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I've been having a bad week. I've cranky almost every day this week, i don't know why.
I've just been frustrated about the state of things and about myself and how I haven't changed at all since I've moved here, like I wanted to.
lately i've just felt like...i don't even know. barely here. if it wasn't for the couple of friends i have here...
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I've just been frustrated about the state of things and about myself and how I haven't changed at all since I've moved here, like I wanted to.
lately i've just felt like...i don't even know. barely here. if it wasn't for the couple of friends i have here...
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missbellac:
hey kiddo cheer up... i posted this in my journal yesterday and maybe it will help or at least make you smile. remember the possibilities are endless and you are capable to do whatever your heart is set on doing.
The kind of judgment we make about ourselves is what stops us.
Your life and your goals are one.
The reality of a determination is about being committed to your own life and seeing the beauty of yourself. Each of our own lives are perfect. There is nothing wrong with our lives. Our lives will ultimately always do the right thing.
The problem is your brain doesn't believe it so it's in conflict with your body. Our life usually does the opposite of what our brain wants then we take this to believe there is something wrong with our lives. When the body and mind comes together it is enlightenment.
All it takes is for you to trust your own life.
Every time you think something is wrong with you are making a cause, Why not make the cause to believe in the unlimited power of your own life? You will encounter negativity but that negativity will always teach you something about your life. (How strong you are etc.) The more natural appreciating your life becomes the easier your life moves forward.
You just want an opportunity to be who you are. You werent born into this world to begrudge you life. We feel angry because we never had an opportunity to become who we wanted to become. Society wants you to really follow and for everyone to be alike. And so we listened to our parents or our teachers or society.
But the truth is your life is totally unique. You must be true to your own life. The person you are capable of becoming has no limits but you must trust your life for it to happen. There will be times when you suffer when you are sick or angry or depressed but the most important thing is that that negativity moves your life forward. If you can appreciate your life even at the hardest times you will win. No one is ever born into this world begrudging his or her life.
Believe in your wonderful life.
It is unlimited and you can achieve anything.
The kind of judgment we make about ourselves is what stops us.
Your life and your goals are one.
The reality of a determination is about being committed to your own life and seeing the beauty of yourself. Each of our own lives are perfect. There is nothing wrong with our lives. Our lives will ultimately always do the right thing.
The problem is your brain doesn't believe it so it's in conflict with your body. Our life usually does the opposite of what our brain wants then we take this to believe there is something wrong with our lives. When the body and mind comes together it is enlightenment.
All it takes is for you to trust your own life.
Every time you think something is wrong with you are making a cause, Why not make the cause to believe in the unlimited power of your own life? You will encounter negativity but that negativity will always teach you something about your life. (How strong you are etc.) The more natural appreciating your life becomes the easier your life moves forward.
You just want an opportunity to be who you are. You werent born into this world to begrudge you life. We feel angry because we never had an opportunity to become who we wanted to become. Society wants you to really follow and for everyone to be alike. And so we listened to our parents or our teachers or society.
But the truth is your life is totally unique. You must be true to your own life. The person you are capable of becoming has no limits but you must trust your life for it to happen. There will be times when you suffer when you are sick or angry or depressed but the most important thing is that that negativity moves your life forward. If you can appreciate your life even at the hardest times you will win. No one is ever born into this world begrudging his or her life.
Believe in your wonderful life.
It is unlimited and you can achieve anything.
honsolo:
awww we like you here 
i can't sleep, so i did some cleaning in preparation for the move. i cleaned for and hour and it looks like i did nothing, but i swear it's improving! i just need some boxes to put the stuff from the shelves in and it might actually look like i did something. meh.
for all of you who don't know, i'm quitting fashion school. kinda...
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for all of you who don't know, i'm quitting fashion school. kinda...
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jj_r0x0rz:
thanx....its just sadness i relaly feel like i shouldn't have left
i_poop_too_much:
Awww. Moving, and not to Texas. 
everyone bought Prom tickets but me!
Oh well, I'll go next year. Almost 6 months till I'm 21, so there.
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what do you think?
Oh well, I'll go next year. Almost 6 months till I'm 21, so there.
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what do you think?
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sexybeast:
You're tiny. Someone could always put you in their pocket and sneak you in. 
Well, you'll just have to have a big b-day party to make up for missing prom... and just to have a party.
Well, you'll just have to have a big b-day party to make up for missing prom... and just to have a party.
sexybeast:
I'm not sure what part was the good idea, the sneaking you in, in someone's pocket or the party...
I don't really think you would fit in a pocket, but if there are more stitching get togethers, maybe all of you can work together on making a giant pocket.
If the party was the good idea: If we are still in the area in six months, which I really hope we are. We'll help out with the party, since they are always so much fun and because you should have a great 21st.
I don't really think you would fit in a pocket, but if there are more stitching get togethers, maybe all of you can work together on making a giant pocket.
