paulsandman

Welll blink and you've missed me it was nice to be back but I'm afraid I'm just not on enough. Besides everything is good now girlfriend and I are made up and back on track job is busy, parties to go to, trips to still be made. I'm just not online as much as I used to be. Although if you want you can still...
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I'm demotivated, Six Flags was kewl so cool I spelled it k-e-w-l. Well okay... maybe not that cool but the Viper was fun and its always good to be with Liz espacially to make her smile in the stressful times she's having. anyways lets see work today, work/family reunion tommorrow, possiblely calling hours Sunday possible the Renissance Faire, Goth night Sunday night, possiblely attending funeral...
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alrighty lets see here for trips I'm bringing my friends on next week Liz and I are going to Six Flags at Darien Lake Tuesday Melissa and Jeremy get the Sterling RenFaire Sunday. Hummm lets see doing fun things like rides in comfy clothes, or playing dress up in over 90 degree weather..... I think Liz got the better end of the trip deal..

Last night was a good night and these next couple days look pretty good as Liz and I head off on a minivacation. Blah though for the playlist lately at goth night. You know the flyer says industrial, darkwave, synthpop, goth, ebm, not just screaming industrial all night!!! Now before you say yes I like do like that I mean take a look at my...
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A week has passed we are still broken up but not completely broken up more like a hiatus perhaps. I am an extremely happy man right now.

Yes I'm back, its funny how the more things change the more they stay the same. When I first came here a few years back I was confused stuck in bad relationships. Well something has changed I was in a good relationship and we both love(d) each other dearly. Sadly she's going through a seperation to a divorce and unfortunately she needs her space. I...
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All good things must come to an end. The fact is I've lost interest in this site so as much as it saddens me I'm going to be canceling my account here. For those of you that do need to keep in contact with me my AIM is Cyberpunk Paul Yahoo E-mail anmessenger are both sandmansvault@yahoo.com. So anyways since I don't like long goodbyes thank...
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Well that drama is over and solved and now time to look forward to my birthday this weekend.

I do some stupid shit sometimes. I can be such an over protective asshole I just care alot for my friends. I only hope she forgives me.

Alright in stead of fun a serious topic for one and its cutting yourself. Now if there was ever something not to do when your depressed that helps nothing this is it. It serves no purphose other than to damage yourself sometimes badly. Despite what people think its not a release it just makes things worse. It worries since two females friend of mine have...
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an eventful weekend if anything and even an eventful Monday. Monday details I won't go into since literally this was one of the most depressing Mondays ever. Sunday though Sunday was a blast seeing the Domination Tour at the Haunt. The bands playing at that were Sister Machine Gun, Manufactora, and Christ Analog and I debuted my spookiest looking face paint to date. Met a...
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Alright so much for my postive entry I'm pissed off now today. Why am I pissed off you might ask? Very simple I'm pissed off at people that just don't understand and feel they must feed you bullshit. I mean okay as you can tell by the picture I'm somewhat of a unique person I got different tastes, ideas, ways of dressing, etc. That doesn't...
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