but not a lot of people to cover me.
magenta:
thanks for the comment on my set biggrin kiss
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2 benadryl, a sudafed, and a tylenol pm later, I still have a headache and my nose wont stop running!

/cry
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Life ever get so wierd for you that you start looking for the hidden cameras?
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What does it mean when you still think of someone you knew a long time ago?

I still think of a girl Summer that I knew years ago in college. We were close, but she was spoken for.
melly:
Yeah, I will have to agree with you, nostalgia is unhealthy. But if sometimes I liketo believe that dreams are my minds way of working things out? I dunno, I just work here wink teehee
maddy:
when i think of people in my past, it seems i just miss that time in my life and not always the person.
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So yeah, I was talking to this property owner about moving into an apartment, and realized that she owned the property I used to live at when my ex and I split up (causing me to not have enough money for rent and them putting $8800 on my credit report).

Woops.
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Well, thank goodness for the holiday. I have been on the go for the last few weeks and I am worn out. I am going to take a nap for about 2 days I think wink
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gogo:
watch your back then

hmmmmm bbbbrrraaaaiiiinnnnsss
avalon:
thank you for your comment on my set.
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How much depression is too much depression to deal with?

My ex had it bad enough to detonate our 5 year relationship. I have had lots of experience dealing with it to this point. It is not something that ever gets better.

The girl I am seeing (for nearly a year now) does have some depression issues. I care about her alot, but there is...
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maddy:
heheh awww thank you.
thistle:
if she is actively working to get better, like going to therapy, then the relationship could work in the long term. if she is in denial or refuses to get help, ditch her.

ps richmond CA

pps you're back!
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And ..... I am back!
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hotcurry:
Thank you so very much. I'm blown away by all the love. blush
maddy:
yay! sorry i rarely clean the list but all the gray ones were annoying me. welcome back.