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these past few days have been really odd for me. most of the time, i am either incredibly daft, quite frisky, or overwhelmed by homesickness. it has been quite the emotional rollercoaster and i just want it to stop. i just want to be cuddled though, and touched, and such.

my cat keeps trying to attack aanya's newt. it sits atop the television stand....
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reverendbenzo:
Ugh I've been on a rollercoaster too. Either excited and/or scared for no good reason or depressed or incredibly morose. Just give me some of that asiago ciabatta bread and I'll snap out of it biggrin
eva2:
online identity stuff is shady.. how do you find out about it? what if there are 300 people out there stealing your photos? you'd never even know... people are bad. mad
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has anyone ever listened to the stars? they are from montreal and very pop like. it is very catchy music. heart is my favourite song by them, well that is available on that website. other excellent songs include this charming man and violent. i feel like making out now. this heart song has that effect. really.

my mood has drastically changed from my...
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ferret:
i'd just like to thank you for everything. for sticking by me when i know i sucked. for listening to me. for your advice. for your hugs. it meant a lot, and it still does. you don't even know how much. so. thanks. hug.
pillango:
i'm here!

so you're coming back for a visit in the springtime? i hope so!

kiss
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i feel really shitty right now. being rejected hurts. being told you're too pushy hurts more. since when do guys say no to head?

today has been a crappy day. i slept really poorly last night. the people in the house were loud and then i kept feeling cold. when i chequed the mail, i found out i didn't actually get on unemployment insurance. i...
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dyme:
awww I would die to cuddle you and spend time with you eating chocolate. We must definately get together.

xo
*snuggles*

I hope you feel better soon babe.
koi:
things will get better and most guys are idiots.
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i have five eggs in my refridgerator. this morning/afternoon i made a pseudo omelette. well, in reality, they were just fancy scrambled eggs. but still. i don't really like eggs, except in omelette/fancy scrambled styles. should i bake a cake? cookies? brownies? fancy brownies?

dan-d-pak makes awesome rice crackers. you should all try them. really.

my tuner card is my new best friend. it brings...
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akro:
Whump....

I have not said hello for a while, so I thought I'd stop by and tell you to stop being a slave to the ffxi again!

smile
reverendbenzo:
I should make you an omlette one day. I cook a mean omlette.
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after a year with black hair, this girl needed a change. please see my candids for a photo.

today i found out i was on ei. this made me happy. happy happy happy. this means that rent can be paid. this means i shan't be so stressed out now. huzzah. i also got a call from fucking microsoft today. i think i will have a...
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scottgstar:
Love the blonde but I think it doesn't matter the color as long as the eyes and rest of the face never change ...
azlea:
miss you too hun!
xoxoxo
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my back is so sore. i think that i will mostly blame my bed for that. it is so hard. and also really lumpy. this futon will be the death of me, or rather my back. i loathe it. however, it is the only thing on which i can sleep, and so i must deal. and complain. and beg for backrubs from everyone.

despite its...
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monica:
stop being so damn cute tongue
cece:
boo for bad beds! i'm moving to ny this august and know i'm going to be sleeping on a futon matress on the floor. i'm not looking forward to the sleeping situation, but the living in new york part balances it out! smile

hooray for your restaurant at the end of the universe purchase! i'm through the entire series. restaurant is sooooo good. AND did you know they just finished casting the movie (hhg that is...)? disney is making it w/ an all british cast.
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i got my hair cut on saturday. i am not too sure how much i really like it. it is quite short. far shorter than i wanted. however it does have an overgrown hawk look which is what i wanted. my main issue with it is that the girl i let cut it lacked the skills. she went to a good school for it, but...
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superficial:
the newest hair cut is cute. blush

i need a hair cut... i haven't gotten one in quite awhile... the last time i did anything to my hair was like 5 months ago i buzzed it all off... wink i'll have to look for a "rodrigo" to cut it for me... smile

i want to build websites for a living, too... maybe someday i'll stop being lazy and start actually doing it. smile

take care!

love kiss
jv:
Like the new hair cut, I wouldn't worry about it being to short, not sure about you but I always like my hair a few days after its grown in a bit. Maybe mess it up a little more, with your strong features, a kind of static look with your hair is a good thing. It will probably take you awhile to find some else you like if you got really used to your old hair dresser.

