I can't stop pretending ... that your forever mine ...
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poison:
yay Dee Snider 
benni:
whhhhhhhyyyyyyyyyy?
Must .. do .. work .. not .. look .. at .. site ...... 
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steffy62398081:
Moving back in is not too difficult. My parents realize that I live nine months without them, making all decisions necessary for my survival, then move back in with them for three months. They strive to respect my privacy, though they admit it is hard sometimes. It's good overall. 
Thanks for asking. I have started childsitting/ pays well/ shorter hours than I expected/ decent work. Hope you did accomplish some work. 
Thanks for asking. I have started childsitting/ pays well/ shorter hours than I expected/ decent work. Hope you did accomplish some work. 
ryan:
finally i do feel better... yes.. thank you!
i really get down when i'm sick...
now get to work you!!!
(cracks whip)
i really get down when i'm sick...
now get to work you!!!
(cracks whip)
B enn i benni bennibe. N nibenni benni. Ben ni benni.
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steffy62398081:
Hey you. Happy week.
benni:
uh... *looks around cautiously* if you've got a severed head for me i'm going to be very upset.... who am i kidding?? bring on the severed heads!
I wish I didnt care
About anything
About anything
steffy62398081:
Not caring is such a hollow feeling. And cold. Like having a vacuum for a heart. I hope you feel better soon!
peggy:
You still don't seem to be fine.
{{{{{{{hugz}}}}}}}
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I finally found my traffic ticket!
My court date was yesterday
My court date was yesterday
Woah, for a guy who normally is run by cold, efficient logic, I sure have been emo the last few days.
*shrug*
Plodding along, getting things in order. I still need to find my ticket (got pulled over for expired inspection/registration) or I am going to miss my court date and have fun warrants out for me. I procrastinate badly.
Do you name your genitalia?...
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*shrug*
Plodding along, getting things in order. I still need to find my ticket (got pulled over for expired inspection/registration) or I am going to miss my court date and have fun warrants out for me. I procrastinate badly.
Do you name your genitalia?...
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poison:
hahahaha everytime I watch The Goonies I giggle when they talk about One Eyed Willie........it's just so damned wrong
peggy:
Hope your feeling better today.
I had a decent weekend. I went to my gaming tournament on Saturday, and ended up coming in 3rd overall. It wasnt too bad, but I had gotten way too wrapped up in winning. I don't like to be like that.
I am ultra-competitve, and I often have to keep myself in check when playing any sort of even quasi-competitve game. Personality flaw I suppose....
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I am ultra-competitve, and I often have to keep myself in check when playing any sort of even quasi-competitve game. Personality flaw I suppose....
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killbillla:
Luke Walton should turn out to be a great player. My flaw is my inability to find a woman who doesnt want to change me.
Go lakers, sorry I couldnt help myself.
Go lakers, sorry I couldnt help myself.
steffy62398081:
I usually don't plan on shopping for underwear. It's generally an impulsive buy. But this weekend I've a friend visiting and I'd like to go to a new shop. I love the Monkees! I like Last Train to Clarksville best.
Steph
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Steph
[Edited on May 11, 2004 7:01PM]
I love benadryl so much I want to marry it.
So the weekend was pretty uneventful. I had an awful fever Friday night, so I turned in without much of a fight.
Saturday it rained something fierce here in Houston. I went with my roommate to his wargaming match. He had to play against the top dog here, and lost. It was a close match...
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So the weekend was pretty uneventful. I had an awful fever Friday night, so I turned in without much of a fight.
Saturday it rained something fierce here in Houston. I went with my roommate to his wargaming match. He had to play against the top dog here, and lost. It was a close match...
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siara:
um.. am i stupid if i ask what benadryl is?? .. hmm.. hey that is my question.. and as for a secret.. i am the same age as you.. hehe.. that is a secret cause i don't want anyone to know that on here!! 
and yah for being your number 1 favourite!!!!
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and yah for being your number 1 favourite!!!!
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steffy62398081:
Heya, I hope you are well and that you had a nice weekend. I got into a serious Atari discussion this weekend at a friend's cookout. Turned out that we had a lot of the same games and loved Space Invaders.
To infinity and beyond!
I am going to try to depart from my usual "witty" one-liner journal entries, and actually put a little of me "out there" so to speak. In order to do this, you must suffer through the banality of my life
I am a software programmer that currently works for a manufacturing company. Over the time that I have been there (its...
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I am going to try to depart from my usual "witty" one-liner journal entries, and actually put a little of me "out there" so to speak. In order to do this, you must suffer through the banality of my life
I am a software programmer that currently works for a manufacturing company. Over the time that I have been there (its...
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steffy62398081:
All lives have deadening banality; all have mind shattering excitement. They only take different forms and show themselves at different times. (I think I've more of the former. )
I take off one day each month to rest and to do whatever floats into mind. One day isn't enough to interrupt my work, but it is enough to prepare me for more. I learned an interesting relaxation technique last month: try to clear you mind of conscious thought and count your breaths up to ten. If thoughts slip in and you find yourself thinking of something, start again. It will take several tries, but by ten I feel much calmer. Have a restful weekend.
Steph
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I take off one day each month to rest and to do whatever floats into mind. One day isn't enough to interrupt my work, but it is enough to prepare me for more. I learned an interesting relaxation technique last month: try to clear you mind of conscious thought and count your breaths up to ten. If thoughts slip in and you find yourself thinking of something, start again. It will take several tries, but by ten I feel much calmer. Have a restful weekend.
Steph
You ever feel so weighted down by obligation, that you just want to weep?
What do you do if you do not/cannot cry?
What do you do if you do not/cannot cry?
steffy62398081:
Write it out. Rip up paper. Listen to sad music (Bright Eyes, American Football). Wish you the best with that.
Steph
Steph
steffy62398081:
Thanks for the insight. I'll be glad to talk if you need to.
Life is awfully zany and unpredictable. It is no wonder that I do not plan farther ahead in life than about two weeks.
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kate:
yeah that makes sense.
i love reading peoples journals.
especially when they go into detail
katies is my fave.
i love reading peoples journals.
especially when they go into detail
katies is my fave.
link:
everyone is recommending I take off. Perhaps I should. Damn work obiligations and lack of funds.
"And when all tomorrow brings ... is a set of broken wings ... well it takes bites, out of your insides ... until you are just a hollow shell"
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ren:
Thanx!
siara:
hey there mate.......... hope everything is good with you!!
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