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Stayed in did laundry, and clean house all day long... I know,it was something long over due!! And I feel so much better about my apartment!! I actualy wanna spend time here!! LOL

Anyways I talked to Chris today!! I wish the conversation was better I was in one of my moods, its so hard to fight long distance, and not really the best thing...
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Hurray!! I got to talk to him today!! He is doing fine, this is want he had to say in responce to him leaving abruptly...

BROKENsk8board: Hey Sexy I love you,and miss you sorry that i wasn't back on the other day. We've been getting mortored every few hours, cause of the holiday. I love you and miss you

How scary is that!! There...
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Still no word from Chris, I hope that he's okay....

Yesterday I started to make curtains for my friend Kristen!! She's due in less than 5 days!! lt was so cool, yesterday her baby had the hiccups and her whole belly would move when then baby hiccuped!!

My sister Randi spent the night last night, we wanted to go swimming in the morning but the...
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Well I was all excited that I was FINALY going to be able to talk to my Chris!! Well a little before 2, with butterflies I sat down knowing he'd be there shortly!! I was beyond excited, it has been since Weds!! I figured that we could catch up on the past week and just get back into the swing of things when right in...
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I have a date tomarrow!! At 2pm!! I cant wait!! I even have butterflies!!

Its sooo good to be home....most of the time I hate it here cause theres no one here to bother me....and I have to actually cook my own food....I'll fil ya in as to where I have been for the past couple of days...nothing real intresting just been keeping busy
....anyways Thursday I went on a feild trip with my husbands little brother to The...
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Horray!!! He's okay!!! He was on Q-runs for the past three days and was to tired....my poor baby!! Oh I am so excited that I got to talk to him this morning!! I have the biggest smile right now...just from talking to him, I love the fact that he can do that and I dont even need to see him, I also love the fact...
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Well still no Chris I hope he is okay...Ive been trying to occupy myself all day so I didnt have him on the brain just when I thought I was doing all right someone would walk up to me at work and ask about him....GRAAAAAH!!! Anyways my sleep is seriously being affected by his absent....I used to be able to just lie down and fall...
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Well Im kind bummed out today...usually Chris comes on-line between 4 and 6pm but he didnt yesterday and today I hope he's all right, I know he's busy and is working...but I really miss him...its so hard with him gone...I lost my partner in crime ...going out isnt the same without him, its like something is missing...Ive burried myself in work and school...and try and...
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Okay, okay Im getting better I didnt have to write myself a note..on the way home from dinner at my mothers house I thought I should add this...its not the most intresting thing but its something and I think that was my problem I wasnt sure what to write about...and it just dawned on me ...anything... so anyways...lol...that amused me...sorry back to the story I...
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Well I really planned on at least making an entry everyday or at least every other day maybe thats why I never had a journal too..because I knew that I would just neglate it...I feel kinda bad... Im thinking that this is one of those subconscience reasons why I dont have any plants or animals either...cause i would never remember to water them of feed...
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Well here goes nothing...never had a journal before...and mostly because my sister was so nosey I knew she would just find it, read it, and then blab...and who needs that when your all ready awkward...Oh well not much changed since my awkward days I don't really think they go away nothing ever really gets easier does it?? So far things have become more complicated...just take...
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