Congrats on the new move, sounds like your happy. Actually, It sounds like you are very happy. Very full and complete journal, lots of detail, many topics of what is going on, a very good quality journal indeed.

I must say Im impressed with you computer skills, sounds like you can really handle a computer. Too bad you werent back here, I own a software company and we do lots of websites. We specialize in .Net development and outsource all our graphic design work, may have been able to throw some work your way.

Anyway, happy to hear you sound so good.


Grrrrrr, even if you dont reply
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gosh. i am getting so bad at updating my journal. my reason for that is terrible. it seems that most of my time as of late is occupied by that damn ffxi game. it is consuming my life. really. i didn't play for two weeks, and now every day i play for many hours. my play time is at 7 days now. i think we...
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cedar:
i love what you do with your hair...how'd the cutting go?
love kiss
monica:
i've been so busy i have a hard time updating as well whatever

any haircut you get will be hot i know it!!!!
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i have been eating so much chocolate lately. i think i have had like ten chocolate bars in the past five days. late night trips to the mac's are just bad. i had intended on just buying two candy bars the last night. that was until i discovered the caramel aero bar i needed to try, and the smarties candy bar. how could i not...
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d_infinite:
Thanks for your kind words. I know it's been a while, so I hope you remember what I'm talking about.

If you came and visited, that would be great.

Are the kitty meows because you've been ignoring them for so long playing ffxi?

I think your resume and "portfolio" should get you the job. I'd hire you for that job.

Chocolate eh? How come the ladies are so in love with the chocolate? I'm sure you'll quit at the sign of your first chocolate zit. wink
bathorysmom:
I love the lip ring!!!
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as some of you may have seen, missy, olivia and lola were on unscrewed with martin sargent last night. this, of course, made me intensely jealous, because if you look down at my current crush, mr. sargent is listed, and has been since i joined in september.
to my surprise, my profile was brought up on the show. the thought of it hadn't even occured...
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miesha:
awwww thats so awesome sweetie. ... too bad the link doesn't work for me :\
d20:
you have too many fans! 4.5 gigs blown through purely by that file. ouchie.
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i used to have a strong coffee addiction. in the past month, it has been replaced with the sweet, glorious tea experience, specifically vanilla earl gray. it is like a brief glimpse at heaven, or your non-denominational alternative.

i am sort of in a gloomy mood. partially because of the weather, partially because of an issue with a friend that just should have kept her...
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angelvanilla:
Switching from coffee to tea is awsome....i switched from starbucks to 2nd cup and not drinking coffee that much anymore. I miss the caffenie high frown Sounds like you had lots of fun out. Don't let people get to you, its not worth the time and energy expanded on it. I know how fustrating that it is, I had a friend just like that, it was sooo fustrating.

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d_infinite:
I'm so sad to hear about your coffee betrayal. I agree that friends should not overstep their boundaries and force unwanted or unneeded advice on you. It sounds to me a little like an inferiority complex issue of hers. Or maybe she's just being a bitch.

I'm excited about coachella too this year. I haven't gone in years past because of the distance (although I've got nothing on you when it comes to that) and the crowds. I'm not a big fan of mega events. However with the Pixies and Radiohead, I just might have to make it. At least for the first night. I'm not really too into the cure anymore. Maybe if they did more similar to the "Boys don't cry" era, but I don't like anything they did since "Staring at the Sea". I hope you get your finances in order well enough to your liking so that you feel good about going. It would be so sad to miss the Pixies first real concert back together.

I understand the moving/money concerns. We may be moving to Seattle soon and are going through similar conundrums on a regular basis.

I hope you work things out with you friend and figure out your coachella priorities. ffxi is way to involving. Jak II is as committed to a game as I can get. Good luck with that though. I hope you get your sexy bone armor soon.

peace.
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who wouldn't want to be married by a midget elvis in vegas? especially when wearing a keropi themed wedding gown, having a groom dressed as the man in the yellow hat and a ring bearing monkey?

my life in kelowna has certainly had it's interesting moments, mostly due to odd conversation. except hearing about the man doing crack in the washroom at the movie theater,...
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the_ben:
Hey, I hadn't heard from you in awhile sucka. Holla back. Or else... dum dum dummmmmmm! skull
ophelia:
I'm so glad that things are going well with the move. kiss