Im so excited!! I got these really cool stamps at a party my mom was throwing and thats what Im getting on my shoulders!! I cant wait!! 
As mad as I was at him...Im not anymore!! We talked things out and he agreed to try and write me more!! 
Not that I want to be smug or anything but I was right!! 
LOL I...
grrrr....he can make time to call his father but he wont make time to write me or call me--thats bullshit!! I should come before them...its not like Im just some fucking girlfriend!! Im his wife for christ sakes!!
And yeaterday I was going to put up pics and clean my house and write my paper that wa due for tonights class, but I signed up for an... 
Pretty scary...still having the hardest time getting over what he told me last week!! 
His only responce is not to worry!! I wish I was as brave as he is!! I wish he was here to hold me and tell me everything is going to be all... My Chris really is the best!! I got to talk to him again last night!! 
I miss him so much, I cant wait till he's home for good!!
I miss him so much, he told me a really distrubing story and made me promise not to share since things havent been I guess finished up, or something to that effect!! It made me miss him even more and wish I seriously had a fast forward button...he did say that the rumor for October has been going... 