If the party was the good idea: If we are still in the area in six months, which I really hope we are. We'll help out with the party, since they are always so much fun and because you should have a great 21st.
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sugary_dynamite:
Lactose-free milk
urblueygrl:
that is an adorable puppy
i'm in arizona.
alone in the desert again. or...something. i'm just laying here in my old room and my old bed and remembering what it was like when i lived here.
stuck in a relationship going nowhere.
stuck in this state going nowhere.
stuck in this nowhere, nothing type of mood.
as much as i hopethinkfeel that i'm not going back to being like that,...
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alone in the desert again. or...something. i'm just laying here in my old room and my old bed and remembering what it was like when i lived here.
stuck in a relationship going nowhere.
stuck in this state going nowhere.
stuck in this nowhere, nothing type of mood.
as much as i hopethinkfeel that i'm not going back to being like that,...
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fr3ak:
nawwww you arnt that white!
i_poop_too_much:
.......Tattoine?
Ohhhh three-day weekends.
Hung out with Mr. Sick Sickly himself, fr3ak. We were lazy on the couch and at some tasty cheese fries, then trispiral came over. We just watched movies and whatnot, it was good times.
Saturday, we all went to IKEA. Oh heart ikea so much. I looked for a new bed. I narrowed it down to two.
one.
two.
the vote...
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Hung out with Mr. Sick Sickly himself, fr3ak. We were lazy on the couch and at some tasty cheese fries, then trispiral came over. We just watched movies and whatnot, it was good times.
Saturday, we all went to IKEA. Oh heart ikea so much. I looked for a new bed. I narrowed it down to two.
one.
two.
the vote...
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direchocobo:
Fixed it!
hemightbegiant:
I'd go with # one
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urblueygrl:
hope you had a great valentine's day
fr3ak:
Thanks for hanging out with me on VD! I had fun at BJ's.
I <3 you!
I <3 you!
time for a reinvention.
or...just...
realizing what i've been missing.
felt a little better this morning but now i am sooooo sore. my back hurts, my abs hurt (from coughing), even my skin kinda hurts. weeeeird.
almost time to go home! i dunno what i'm doing tonight. who wants to hang out with a sick little girl?
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wow. . it's worth waiting for to...
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or...just...
realizing what i've been missing.
felt a little better this morning but now i am sooooo sore. my back hurts, my abs hurt (from coughing), even my skin kinda hurts. weeeeird.
almost time to go home! i dunno what i'm doing tonight. who wants to hang out with a sick little girl?
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wow. . it's worth waiting for to...
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sillyzebra:
HEY !!!!!! we have the same B- day !!!
ohhh hope you feel better
ohhh hope you feel better
dx927:
Happy Valentine's Day
not feeling so pouncy anymore. partially because i am DYING. i felt fine before, but tonight, i started doing that worthless type of coughing that helps nothing. nothing comes out, it's just rib-hurting coughing. blech. my ribs will explode. one more cough n cold pill left and i am too sleepy to go get more.
also not so pouncy anymore because i am in one...
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also not so pouncy anymore because i am in one...
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koala:
:poke: When am I going to be able to see my heterosexual life-mate again? Hmmm? Will I ever? I miss her so!
I am sorry you are not feeling pouncy anymore and are feeling icky...
*Sending you mucho get well vibes!*
I am sorry you are not feeling pouncy anymore and are feeling icky...
*Sending you mucho get well vibes!*
direchocobo:
I'll be here. 
It's one of those days when I feel like pouncing everyone. once again i am eyeing the younger guys at work. tsk tsk.
So all males, watch out, or you'll get pounced in a more than friendly type of way.
Work is so boring, come entertain me! i feel a lot better today. i was practically dead the past few days. today i just have...
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So all males, watch out, or you'll get pounced in a more than friendly type of way.
Work is so boring, come entertain me! i feel a lot better today. i was practically dead the past few days. today i just have...
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hemightbegiant:
I could use a good pouncing, so I wouldn't complain
dx927:
i didn't even notice that you said at work. i had a shitty day and have had a lot on my mind
kill me nooowwwww.
i woke up this morning and i can barely swallow. and yet i'm at work. the other receptionist went home sick so i'm at the phones all day. but, in a trade for me being up here all day, she said i didn't have to come in tomorrow. good trade i say, then i can sleep all day...i need it.
k, weekend...
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i woke up this morning and i can barely swallow. and yet i'm at work. the other receptionist went home sick so i'm at the phones all day. but, in a trade for me being up here all day, she said i didn't have to come in tomorrow. good trade i say, then i can sleep all day...i need it.
k, weekend...
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i_poop_too_much:
..Prozac Nation finally got a US DVD release, or...?
sexybeast:
I really enjoyed Prozac Nation.
I hope you are feeling better by this weekend and will make it to Sake Night on Friday.
I hope you are feeling better by this weekend and will make it to Sake Night on Friday.
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